Her Christmas Gift - My Body

My dominant - Mistress Tangent is a sadist and I can be a masochist, with the key word there being 'can'. Most people when they meet me think I am a masochist due to all my film work taking pain and due to my tattoos, but the truth of the matter is that pain in a BDSM context isn't that high on my list. I can endure and the more I do it I can start to build a bit of a tolerance and the pain high is amazing.

More than that, connecting with the person that is putting you through that pain makes it all the better.

It can be rare to connect with someone on that level. Beyond the physical gifts of Christmas I wanted to give my dominant a gift of my body for her pleasure. On top of all of this, this would be the first time she has single tailed me....

As we left for the dungeon and got into the garage she put on my knees, put on my stainless steel collar and then threw on the handcuffs. I stood up and was told to get into the trunk.... It was about a 7 mile commute and I could tell that we were at the dungeon because of the gravel. So then it was odd for her to get out of the car and leave me in there for about 10 minutes or so. I definitely then started to guess how long she was going to leave me in the trunk.

Then, I hear her foot steps as she popped the truck. She attached the metal lead around my collar and lead me into the dungeon. I was ordered to change and then to put on these new clothes. That being white panties, white little girls training bra and a 4 inch school school-girl mini skirt. I got on my knees and waited....................

She guided me to a electronic suspension rig. Cuffed me up and started with 1 flogger, then another and another. All got more violent with more intensity. Some while into it I was moved over to the cross and the she started with a dragon tail on my back and butt.

Then, up to the single tail and she just went at me.......

I did tell her several months earlier that I always wanted bloody white panties..... She listens.

She got into a good vibe and awhile into it I screamed out her name. She asked "What" with an attitude. I was literally about to ask her for a break but for some reason my lips said something else out loud - "Merry Christmas". I could feel the tingles of pleasure run through her body and as a strong moment of connection - a mutual high that the both of us shared together. That followed with her just whipping my ass profusely and I just taking it for her.

( Unfortunately, we were on a time restraint with this being the day before Christmas Eve). She then noticed that we had to run very soon and I was informed that I was going to be beat HARD for 2 minutes to wrap things up.
By this point I was rather extended and I yelled, moaned, and begged with every slash. In the end, she left me with bloody white panties, bloody white bra and with a pain high but more importantly satisfaction because I knew that she got a great pleasure from this present of my body.

I know there will be a round 2 in the near future. As much as I fear it I can't wait for it like a kid on Christmas Eve.

Merry Christmas

Mistress Tangent

I want to share a website / blog with all of you to check out.

Mistress Tangent is a really good friend of mine. She's a Femdom from Phoenix but travels all over and she recently (as of a couple months ago) started a website and also has a diary/blog similar to mine on her website.

For all of you kinksters out there that love to worship a beautiful and truly kinky dominant woman I highly suggest you taking a look at her site - MistressTangent

I've been in the BDSM world for 10 years now and there are a lot of beautiful women but some of them aren't as kinky as they put off. Mistress Tangent is a kinky as she puts off if not kinkier and so I have to show love and support here on my blog.

Phoenix - I'm Coming Back

June 2013 I left Phoenix for New York City for a job offer. December 1st, 2013 I'll be back living in Phoenix still working with the same company but in Phoenix.

I'm very much looking forward to moving back to Arizona and the timing is great because it's starting to get cold in NYC. The first time I moved to Phoenix I literally didn't know anyone. Now I know a lot of people, have some friends there, know the city, theres a lot of opportunity for me there and my play partner is there.

Anyone that knows me or knows me from my blog probably gets the sense that I get around. Just in the past 4 years I've lived in Chicago, Ohio, Phoenix, and NYC. On top of that I travel a pretty good amount and made a trip across the country in U-Haul. Moving, traveling etc. can have it's perks but I'm looking to settle down and stay put for awhile and so I'm excited to be heading back to Phoenix.

NYC 27 With New Hair

I've been in New York City for 3 months now and time really does go by fast.

The new "career" job is going very well and they recently opened a new office in Scottsdale, Arizona where I moved from which opens the door to me for many things. Not to mention, I left someone in Arizona that means more to me everyday so I'm looking forward to missing some of the New York winters and spending that time in warmer Arizona.

