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Tuesday, August 30, 2011

In Chastity

Over the course of 10 weeks in Chicago I had put on 15 pounds. That's what eating out nearly every night and lots of drinking will do to you. Now that I'm back home I've been working out a lot and it feels great. Today I ran a little over 2 miles. Did a mile on the oliptical, did leg lifts and worked out my abs. I've been working out everyday since I've been home. However today's work out was a little different because.... I was wearing something on my cock.

The P.A. 5000 that I bought from LockedUpLove
Yes, it's chastity device and I love chastity play because it's so intense and fucks with your mind. I did make one mistake though. The size I got is a little big on me. I measured the way they told me to and I thought this size would be perfect especially since many chastity devices I've tried over the years have been too small on me. Even though it's a little large it still works for the time being because it works with a Prince Albert piercing and so it's locked on me through my hole.

I pierced my cock nearly 4 years ago with an 8 gauge and today I was able to stick a 4 gauge chastity ring through my hole with no problems. I could have put in a 6 or 8 gauge but I thought I would try the 4 gauge and it worked fine. The support at LockedUpLove has been fantastic. I contacted them about ordering another cage portion because I want to keep the one I have as it does work and it would be nice to have a back up cage. I ordered the 1 1/2 inch wide cage but I'm actually going to get the 1 inch cage from them as well. I would highly suggest ordering from LockedUpLove. They have other devices, great prices and free 2-3 day shipping on orders over $50.

At the moment I have the keys to the device I am in. However, I am sending the keys to my play partner in Chicago. She's going to hold them and it looks like she's coming to visit me in a couple weeks as well which is a great birthday present!!! She has already tossed out some fun-evil-exciting ideas about the whole chastity thing when I see her. So hopefully all works out and I will see her in a few weeks. I've been in the device since 10:30am east coast time. I also must say that I love this device for many other reasons.

1. You can't see it under clothes
2. There is NO ring around the balls so I don't have a chaffing problem
3. It's comfortable and I'm able to do active things like work out and play sports

The biggest negative with the size that I have on right now is that I can still get hard. However, that is on me for getting the larger device. Once I have a smaller cage I won't be able to get hard. With that said there is still no way that I can orgasm.... none at all.
Here are some pictures at different angles. The last one is with me in panties so that you can see that you can't even tell that I have a device on. If you have a P.A. piercing I highly suggest this device!


Earlier in the week I tried on some of my women's clothing that fits me when I'm a bit heavier. So I thought I would put on some of my shorts and see if it fit since I had put on some weight and they do fit. This picture has me wearing a Goodnites pull up underneath because I happened to be wearing one.
I also got some of my heels from my storage unit aka my sisters basement in Illinois. I re-organized my entire room and then took a picture of some of my heels organized in my closet.
It's funny if a random person walked into my closet they would probably think a female lived here. All my boy clothes are in my dresser drawers and my female things are in my closet. Lol.


Unfortunately I had to cancel NYC and the concert I was going to September 3rd because my friend lost his job and just can't afford to go and so I'm not going to a concert in NYC by myself. Oh, well. I'm a try and see Mos Def and Talib Qweli perform Blackstar in Cleveland later in September.
For Labor Day and my birthday I'm going to my Mom's house this weekend with Bobcat and his girlfriend. They are having a BBQ so it should be fun.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

10 Days Of Catching Up

Apologies for the delay in my posts. I'm finally back home in Athens, Ohio awaiting my senior year of college to begin on September 6 which is also my 25th birthday. The past 10 days have been hectic and exciting but due to everything going on I never had a chance to post.

About 2 weeks ago I finally convinced my best friend Jamal to get his cock pierced. He got a Prince Albert done in a 10 gage. We went to Insight Studios on Milwaukee and saw Bob Jones who is definitely one of  the more recognized piercers. He actually fixed my taint piecing that I used to have when it slipped inside me and that hurt like hell. I sat int he room with Jamal and watched that needed pierce him and I loved every bit of it - hahaha! He did take it well on the outside but he was sweating a lot and said he was a nervous wreck inside. I also finally got a ring opener from him. When you have a P.A. you actually need a medical tool to open up the ring to remove it. I took out my ring for the first time ever and I've had it for 4 years. Don't worry I put the ring back in.
Here is what the ring opener looks like.


