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Sunday, March 27, 2011

5 days of torture

I'm still in Baltimore, one more night here then back home for school. I'm going to end up missing Monday's class as I'm going to visit my mother for a day but oh, well. Last quarter I missed the entire 1st week of school when I was stuck in Chicago an extra week.

I was planning on going back to school today but Lexi asked if I wanted some to do some more video work with her and Miss Mina Meow on Sunday so I decided to stay an extra day. So tomorrow I'm shooting with them and it will be my first time working with Mina, she's from L.A. I've never had so many marks on my body in my life, I look like a walking rainbow right now. Because of that I have a feeling they are going to want to expand my marks tomorrow, especially considering non of the marks are from them yet.

Wednesday night I did a trampling video with Jade Indica and I had never done trampling before. Personally, it's not my thing but it was on the to-do list and so I we went at it. I'm really hard to bruise and mark up in general so when I start showing marks you know you did some work on me. The day after from the trampling my left thigh and butt cheek were severely bruised and swollen.

Thursday morning I shot with Nikki Domino and Manchester for a new femdom site to be launched. We did some boot worshipping, oral strap-on "training" and some beatings on my already bruised ass and thighs. When doing the strap-on oral I had cut open my mouth and I didn't even realize it until blood came out on the dildo. I didn't know what I had cut, but I definitely did a little damage.

After that shoot Nikki and I went to go shoot another video with Lexi. I got fucked by Lexi Sindel, Nikki Domino, and Jade Indica all at the same time. For awhile I was getting fucked, giving head to another and giving the other a hand job. Lexi had bent me in some odd positions and it was just hard fucking all the way around. They all took their turns and it was hot as hell. It definitely hurt a bit, the odd positioning and hard fucking but I loved it. Then while I was getting a dildo shoved down my throat we re-cut open the cut in my mouth and I really started bleeding this time. I ended up cutting up the thing under your tongue that is attached to your tongue.

Friday: I had a BDSM session with a Dominant man. He always beats me a bit but he was determined to add to my already bruised body and leave some fresh marks. He whipped my stomach a good amount and I haven't had my stomach worked on too much really ever. I got some good whip marks on my stomach and by the time we were done playing my ass and thighs were even more bruised and definitely swollen.

Saturday: Had another session with a Dominant man and this guy was a true sadist. One of the harder players I've ever played with. He had me in a painful prediciment with handcuffs spreading my legs apart and on my tippy toes. Then my hands handcuffed behind my neck pulling my collar against my neck making it tough to breath and a wooden pole behind my head through the arms keeping my elbows up and spread. It hurt! T
Then came the leather belt and paddle and this weren't light hits, they were whacks! I actually hate paddles, it's my least favorite implement because I don't take it very well. The paddle drew blood on my ass and parts instantly created black bruises. It definitely hurts to sit down.

Now, tomorrow I'm shooting video with Lexi and Mina. I'm far past sore but at the same time I love it. You have to work for marks but there is nothing better than having long lasting marks!!!
I'll have to get a picture of what I look like when where done shooting tomorrow. I'll post it as soon as I take it.

Here's a picture after the whipping. This picture doesn't even do me justice in regards to messed up my body is. Lexi & Mini was shocked how bruised and cut I am. Anyways, here's 2 pictures.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Baltimore

I head to Baltimore/DC tomorrow. I normally rent cars from Enterprise but it turned out that all the cars are rented out until Thursday afternoon and that just doesn't work for me. All the cars are rented out because it's spring break so that put me in a tough situation. Fortunately my friend Bobcat knew a guy who was willing to let me borrow one of his cars. It's a 1997 but it runs and will get me where I need to be. Theres a plus and negative in this. The bad thing is I rather have a nicer car and it be more fuel efficient. The good thing is all I have to pay for is gas. Don't have to pay renting fees so I pocket more money.

Wednesday: Shooting with Lexi Sindel & Jade Indica
Thursday: Shooting with Reverse Imaging as well as Nikki Domino & Manchester
                 (This is an up and coming BDSM site)
Friday: Sessions
Saturday: Sessions

I might swing by Pittsburgh on my way back to see Madame Ingrid for a bit. When I get back from my trip I'll talk about my Pittsburgh weekend vacation. I also can cross 1 thing off of my kinky bucket list that I did with Madame Ingrid last weekend.

Got to finish packing and get to bed. Got a 6 hour drive tomorrow and have to get up early.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Dating & Relationships

Would I date a vanilla woman?
- Probably not and ideally I don't want to. Especially since my previous relationship was with a kinky woman I have a well rounded expectation of what I want. I'm happily single now but I'm always keeping my eyes open for potential "partners" I guess you could say. At the same time I'm someone who doesn't go out looking for anything. Whatever happens - happens.

- Recently I've been having "fun" with a vanilla girl who knows I'm kinky. She knows all about my kinky lifestyle because she met me through someone else who knew I was kinky. The problem is she says she's not kinky at all and honestly down the line I know that would cause issues. For the moment I'll enjoy what we have but I must admit that it does scare me to even have any sort of sexual relationship with someone who is vanilla because I'm as far from vanilla as one can get. I don't want to lead anyone on including myself.