September 6th was my 27th birthday. Talk about time flying by. It's hard to believe I'm already 27. To think that I got publicly involved with kink at 18, by 19 was a pretty big staple in the Chicago kink scene and to look at where it took me and where I am today. It's kind of full cycle. I've definitely slowed down my public exposure and modeling but at the same time I'm having some of the best kink experiences of my life. At 27 this feels like everything I ever wanted out of kink with so much left to explore and who knows where this world of BDSM will lead me to next.
I recently heard some good things about CYN Studios dungeon here in NYC and so I plan to check out some of their parties.

Oh, but my birthday. My dominant and I had a wonderful birthday dinner. Her birthday is very close to mine and so we went out to this great restaurant that I had booked reservations for 2 weeks out in advance. L'Artusi. It was simply amazing and may have been the best food I've ever ate in my life. She had also bought me some new sissy clothes.

- Pink adult baby dress (Lockable)
- White PVC, pink satin on inside with anal zipper that is meant to wear diapers underneath and locks.
- Lockable ankle heel cuffs. This way she can lock me in any heels she wants me to be wearing.

Other big news..... I CUT MY HAIR. I've been growing my hair for about 4 years now. Up until I cut it, it was the longest it had ever been. With it coming down to about 4 inches past my shoulders. On Friday the 13th - I chopped it off. I needed a change and I'm loving it.

Before picture is from early July 2013 and after is from mid October 2013.
My dominant loves it as well and as she says, I left enough on top for her to pull.

As of September 1st I moved into a new apartment in Brooklyn, New York. I'm already loving the place as it's a new-remodel, 1/2 block from the train with grocery stores, bars, restaurants all very close, not to mention a park and a great community vibe. I've got a huge backyard and an amazing view of Manhattan on the awesome rooftop. I do need to get some new furniture though. The move across the country took a toll on some of my furniture.

Plan on buying.......

New bed, bed frame, wardrobe closet and some other nick-nacs.

I'm about to head out because tonight the Chicago Bears play the Pittsburgh Steelers and as everyone knows. I'm a Steelers fan from Chicago.

Moving to NYC & Kink Of May

The month of May has been a crazy month. Full of lows, highs, a ton of traveling, partying, interviews, a fetish convention, personal kink play and now packing for a big move from Phoenix to New York City.

So the big news is that I landed a new job in NYC. I'm going to be driving across the country in a U-Haul truck with my friend Bobcat. Luckily, it's good timing because he's leaving the country for a few years in mid June and he graduated college about 3 weeks ago. Here is our cross country trip city dates.

June 1 - L.A.
June 2 - Phoenix
June 3 - Austin, TX
June 5 - Little Rock, Arkansas
June 6 - Nashville, TN
June 7 - Athens, Ohio
June 9 - My moms house in Ohio
June 10 - Brooklyn, NY

In the past 2 weeks I had been in L.A. for 4 days, Vegas for 3 days and N.Y. for 1 day. I love traveling but it can be exhausting. None-the-less, it has been an exciting month.

DOMCON LA 2013:

I went to the Friday night and Saturday night Fetish party. Both nights were fun but I did expect the event to be a bit larger than it was. I had gotten to the hotel Wednesday evening and that gave me and Bobcat a chance to have some fun in L.A. We explored Koreatown and a few other neighborhoods. Then Thursday night I bumped into some Domme friends; Natalia Sadici & Mistrix MsE who then introduced me to Michelle Lacy (who I found out spends some time in NYC).

Friday: Bobcat met a submissive who he had some kink fun with. I hung out with another Chicago friend and met a woman who intrigued me. She is a Dominant woman and as the weekend went things evolved. Friday night for me wasn't too eventful. Although I did buy a new latex black dress and a latex waist cincher that I wore to the Fetish Party. Unfortunately we didn't get many pictures, the I did get I'm drunk and it's about 2:30am.

Saturday night I wore my other latex dress that I got from Westward Bound. The white and mint green dress and I do have a few pictures but they are seriously bad. Don't worry I'll be wearing that dress again and make sure to get better pictures before it's the end of the night. I did wear my hair extensions both nights and I love them!
Saturday night led to some kissing and then me and my new Domme friend going back to the hotel room where she fucked me really-really hard with the biggest dildo-cock I've ever taken. She whipped out her big black dildo about 8 inches long and 2 - 2 1/2 inches thick. It was a really hot scene with biting and it was extremely passionate. I think it was the most passionate fucking I've ever taken. It was as if I was fucking a girl and having passionate sex, except I was the one being fucked.... Just the way I like it.

