Coming & Going

I'll be leaving Ohio in 9 days, this time I hope it's forever. After I spent my senior year of high school in Ohio I moved out on my own at 18 and back to Chicago. I never thought I'd end up back in Ohio but obviously that didn't exactly go as planned. I've spent the past 2 1/2 years in Ohio and I have no plans on ever living here again. It feels great to have earned my Bachelors degree and now I'm ready to move on to the next phase of life.

Stop 1: Chicago. I would've liked to of been staying in Chicago this summer because it would make my life easier with an internship and truthfully most of my time spent will be in Chicago (Internship, kink, bars, friends etc). With that said, I'm staying at an apartment in Des Plaines because my best friend just got a new apartment and I'm staying with him. We are really tight and if I am going to be living in Arizona for the next few years I want us to have a good summer together before I go again. Everyone that knows me knows how close me and my friend Jamal are. I know it's important to him that I'm around and it's important to me that we can at worst have one last go at a fun summer.

I've been talking with a lot of models and dommes to shoot with this summer. It's looking like it will be a good summer for filming. I personally haven't filmed in about 3 months and have maybe only filmed 10 times over the past 9 months. Being that it was my senior year and I was taking more than a full load of credits, I had my hands full. I've got a lot of new women that I have plans with for filming purposes. I've also got some people that I've shot with in the past as well. I even got a sexy femme sissy that I have plans to shoot with.

I plan on shooting a lot of diverse material. Putting myself into a lot of crazy kinky, humiliating, degrading, mind blowing circumstances and best of all I'm looking forward to it. I'm always pushing/expanding my own limitations and finding new things that get me off. I'm also focusing on doing a lot of trade for content work meaning all of my shoots will become available at my video store for you to cum and enjoy - AEB Femdom

I'm also looking forward to just attending some kink events this summer. It's been awhile since I've done so. Last year I had a great time at the LRA 4th of July kink celebration so I hope to attend that again this year. I believe it's actually on the 3rd of July. The Chicago legend and my friend Mortis has been teaching kink classes in town again so I hope to catch one of his classes and hopefully I'll make it to Carnel for my first time among some other kinky ongoings.

I'm ready to kick off a hard-working and hard-playing extravagant kink filled summer in Chicago.

Additionally, I wanted to note that I've added a few features to my blog over the past few months. To the right you can see my Clips4sale store. Most recently added are the "Who do you think you are" videos. Which has some really hot strap-on/ass fucking scenes, forced orgasms, blackmail, and humiliation. To the right you can see my Amazon wish list for those that ask for it and wish to get me some gifts. Near the top and again to the right is a new "Share it" feature allowing you to easily share my blog with others on Facebook and Twitter. I've also added a feature that counts the hits this blog gets. It's up to almost 30,000 which is awesome!

Raped & Abandoned

I definitely know how to keep myself busy. Before getting into the kinky goodness here's an update on me in general. I have sub-leased my apartment here in Athens and have to be out of my apartment by May 15th. I'm going to be staying with a friend in town for about three weeks up until graduation. Then, I'll be on my way to Chicago. I'm still peaking around looking for a place to stay over the summer, June 10th through August. I'll most likely end up renting a room in Chicago for a few months.

On to kink.

I am updating my clips4sale. Changing the name from AEB Kink to AEB Femdom.
Reason being because the site is focused around Female Domination. Of course many of the videos are largely in part with me however I am always taking the submissive role as that fits me. Here is a peak of 2 of the most recent uploaded clips.

AEB Femdom

There are going to be a few other small additional changes as well.

The most updated clips feature a 3 part series called, "Forced in the Trunk". It features Jessica Temptress kidnaping a misbehaving male (me) who has been disrespecting his girlfriend. He wakes up feminized with his hands bound behind him and a large ball gag stuffed in his mouth. Helplessly bound in the trunk he realizes theres make-up on his face, a wig on his head, a slutty women's outfit on his body and very high heels on his feet.

The Mistress pulls up to a stand alone house way out in the woods in the middle of the night, pops the trunk and the feminized male tries to make a break for it. Only to be tackled from behind, down a small hill in the woods. He learns why he is in this situation and is soon tied to a tree taking the single tail whip and hard, cold bare hand spankings. His begging for mercy doesn't get him very far as he's then trampled on by Her high heels.