I also worked a bit the last week that I was in town. I had a session with one of my regulars. We were in a hotel downtown and I used the window to my advantage. We were on the 5th floor and there were many buildings to the side and directly across from us. I told him to find someone looking through their window or on their porch while he was tied in front of the window looking like a slutty CD and getting beat. Later in the week I also had a double with Maya Sinstress.
Here is a picture of the slave in front of the window and another picture of my makeup right before session.

That last week I was saying my goodbyes to a bunch of people. I also helped out a friend who was teaching one of their friends some dominant techniques and skills. She asked me to demo bottom and give my input so I did. This was an old friend I was helping out and it was mostly the use of implements that we were teaching the girl. After that we were teaching her some light bondage and interrogating tactics. Although, the demo turned into a bit of a cuckold scene. The girl we were teaching went upstairs for some water and a little break. In the meantime for long time friend to advantage of the situation. I was was tied to the chair she turned the chair to face her on the couch. That's where she sucked off the guy she has been hanging out with. All the while she was sucking him off she kept teasing me and then she got on all 4's as I sat their and watched her get fucked from behind. She would glance at me and laugh in pleasure. I've known her for awhile and we used to be play partners when I was 18 for about 2 years. At the same time I've never seen her have sex with someone so it was definitely erotic and pleasing for everyone.

For the weekend I spent my last few days with my "vanilla" friends. Jamal had the entire weekend off and Friday night we went out to the bars around Rush and Division. What a crazy night! We didn't even get home until 7am after some early morning Mexican food. Jamal and I are very-very close and we always have fun. Here are some pictures of us drunk and dancing on each other at the club just because it's always funny.

Saturday I was with Jamal and a bunch of my other friends. Sunday I went out to my sisters in the suburbs and hung out with family all day. Early Monday morning I was off to my mothers house in Ohio  and Tuesday I arrived in Athens, Ohio. Yesterday I cleaned my entire apartment from head to toe. This is the cleanest it has looked ever! Last night I met up with Bobcat and his new roommates. One is from Germany and the other is from Kazakstan - that would be the country Borat is from - lol. We had a few drinks, nothing crazy. Then I came home as I was looking forward to sleeping in my own bed for the first time in 2 1/2 months. I also had some diaper fun. I wore a girls goodnights and then put on my last good diaper over it. That means I have to order more diapers soon.


I also finally ordered a new chastity device so that I can play with. Actually the reason I got the ring opening for my P.A. is so that I can switched that out and put on my new chastity device that is made for a P.A. ring. It's called the PA-5000. I bought it from LockedUpLove because they have free 2-3 business day shipping on orders over $50. I also got 10% off for using the coupon code - LOCKMEUP
which I heard is always an active coupon. I excited to play around with this device and it doesn't have a cock ring around the balls which makes me happy. It should be here in a few days and I will post pictures and my thoughts.

Monday, August 15, 2011

Sploshed & Burden

Last night I was spending some time with Domme Katherine Reigns & Miss Provas. The three of us were just enjoying a relaxing evening when the two of them decided they were going to go to Target. I knew they had something up their sleeves but I wasn't sure what. So I just hung out and got some laughs watching my favorite comedian Katt Williams for a little while. When they returned they had a few grocery bags full of stuff but I didn't think anything of it. I was told not to get up and they would call me over when they were ready.

In the meantime Katherine tossed me a pair of big goggles that you wear for swimming under water. I kind of laughed as I was unsure what they were up to. They both came out by me and told me to go into the bathroom, get naked and put the goggles on. As I waited as instructed and sitting in the bathroom in they came with smirks on their faces and it was then I knew they were going to splosh me with food. Some may be surprised but this is the first time I've ever been sploshed.

When I was a kid I never went to summer camp but there was one summer I did. At the end of the summer the most popular kid was picked to stand in a large bucket and everyone in the camp got to cover him in some kind of food. I was about 8 or 9 years old and I was so incredibly jealous! I told this to Katherine maybe a couple weeks ago but I didn't expect it to happen last night.

They started off with powder sugar and honey and then more powder sugar. They added marsh mellows  and then I tried to blindly catch them in my mouth as they threw them at me. Then they started throwing cool whip at me and that hit like a snow ball. It didn't hurt but it startled me, not to mention it was semi cold. Then came the sherbert, more powder sugar, and the chocolate syrup. I was experiencing warm and cold sensations. I began to shiver a little bit but I was also extremely sticky and of course sloppy. The last toppings brought a funny smell out as they covered me in steak sauce and salad dressing and then finally orange crush pop. In the midst of all this I began to become aroused, not that I'm surprised by that. The cold temperatures of the food made the "arousal" go away a bit but non the less it was an exciting, fun experience. I could tell that the two of them also enjoyed themselves. Lots of laughter from all of us. Here are the pictures.





