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Monday, May 30, 2011

Finals Near & The Summer

This past week has been filled with my last full week of classes. We don't have classes tomorrow because it's Memorial Day. Since I only have class Monday's and Wednesday's my last day of classes is Wednesdays. I have a project due in my Coms Interpersonal Class and a paper and presentation due in my Coms Persuasions class. Not to mention typical homework due in English plus the intro to our final paper due. Then the following week is finals. I've done most of my homework and tomorrow is a rather simple day. Going to go  across the the street to another apartment complex to get drunk with the Swimmers girls team and then meet with one of my groups to finalize everything. I've spent Friday and Saturday getting all my work done.

Tonight I went over to my friends house, where all the swimmers gather, (I'm just friends with a bunch of them). Started drinking around 7 and it's 1am now, I just got home and so I'm rather drunk. I had a good time tonight but I must say that I'm ready for summer to be here. This weekend is one of the less populated weekends on campus because everyone leaves for the holiday. Were one of the few colleges still in class during this weekend because were on quarters and not semesters.

Although I had a fun time tonight I was hoping Bobcat would make it out but he didn't. I've become good friends with him but he's comfortable living a much more laid back life than me. I like for my life to  be more interesting. Maybe I'm just missing the city life. Well actually I am, I'm surprised I've lasted a year in a half in the "country" with limited time in cities. The country just isn't cut out for me and I'm ready for summer to be here so that I can make my way to the cities and most of all Chicago.

The country is just too mundane for me. I wanted to make it to my mothers today in Ohio for their little gathering. Since I didn't make it I probably won't see her until August. I needed Bobcat to go with me and I kind of thought he would be down to go but he wasn't and so I was stuck here in Athens. I'm done with school June 9th and then "Scortched Nuts" is here right by Athens Ohio which is a mini burning man event. Bobcat helps put it on so I'm going which is the 9th - 12th. Then either the 13th or 14th I'm supposed to start my east coast kinky road trip with Andriana Santos and Delilah out of New York. I'm just waiting for them to confirm the dates and then I'll post them here.

After that I'll be in Chicago for the 4th of July and I'm looking forward to one of the best summers of my life. Rock The Bells released their hip hop line up, dates and cities and I'm pumped. The New York City date is for September 3rd which is 3 days before my 25th birthday. I've been meaning to make this concert for years and this year I'm not missing it. Tickets are released June 4th and I'm already amped to make this show, especially in New York. They have a fantastic lineup this year.

Lauren Hill - Performing the Miseducation of Lauren Hill, Nas - Illmatic, Erykah Badu, Cypress Hill, Mos Def & Talib Qweli - BlackStar, Raekwon & Ghostface (Wu Tang) - Only built for Cubin Linx, Mobb Deep - The Infamous, GZA (Wu Tang) - Liquid Swords, Immortal Technique, Souls of Mischief - 93 Till Infinity + Masta Killa & Evidence. This has to be one of the best lineups they have had plus more underground artists. I'm so pumped. Now I just have to see who is going with me. I know Nikki Domino out of Baltimore/DC wanted to go but I'm a try and get some of my Chicago friends to go too.

Anyone who is an Old School (90's) or underground hip hop head doesn't want to miss this show. I'm a go to bed now. Wake up have some Memorial day fun and then back to homework. Thankfully school is almost over until the fall.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Documentary of Me & a kinky week

Earlier this week Tuesday Sissy Tina came to my apartment for the first time. I a rather organized person and keep my area pretty clean but I had plenty of things for her to clean, especially the bathroom. Had her dust all surfaces, scrub the toilet, the floors, sink and the bathtub. That was a project because I had draining issues in my tub for months so the water would create rings in the tub. I dressed up in my new floral skirt and white top locked her in chastity and did my homework while she cleaned.