- Typically, I like women older than me. I can be a dumbass sometimes but everyone can be. Overall, I tend to mesh the best with women a bit older than myself. Over the past so many months I do have a little crush on a kinky woman but I know it's just that. Sometimes people are just in different places in their lives and there is little to no chance of anything ever becoming something just based on that.
As much of an independent, strong willed person I am, I'm just as much of a teddy bear (a skinny one).

- I've always said I would never be someone who is in a relationship with a vanilla person. I see it as settling even if you think your in love with that person. I'm way past denying my kinky lifestyle and I'm not going to go off and play with someone else when I am in a relationship. So, I stay patient, enjoy being single and when the time comes the time comes.

- At least when I graduate I have the ability to live anywhere I choose. I'm not tied down anywhere and can choose where it is I want to begin my career and life.
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Travel Update: I will end up in Baltimore March 23-27. Nikki Domino & I will be shooting both video and pictures with a Maryland company that goes by Reverse Imagining. I will also be working with another model by the name of Manchester. I also have a few bottom sessions set up with my gay cliental. So after my weekend of fun to come in a few days in Pittsburgh, I'll visit my mom for a few days then to Baltimore and then back to school for Spring quarter.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Music made my weekend

Music:
This was a great weekend for me in terms of learning about some great things going on in hip hop. I heard that Talib Kweli and Mos Def are performing their famous "Blackstar" album from 1999 on the "Rock The Bells Tour" this summer. I've been meaning to go to this tour for years and I am not missing it this summer. They haven't released all the artists yet but this album is one of the best albums to ever be created in the hip hop world. They usually do cities like SF, LA, Chicago, DC, NY and I have plans of going to NY for this show.

The concept of the tour is Ol' School & Underground hip hop. Last year they had Lauren Hill perform and she never performs any more. The entire Wu Tang Clan performed as well, they were the big head liners.

Speaking of Wu Tang Clan - Raekwon's new album "Shaolin vs Wu Tang" is another masterpiece. These are the types of artists who create good hip hop down to the core. The entire album is amazing but my favorite songs are:
1. Rich & Black feat. Nas
2. Masters of our fate feat. Black Though (from the Roots)
3. Molasses feat. Rick Ross & Ghostface Killah
4. The hills feat. Method Man & Raheem Devaughn

Being kinky and a hip hop lover seems to be a rare combination in the bdsm community but I am a lover of both and this album has my stamp of approval

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Photo Shoot Picture update

Here's 1 picture from the photo shoot I did with Nikki Domino when I was in D.C. a few weeks ago. I'll share a few more pictures but I have to make the files a bit smaller and I'm still waiting on a few specific shots. Anyways, enjoy!

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Old Pics & Old Blog



Going on 2 years now my desktop computer had crashed and stupidly I didn't have any of the files backed up. I ended you loosing all my files saved on the computer. I found a few old pictures though.

Two of them are above.
1. A picture from my old membersite www.autoeroticboy.com I'm coming into my panties in that clip
2. Dvnt tieing me up for a performance at Kinetic Playground Chicago where I was suspended in an inverted position. Had my head dunked repeatedly in the tank of water below me and then forced to gag/throw up from the 8 inch long and thick dildo. I puked into the water and was then dunked into the water again.

It was a hot performance and we had an amazing crowd that night. Those parties were thrown my Miss Xena and Peter Propaganda. They still have parties regularly in Chicago here's a link to them. www.bondagenightchicago.com

I also stumbled across my old kinky blog. I didn't realize it was still up. It had some fantastic content in it dealing with my personal relationship and servitude as a live-in personal slave. It's several pages long with over 30 entries. You can find it here, for some reason you have to copy/paste the url.
http://www.autoeroticboy.blogspot.com/

Sunday, March 6, 2011

My Kinky Bucket List

Kinky Bucket List: My list is always growing but I can always add to it at any time on here as well. But, before getting started I must say that the Abena Abri-Form X-plus with a plastic cover Diaper is amazing! I'm wearing one right now and it's comfort level is fantastic, it fits to a T and later I'll find out how absorbent it is. Although, I've read that it is very absorbent.

Also my travel dates have slightly changed for the coming weeks. I won't be in DC/Baltimore in March. I'll be in Pittsburgh March 18-21. I will still be in Cinci April 8-10 and then I'm working on setting up a trip to DC/Baltimore for late April - mid May.

BUCKET LIST: (Not in any particular order)
1. Fully trained 2 legged pony (ideally a female pony)
2. Service a TS
3. Service a fellow sissy
4. Be a bukkake slut
5. Transformed into a rubber doll
6. Full toilet
7. Take a severe caning - bloody and heavy brusing
8. Extreme public humiliation scene
9. Live under a strict 24/7 rule for a minimum 3 months.
10. Be a gimp - Heavy/over the top bondage & confinement for a period of time
11. Live as a complete sissy 24/7 for a minimum week
12. Be anally milked to completion
12. Wear a chastity device for a minimum 2 months. (longest I've gone to date is 13 days)
13. Put in a position to serve & or be exposed by REAL non-kinky vanilla women
14. Be anally fucked with a strap-on by a vanilla woman
15. To be confined in a space for a long period of time. Minimum 36 hours
16. Forced to consume my own cum in a public setting. (Ex: Cum on sandwich)
17. Be a cuckold to a couple