When she pulled off my latex dress these were the boobs she got to look at.

This Domme I'm referring to is strictly lifestyle these days but I'm really happy we met and we're still talking a couple weeks later. We'll see where things lead....

I returned to Phoenix for 2 days of rest and then left for Vegas. I partied with some of my Chicago friends and Bobcat. All vanilla stuff and the best night I've ever had at a strip club on Thursday night. I found me a truly kinky stripper who fingered my ass, bit me all over my stomach to wear I still have bruises 10 days later and did other "nice things" to me. A couple hundred dollars later it was 7am and I was literally the last person to leave the club an hour after the strip club closed. Ha! Not to mention, she was beautiful!

My play partner back in Phoenix and I have been having some great scenes lately. Tonight she's coming over and I know she's planning some public humiliation. Saying that I'm nervous for this is an under statement! With that said, I'm really going to miss playing with her regularly. I've known her since September 2012 but in the past few months we've really been hitting our stride of trust and play.

For instance, 2 days ago we planned to play at night but then she called me and said that she's gonna come over and tie me up while she runs errands for a few hours and then when she gets back to my place we'll play. I got this awesome sensory deprivation hood from Domcon that we've used a little bit but this time I was in it for 3 hours. She tormented my thighs for about an hour before leaving me bound with a prostate massager in my ass. This became really difficult over time as I had no concept of time, couldn't hear, see, or move yet I was extremely aroused from the prostate massager and situation I was in.

When she returned I was tortured more with predicament bondage, choking, huge dildo deep throating, CBT, and punishing yet I must admit hot strap-on. Here are some pictures of the hood from Domcon and then some pictures I literally just found on my phone that she took of me bound before heading out for a few hours for errands.

A Tease Wrapped In Glitter

My new latex dress from Westward Bound came in that I referenced in my last post. It's almost fits perfectly except that it's a bit short. I feared this problem because I'm tall and because Westward Bound doesn't do any custom pieces. Which is unfortunate because I do love their designs. None-the-less it still fits and I'm excited to rock in when I'm in L.A. in 2 weeks.

My Luxy hair extensions also came in and so my friend Domme/model Octavia came over to my place so that we could test the look. I'm good at doing my own make-up but I can always learn more tricks and she wanted to doll me up anyways. Wear it comes to doing extensions, let alone styling my own hair as a girl I'm a bit slow and so she did the styling there as well.

Luckily in L.A. I have a model friend staying with me who is a make-up artist on the side as well so she can help with my hair. A few pictures from the other night are above.

I absolutely love the hair extensions. Personally, I'm not a fan of wigs but these nice hair extensions are amazing! I got them for about about $150 and again I got them from Luxy

These pictures also caught the attention of a producer from Grooby Productions. If you'r unaware of Grooby they are the creators of many major Shemale driven porn websites. Ironically, I was asked to be a part of Grooby several years ago when I was mistaken for a transitioned girl and had to explain that I was a cross-dresser. However, this particular producer is seeking early transitioning girls as well as a few cross-dressers. Were currently in talks about working together in the future.
I think it would be something different for my portfolio plus a bit of a challenge to do something in this field. With that said, it's something I would love to do, be able to model for Shemale driven websites as a born XXY - crossdressing male/femboi. So we'll see......

This weekend, Octavia and I have some kinky plans. Something I've never done and want to explore. I'll leave it at that for now and hopefully I'll have a story to tell by Sunday.

Domcon LA 2013: All Set

I'm all set up for Domcon LA 2013.
I'm really excited for this event for numerous reasons. It's the first large fetish event I've attended in some years now. My kinky college friend "Bobcat" whom I've spoken of many times throughout my blog graduates a few days prior and is attending the event with me. I'm also excited because this will be my first time in L.A. not to mention my first time in California.
To top things off I'll be able to see some kinky friends I haven't seen in awhile from around the country.

I've been in Scottsdale Arizona for 7 months now and I only left the state once when I went to Vegas with my team from work. We did party but we literally drove to Vegas early in the morning, partied and then drove home early the next morning. It was more exhausting than anything plus I got motion sickness on the way home after all that drinking and we had to pull over into some way off the strip casino so I could puke.... ha!

So Domcon L.A.