Thursday I had gotten an email from a submissive that wanted to serve me who lived in Colorado. Because he's in Colorado it would primarily be online servitude. (Webcam and have him complete tasks that I would send him through email) A lot guys claim they want to do this but are completely full of shit so I do require that purchases are made off of my wish list.

http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/registry.html?ie=UTF8&type=wishlist&id=1GMHB37S0FYGN

He said he would and Friday he did. So I will start arranging some assignments for him. He definitely made my week too because he got me a few things. Some heels, leggings, earrings and the IPAD 2! That definitely made me happy. Friday night I went out for some drinks as it was this girls 21st birthday that I hang out with on occasion. It was a fun night and I got pretty drunk on Blue Moon.

Earlier in the week Bobcat's roommate asked me if he could film me for a day as a cross dresser and I was supposed to have a session yesterday (an overnight session) so I told him no problem. The submissive wasn't going to be involved in the documentary. The film maker is getting his Masters in film and had to do an observing documentary of someones life. So I had a little camera crew following me around for a day. It was strange but kind of fun. As were getting to the hotel in the afternoon I see these 3 heavily tattooed guys and Spring here in Athens is nuts. There are huge festivals every weekend and this weekend rapper B.O.B. and The Far East Movement (the song Fly like a G6) were in town to perform. I had a wife beater on and I'm heavily tatted and the guys are like damn, nice tats. Then I'm like O shit, that was Rob Dierdecks cousin from the MTV reality show Fantasy Factory. Rob Dierdeck owns the shoe and clothing line DC and his cousin is a music producer. Ironic because I was being filmed that day.

I get to the hotel. Get dressed up and the filmers left for a few hours so that I could have the session. But, the guy blew me off. It's the first time I've ever been blown off. I know it happens to everyone but that sucked. The only thing that pissed me off is that he lead me on. He was driving from Indiana and was like I'm in Columbus now. I'm in Athens now, do you need me to pick up anything? I'm in the parking lot etc. etc. and he was totally bull shitting me. Really, you don't have anything better to do.

Well if a mother fucker named Billy at 219 292 2847 calls anyone for a session he is full of shit. I don't care if someone cancels a session, don't play me like your there. Then he wouldn't pick up his phone when I was trying to reach him. I left him a few voicemails just saying that what he did was really rude and then he sends me a text at 4am saying, "fuck you". So, his dumbass earns his name and phone number on my blog.

So instead the film crew came back and they followed me home and me in public a little bit dressed up. Then my roommate wanted to see me dressed up for the first time and so did his girlfriend so we did all that. Then I took my make up off, changed back into a boy and that was the end of filming. He's going to do a good deal of editing and it's due in a few weeks. He's going to give me a copy and I'm excited to see how it comes out.

Today I'm just going to watch the Bulls. Game 3 vs. the Heat series tied 1-1 and I have a whole lot of homework to do. So I'm a get on that.

Here's a picture of me holding keys to the chastity device of the sissy on Tuesday.

I almost forgot. The 2nd picture is of me locking myself with chinese finger cuffs. But, I did it during one of my self bondage scenes. I locked in on my index finger to my pinky while I had already put myself in bondage, gagged myself, blindfolded myself. The problem was I put it on backwards and couldn't get it off after I orgasmed.

So I was stuck in the cuffs for an additional hour until Bobcat got out of class and came and helped me out of my situation. Whoops!



Monday, May 16, 2011

When Things Get Wild

This past Thursday my apartment complex through a pool party. One of their salesman also happens to be one of the 2 big DJ's in town. They also had other DJ's on, games and of course lots of students drinking. It went from 4pm to midnight and I got there about 6. Luckily we got some nice weather. Bobcat and his girl went with me and the party was open to the public. I bought an 18 pack thinking that would last us all night, I was wrong. We drank that in 2 hours. But when your having fun in the pool and winning at Bags you drink rather quickly.

So we went to get more and this time got a 24 pack. I lost track of how much we drank at this point. A little after 11 we started to head out. As I'm standing by the pool about to leave this girl is looking at me and just bluntly says, "your cute!" Then her man starts asking me questions about my tats so I told him a little bit. He proceeds to ask about the tattoo on my left ribs, the ballgag portrait. I laughed and said it's a person ballgagged. He's like are you into that stuff and I'm like obviously, I got a big tattoo of it. I'm drunk and some how I said I do kinky films. They're reaction surprised me. They were happy and he asked if I wanted to fuck his girl. I'm like seriously and she's like Ya!