Burden:
This is my last week in Chicago. I'm ready to go home and I'm also tired of feeling like I'm a burden on people. Even if this isn't the situation I just hate feeling like a burden. I've been in Chicago for a little over 2 months and I've stayed with people all over the city. Everyone has been great and I must say thank you to everyone! I must especially thank Jaye as she has been more than I could have asked for all summer. All the other know who you are and I am publicly saying thank you very much.

It's been one hell of a summer. One I will never forget and I've also met some great new people. I look forward to building relations and I'll be back for a few weeks come December. With that said I'm ready to get home. Sleep in my own bed, not live out of a suitcase, lounge in my own living room and finish my senior year. Anyone who has showed such hospitality this summer your always welcome at my place. (Come visit me in Athens, Ohio)

Monday, August 8, 2011

Coming Months

This past week has been rather kink free for me because I knew I would be heading back to Athens, Ohio in about 2-3 weeks around the 25th. So I made some rounds this week with friends making sure I see everyone before I leave. Then last night I found out my sister had gone into labor. She is 2 weeks ahead of when she was due although her other 2 were 2 weeks early and she said she felt like she was going to come early. Because of this I will actually be returning to Ohio even earlier, it's looking like I'll be gone around the 18-20th.


To be honest I'm ready to get back to Ohio. I've been living out of my suitcases for 9 weeks now. I'm limited on clothes and it's always nice to just be back home no matter where home is. It's not like I'm going to be in Ohio for a year straight anyways. I have a very VERY busy school year a head of me. I'll break it down for you.


  • Arrive in Athens, OH around August 20
  • Go to NYC Sept. 1-4 for the Rock The Bells Concert
  • School Starts Sept. 6 aka my 25th Birthday
  • Going to DC Sept 16-18 for work
  • I'm taking 20 credit hours aka 5 classes this quarter
  • I travel about every 5-8 weeks for work (typically, Pitt, DC, Baltimore, Philly)
  • I need to send out resumes for an internship and I plan on that either being in Chicago, Pitt, Philly, DC, Baltimore, LA, or SF
  • I'm on school break Thanksgiving to Jan 3 and will be in Chicago & probably a few other cities
That is my schedule from late August through December. So I have a lot on my plate. Not to mention I like to personally be kinky and have a bit of a life within all of this. I believe a few of my Chicago friends are going to come out for Halloween this year. The big party is October 30th and Halloween in Athens is something not to miss. Ohio University was also ranked the #1 party school of the country this year so I'm sure people will try to go bigger than ever. I'm either going to be Jeffrey Star or Annie Lennox for Halloween. Although I'm leaning towards Jeffrey Star because I'm heavily tatted like him.

                            ANNIE LENNOX                                          JEFFREY STAR

Besides my hair is not short right now like Annie Lennox. I think she would be a good one to save for when I decide to cut my hair. Last year I was Boy George and some people still thought I was J-Star so this year would be the year to really do up J-Star.

On top of all of this I will be taking sessions as a TG Domme in Athens, Ohio just the way I was in the Spring. As I mentioned above I will also be in DC Sept. 16-18 taking sessions. Email me at morgankeni4@gmail.com


Thursday, August 4, 2011

ABDL for 30 hours


I wear diapers sometimes but this is the first time I've actually shared my interest with someone else who also really enjoys diapers and AB play. I've been in kink for a long time but I kind of feel like a shy newbie.... I love it! The other night I was out with whom I’ve been playing with and she said lets get some diapers and a baby bottle. When we got home she bathed me. Washed my hair and took care of me. Then I was diapered and given my bottle.
 Doing Adult Baby things is new to me. Something I wanted to explore but something I'm still learning to let loose in. I was holding my sippie cup bottle wrong and was told to hold it with 2 hands. As I laid in bed and watched "3 Ninjas" with her I felt like a baby.
 The next morning I wet my diaper and I could tell that she was excited about that. She grabbed the sheet, laid it on the floor and told me to lay on my back. My diaper was taken off, I was wiped clean, baby powdered and re-diapered. I made a small notion like I was going to stand up and she quickly said... No. You stay there and you can play on your computer.
So then I remained on a sheet on the floor just freshly diapered and naked except for a diaper on. She sits on the couch taking care of business on her computer. I am on my computer but it feels much more like a child's toy than anything else.
I love it! I love that she loves it! 

