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Saturday, July 26, 2014

Daddy's Girl

Day 10 of chastity, only 150 days to go.

Feminization is the topic of conversation today. She wants me to be as feminine as possible and that is something I also want. With that said, it's easier said than done because I do still live as a man at least part time. On top of that, I've dealt with gender questions all my life and when I'm giving the opportunity to be a girl I eat it up, but I've still been holding back a little bit because once I go there.... I got there.

Knowing how much She wants me as a very feminine girl and prefers me as such drives me to open up and go there with Her.

I came across Yeson Voice Feminization Surgery that is the best way to change one's voice into being more feminine. The doctor has won awards, is internationally recognized for this procedure and as I've done my research I've become interested. The procedure is called VOCAL FOLD SHORTENING and ADVANCEMENT OF ANTERIOR COMMISURE.

http://www.yesonvc.net/disease/feminization_surgery_03.asp

It's a safe procedure, I would have to travel to Korea and it only cost about $7,380.
I have difficulty talking in a higher tone and this is something I think my Owner would enjoy and would be a big step towards greater feminization.

Currently these are the rules of feminization.

1. Always wear panties (I've also begun to wear training & sport bras more often under clothes)
2. Always be dressed in women's attire while in the house (unless we have guests over)
3. Use women's deodorant
4. No body or facial hair
5. I believe I'm going to start wearing perfume
6. I'm regularly learning more and more ways to perfect my makeup

Additionally, I've been forced to perform blowjobs of a couple of men, I'm conditioned to give Daddy regular blowjobs and of course have my ass up for Her and trust me, I crave Her cock.

I also take on all the 'traditional' duties of the household.

1. I cook
2. I clean
3. I do the laundry
4. I take care of all household duties

Slowly updating it. Here is my Amazon wishlist - Keep me femme
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/1GMHB37S0FYGN/ref=topnav_lists_1

This is a journey and one I'm looking forward to. I love being Her girl and I'm going to continue to take the steps to be just that.




Thursday, July 24, 2014

160 Straight Days in Chastity - What!?!

160 Straight Days in Chastity!!! What!?!

That's what I was told last night. Today is day 7 of 160 straight days, which is Christmas Eve. I knew I was going to be in chastity for a few weeks, maybe even until my Birthday, September 6th but I don't even get let out on my birthday. I get let out on Christmas Eve, an early present She says.

Not that I have a choice in the matter...
At least this time my ass is fair game. Being fucked and toyed with regularly is a big plus but it's also a means for added frustration.

Here is a photo from this morning of my locked cock.

As I sit here, 7 days in and think of the frustration, torture, humiliation, degradation, and continual feminization to come I kept help but pulse in my tight cage.

As a symbol of our relationship Miss/Daddy got me the best collar. A NeoSteel collar which I just love to wear as much as possible. Here is a photo of the collar on me as well as my huge-swollen lips from giving Daddy a blowjob and my lips taking abuse.

A new rule added to my rule book, this time pertaining to being in chastity is that if it is not properly cleaned and smelling by 9:30pm each night then Daddy gets to stick 2 needles through my ball sack every night. This is very nerve racking for me. Yesterday, Daddy put 2 through my ballsack as I laid there in fear and sweat and couldn't watch as they were inserted into me. I got the point.

We also tested out some new metal sex toys. Both are great on the prostate and Daddy tested them on me getting me close to orgasm each time for about 30 minutes but never allowing me to orgasm. Frustrating.

I'm keeping this post brief. But yes, 160 straight days of chastity. We really want the Neo Steel chastity device. On the to purchase list. Should have by Christmas time but until then I'm locked with NO release until Christmas Eve. I'm excited to see to what heights I can be pushed but I'm nervous, scared and already extremely horny, only 7 days in.


Saturday, July 19, 2014

Indulge

Last Friday we were supposed to go to a Fetish party but it ended at midnight which is rather early. By the time I got off work and got all dolled up it was too late so we decided to have some fun at home.

We've been trying to figure out my hair for awhile now with my extensions after I cut my long hair off. I wanted to do the alt girl look with a shaved side of the head. And I love the look we got with it.

The makeup, we tried something new and again it came out perfect. I think this is going to be my new look for awhile.

The dress of the night, is a stretchy blue dress that is Tangent's. I've lost so much weight over the past 7 months I fit into smaller sizes and it's terrific. I've lost about 25 pounds since December 2013 and my feminine figure shows tenfold now.

A side note, I'm back in chastity as of 2 days ago.

Indulge