So we exchange numbers, I get back to my apt and they contact me. 10 minutes later they are over at my place. He was a good looking guy but she was smoking hot!!!! I did warn them that I was very intoxicated and I wasn't too sure my friend below was going to cooperate to me. But, luckily I had toys and Bobcat and his girl joined in for a bit.

Starting this school year I never thought I would have 2 separate 5-some orgies with completely different people in 1 school year. We went at it for a good 2 hours, all positions and that girl even took my big 9 inch and thick dildos like nothing. Although, I do understand that your muscles loosen when your drinking. I could tell it was a bit awkward for them when they were heading out as they had never done that before. But, neither got jealous and overall it was fun.

At the same time I am way too kinky for normal sex with just more people added to the mix. I mean if we just added some gags, spanking, strap-ons, etc I would be much happier. The 1st orgy I had earlier in the school year was definitely kinkier but still not up to my level. In fact, I would probably get off more being put in bondage in the corner, being put in chastity and not allowed to participate. Or if someone wanted me to participate we would definitely have to add some toys, humiliation, and rough physical sex to even come close to my standards. Oh well, maybe my senior year will bring me kinkier people.

Saturday I ran a 5K for Cystic Fibrosis. I wanted to run it in under 30minutes and I was definitely on pace to do so but the last mile killed me. I ran it in 31:32 which I'm fine with. I ran a couple miles a few days before the race on the treadmill to be somewhat prepared but I'm proud I even ran that much. We were also go up more hills than down which makes it even more difficult. I did beat out my roommate by just over 30 seconds when he seriously wanted to run it in under 22 minutes. I told him he must of been crazy. His girlfriend beat us both by coming in just under 30 minutes.
I'm definitely going to run more in the future.

There are 3 weeks left of school. I've got a lot of work to do but things are going well. Andriana Santos and I are working on our few week work trip together. School ends June 9th for me and then I'll be in town for the weekend because of a burn that Bobcat helps put on, Scorched Nuts. Then around the 13th Andriana and I are looking at making an east coast trip with cities like Pittsburgh, DC/Baltimore, Philly, NYC, Boston, Rhode Island, & Toronto. Then I would be in Chicago around the end of June/early July.

I will be taking sessions a TG Domme & be doing video as myself. My schedule is filling up rather quickly and specific dates will be released within the next few weeks, definitely by the end of this month.

Sunday, May 8, 2011

This weekend: DC & Pittsburgh, Sessions & Video

Friday morning I headed to DC just for one session. Some may call me crazy but ultimately it was worth it. I was supposed to be in DC all weekend and I had to cancel a few things but this was a tough weekend for me to travel. The session was with one of my regulars. He's a gay male dominant and we always have some great bdsm scenes. Lately he's been doing a lot of whipping/painful things on my chest stomach. I definitely prefer having my back beat than my stomach. I especially hate having my stomach caned. Ouch!
I also had trouble taking pain this weekend. I think it just had a lot to do with me not really having any time to just chill out.

I got up early Friday and drove straight to DC and went right into session so that was tough. Afterwards I caught the Bulls game at the DC Sports Tavern. Oddly enough, 2 other guys came at separate times also by themselves to watch the Bulls game. Some how the ended up sitting next to me and it was a good time. One guy was in his 40's and the other was 23 and from the UK. The UK guy told me about a hostel he was staying at and for all the traveling I do I completely forgot about hostels. So, I thought I would try one out as I only was sleeping for a few hours. I stayed Hostel International on 11th Street NorthWest.

Got up at 4am and drove to Pittsburgh. In the morning I shot video with Madame Ingrid for her clips4sale and her membersite, Super Vixen Bitch That was fun. I was put in some really tough bondage positions. Positions that most women couldn't do, they were definitely tough to hold but I enjoy being pushed. She decided that my stomach needed some more caning. Look, I hate caning enough as is and on my stomach... for me it's really tough.