Much later in the day after being out and about for a bit I wet again. She had a smirk on her face as if she was excited about it. As if she had been waiting for me to wet all day. Again I was told to get on my back so that I could be changed. Baby power and fresh new diapers were on their way. She wanted me to sip out of my bottle while she changed me because she thought it would make me feel more comfortable. She was right, as it did help me out. I then remained on the floor and was given a bowl of apples to eat along with my bottle.

Later on I got a belly rub and fell to sleep for a nap while sucking on my thumb. I wore diapers for about 30 hours straight. That's definitely the longest I've ever done that. I believe I had my diaper changed 3 times in that span.

I love exploring new territory and I love exploring something I've always wanted to but never had the opportunity to do so. It was kind of freeing to do something like this with someone who also enjoyed it just as much on the other end.

Below are some various diaper pictures of me from awhile back to rather recent.
The first picture that is cropped is from my story above.





Monday, August 1, 2011

Think I've found a play partner


As I sit here in a park in Chicago I’m relaxing next to the person I’ve seen a lot of lately. A person I at first thought would just be another acquaintance I met in Chicago this summer. We’re definitely more than acquaintances and what a pleasant surprise it has been. As I sit here in the park it is just her and I that know my cock is locked up in chastity. By the time I finish writing this I will have spent the past 19 hours locked up. I also haven’t had an orgasm since Wednesday when I shot video with Maya Sinstress. I’m a young man who typically orgasms quite a bit and I wasn’t expecting to be put in chastity yesterday.

I don’t expect to be in chastity a long amount of time, at least not yet. Right now it’s more of a plaything but chastity is something both her and I do have an interest in. We’ve talked in depth a lot and it’s looking like I may have my first personal play partner that I’ve had in 2 years now. I’m excited about the possibilities and I’m excited to have met her. Sometimes you just stumble across good people and she is definitely – good people.

Last night after being placed in the chastity device I thought that was all that was going to happen but she had a few more evil things in mind. The device I’m in is not mine, it’s hers and it is a bit too large for me. Luckily, I have a Prince Albert piercing and she was able to lock my piercing to the cage and so I can’t escape even if I tried. Prior to going to sleep she took some thinner rope/string and ran it through the bottom end of the cage and then pulled it back behind the headboard. Attached it to something (I couldn’t really see from my angle) and then the remainder of the string around her hand. She teased and denied me for quite some time. The bondage restricted how I slept only allowing me to be on my back or on my right side. When I laid on my right side I had to curl up into a very small ball to keep the tension of the string from being too much. I slept well considering the circumstance but still tossed and turned for most of the night. Whenever she would slightly wake up she would give the string a little tug to make sure the tension was tight. In between my tossing and turning there were some quite moans and throbbing in my cock.

It was deliciously tormenting. I was on edge prior to going to sleep and throughout the night. The small evil grins I would catch her making when I glanced at her wanted to make me beg for release and yet it made me want to please her. I knew this predicament pleased her. My pain and humiliation gave her a form of ecstasy and that is what I thrive off of. That is what had my stomach in knots, my mind curiously fearing what was to come and my blood flow pumping through my cock. J

Prior to all of this on Wednesday I shot with Maya Sinstress. We shot 3 videos and all were very fun. I even did a few things I had never experienced before. The first video was of me as an adult baby boy and mommy Maya always wanted a girl not a boy and so I was treated like a girl.
The second video had me in an awkward bondage position and then having an anal hook shoved up my ass. This was the first time I ever used an anal hook and it was something I very much enjoyed. After being opened up I took a pretty large strap-on and rode it like I know how too!
The last video we did some figging. This was my first time doing this as well. If you don’t know what figging is it is having ginger root shoved down your piss hole. It definitely burns and yet I found it very eroticizing. I found it eroticizing enough to where when I was ordered to cum I shot a good load. I continued to feel the burning for about 24-36 hours afterwards whenever I would piss. It reminded me of when I got my cock pierced and it burnt when pissing for about a day afterwards. It’s not unbearable but trust me… you feel it.