I'm driving in from Arizona and will be arriving Wednesday, May 8th.
I'm sure I'll be doing some modeling here and there but I'm also just looking forward to having fun. I bought a dress from Westward Bound and it should be arriving at my house by the end of this month (March). Take a look...

The only thing I changed is that instead of transparent latex I did white latex on top and in the trim and kept the mint green. Unfortunately, I don't have large breasts and so this dress wouldn't look right on me with transparent latex. Hopefully, all fits well and I'll be able to wear this at the event.

I want to buy some more latex before Domcon but I have to wait on this dress to arrive first to make sure that all fits right. I plan to be all "femmed up" for a lot of the event but I'm also looking forward to doing some really kinky things with some of the best Dommes and kinky people around.

Just a few minutes ago I bought Hair Extensions from Luxy. Here is the link to what I bought. These showcase 160grams but I got the 120grams as it's better for thin/fine hair.
http://www.luxyhair.com/collections/luxurious-120g/products/chocolate-brown-4-120g

This is the first time I've ever bought or will be wearing hair extensions. They are clip-ins but Luxy is known for their great products. My current hair is shoulder length and a medium brown tone so this set should be perfect.

I'll make sure to take lots of pictures and share with everyone. May is going to be a busy month for me in general as the weekend after Domcon I'm driving to Vegas to meet some of my Chicago friends and party.

I'm going to wrap things up as my Macbook battery is really low, but I got these 5 inch slutty pumps from Iron Fist that I wanted to show. They will actually go well with the dress but they are more for modeling purposes and or short periods of wear. None-the-less I had to have them.

If you see me at Domcon say hello.

I'm Seeking a D/s Relationship

I want/need to be in a D/s relationship.... I'm seeking to serve a Dominant Woman.

I turned 26 in September and many who read my blog would say to me that I live the dream life of a male submissive. I'm sure that is true on some levels. By the age of 26 I've accomplished quite a lot in the world of BDSM both lifestyle and professional. Ironically, on the professional side it's never been my full time job. I've been a fetish model since I was 20 but I was also in college. When I was in Chicago I was running a dungeon with my girlfriend at the time, traveling for fetish events and again all while in college. Now that my life is a bit more simple and I have a full time "career" job (I am still doing some fetish modeling) but I really want to be in a D/s relationship.

I've been in 2 serious D/s relationships in my time.

1st.) I was almost 19 and began serving a Pro Domme in Chicago by cleaning her dungeon twice a week. That progressed into many more duties and dynamics over time as I served her for a little over 1 1/2 years. (We are friends to this day).

2nd.) I began serving another Pro Domme in Chicago who was also very active in the lifestyle community in Chicago. Many months later we entered into a personal relationship where we were dating for 2 1/2 plus years.

Since then, I've been single. I really focused on school, transferred colleges to a different state. Graduated in 2 years when I was told it would take me 3 years. In September I moved to Arizona where I'll probably be here 1 1/2 - 3 years. Now that everything is lining up in my life it's time that I find someone that I can serve.

Yes, over the course of this blog and most of you who read it know me from my fetish videos and pictures etc. I'm as kinky as they come and with that I need D/s on a more personal level as well. I don't have strict guidelines of what I'm seeking but I do have an outline.

1. Compatibility
2. An attractiveness to one another
3. Be a well rounded Dominant (I'm extremely kinky, open minded & I'm looking to push my limits for a Dominant.)
4. Creativity

I've done a lot in kink. With that said there is so much I want to do. I feel like I've barely tapped into my life in kink. Kink to me is a lot more than play I really enjoy the psychological aspects of kink. Like a woman most things are mental for me.

The more your involved in the lifestyle the more your interests evolve. This is not a list of demands just a list of types of BDSM interests that play a role in my life now and interests that have evolved over time to where I have a large interest to explore now.

(Humiliation, total degradation, feminization, sissy, cuckold, chastity, orgasm control, anal stretching, strict slave protocols, 2 legged pony, toilet training, domestic slave, slave branding/tattoo, castration, bukkake, extreme rubber, trained to take a brutal caning, sensory deprivation, gimp, public humiliation, diaper humiliation, sleep restrictions, confinement, bondage and lots more). I can take pain and understand pain as part of BDSM but the aspects of BDSM that I truly love are mental control, slave protocols, complete and total humiliation and degradation as well as feminization.

If someone is interested in talking with me about possible servitude you can email me on Fetlife - Autoeroticboy or at my email Morgankeni4@gmail.com