After we shot I had to get ready for a session as a Domme TG. I got to wear my new floral skirt and a new top from Holister. I wish I got pictures because I looked hot. I can't wait for summer so that I can be a girl more often. As he was worshiping my feet he looked up at me and said, "You're so beautiful. I really can't believe you have a dick between your legs. Your hotter than most girls" Hahaha, that made me smile. (Oh I do have a picture of my new floral skirt, just not on me. I still attach it.)

The session was full oh humiliation, lots of eating dirt and mud, snot, spit & I allowed him to worship my long smooth legs a bit. It was fun.

Then that night I headed out to a small fetish event, more of a fundraiser in Pittsburgh for Japan Tsunami relief. I went up there with Madame Ingrid, it was laid back but fun non the less to get out and do something different. It was also nice to see Irene Boss up there. We all had some good conversation and then I had to head out after a few hours. Heading back to Ohio and stopped at my moms house for the night. Got some much needed sleep, spent a few hours with my mom and grandma on Mothers day and now I'm home.

Got some homework to do, back to the school grind (4 weeks left) and watching the bulls in a 1/2 hour. Hopefully they can go up 3 games to 1.

Oh, also.... There is a sissy maid here in Athens who has been wanting to serve me. We had spoken a bit but I had to figure out how I was going to orchestrate things a bit. I think I'm meeting with 'her' Tuesday afternoon for a bite to eat and then she's going to be cleaning my room and bathroom regularly. I'm also going to have her clean my friend Bobcats place. I'll keep everyone up to date on this situation. Hopefully it works out well.

Here's my new skirt. I lied, there is a pic of me in it, but it's just me goofing around when I tried it on. Unfortunately no pictures from Saturday. We'll change that this summer.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Stress: Kink & school

I'm really stressed out. I have way too many things going on at once. School for one, this is the most demanding quarter/semester I've ever had in college. I only have class 2 days a week but I have plenty of work till fill up the rest of the days. Spring is always a difficult quarter for me. I'm tired of school by the Spring, I just want summer to be here and then 1 more year and I graduate... I'm tired of waiting, I just want my degree and then my career.

I have 2 group projects for 2 different classes. Papers in every class, multiple papers I should say. Tests in every class and finals in 4 weeks. I have to write a paper for the degree I'm earning, fill out my fafsa for student loans and grants, pick classes for the fall. On top of all this I have to work, which means I have to travel.

On top of all of that, my sex drive has been through the roof lately. I mean, it's been driving me nuts. I feel like I'm horny 24/7. Yesterday I got off 3 times in 2 1/2 hours. All completely separate times and I felt like I still could have done more but had shit to do. As much as I've been enjoying my kink life and playing with numerous people, working and making money in kink. I haven't been in any kind of D/s relationship in nearly 2 years now and that's what I think I need. I have a few people, sissies that want to serve me and that is something I can definitely enjoy but for me I need to serve someone.

Like right now, I'm super stressed out and just wish I was serving someone at the very moment. Some people do drugs, get drunk, have sex etc... for me, my best stress reliever is serving someone. To be thoroughly abused, used, degraded, humiliated, beat up, serve, please, anything-everything to just escape and forget everything that is going on in my life at the moment. That is my high, that is what I need. It would be great to have that RIGHT NOW.

As I would love that right now, it would also be great to be able to be serving someone more regularly as well.

Now, on to what is going on with me right now. Sunday I had a session as a TV-Domme that went well. I'll attach one picture of something I did to him. He had never had a session before so I popped his cherry.

Friday I'm going to DC to have a few sessions. Then I'm driving back west the same day to Pittsburgh. Have a few sessions in Pittsburgh and then I'm going to a fetish party in Pittsburgh with my good friend Madame Ingrid If anyone is in the area and interested here is the link to the party. Elise's Playground
They are raising money for Japan relief as ALL the money goes to the relief. It's a Japanese theme but any fetish/alternative clothing is ok. I was also told that Irene Boss will be in attendance so the 2 most respected & well known Pro Dommes in Pittsburgh will be in attendance.

So hopefully I don't loose my head this week. School work, kink work, travel, a little fun, school work.