Strung up to another tree with its ass high and wide in the air the Mistress puts on rubber gloves and shoves Her fingers up his ass. He screams and moans and then comes out the strap-on. Slowly, he starts to realize that his girlfriend he has mis-treated and the Mistress were damn serious about his new position as a sissy slave. Ass fucking in cold and wet woods then proceeds to the slave being on its back on the hood of the car. But there is no stopping this Mistress as She inserts her big cock into his ass again. His high heels were up in the air and his moans of anguish were loud but couldn't be heard by anyone.

Pushed off the hood of the car and onto the cold cement ground the Mistress demands that he now give head to the very cock that was just up his ass. Sad-faced and distraught but left with no choice his lipsticked lips suck every last inch of Her cock. She forces him to deep throat it and gag as he drools and looks like a real slut. Still panty-less She orders him to masturbate. Not to mention he is also told to lick the mud off of Her boots from the woods. Worshipping Her boots and stroking his cock he cums onto the pavement. 

Just as that happens She hops into the car and drives off in a hurry. The slave is left running after the car dressed like a slut with no panties and cum all over, only to be abandoned in the woods.

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Below is a short homemade video of myself doing a solo 3some. With some creativity I flipped over my desk chair and rigged a dildo to it. Then I rigged another dildo about 3 feet directly across to it that would be face height when I'm on all fours. I maneuvered my self in between the chair legs and that created a bit of bondage on me. I put a condom on the dildo, lubbed it up and then sat my juicy ass on the dildo. I was just far enough away that in order for me to give oral to the other dildo I had to lead forward, thus lifting my ass off the dildo. This way, I put myself in a rocking motion where when I deep throated the oral dildo my ass came to the tip on the ass dildo. As I slid my ass onto the dildo my mouth would come to the tip of the oral dildo. It was fun!

Here is a few minute FREE clip of my webcam placed where the anal dildo was fucking me.

I've created a Google Plus account with my Morgankeni4@gmail account. I'm going to try and start using that a bit so feel free to add me if you also use Google Plus.

I also just created a AEB Femdom Twitter account. I updated my info but haven't added a picture yet because Twitter was acting funny earlier. As soon as I have a direct link to it I'll make sure to update that. With that said, you can go add that account to yours to follow.

As for this very blog. I altered just a few tiny things. Added a new "Google Plus" Plus 1 on the right side panel. Now you can also enter your email at the top where it says"Email Address" and easily follow the blog this way.


My newest feature added says how many hits my blog has gotten. 

With this post, the blog is approaching 28,000 hits!!!!!

It's been active 18 months at the end of April 2012 and so I must say thank you in all seriousness for the involvement from fellow kinksters and the kink community as a whole.

Here is a picture of me that I took during a webcam session I had the other day with a submissive in Affhanistan serving our Military.

XXY Klinefelters & Kink

It was February 7, 2012 - 3 weeks ago from today that I got a blood test to see if I was born with Klinefelter's Syndrom, XXY.

My entire life I've felt that my body was a bit different than most boys. I remember a specific instance playing basketball and a teammate ran by me on the court after I made a shot and he slapped my ass. Then he said, damn dude! You got a chick's ass. At that very moment it was kind of funny yet embarrassing because I knew that I did have a feminine butt. Then when I started getting more involved with kink at 18 and 19 and playing with different women they would always comment on how feminine my body was. Lots of people are in shock at how non-masculine my butt is. I've come to love my body, my butt etc. I've always liked my body but knew it was different. Last Thursday I shot with Jessica Temptress for the first time. As I was walking off the set in high heeled boots and a mini skirt showing off my ass she shouts, "You have the best ass I've ever seen on a guy!". My ass and body definitely comes in handy when I'm in woman mode, that's for sure!

So, I got tested on the 7th and they took 2 valves of blood. Although, the lady mentioned they only need 1. About a week later the doctor calls me and says, I got one of your blood valves back but there is no paperwork with it which is odd. He's like I'm not sure what this means except that you might not be XXY. He says, he'll get back to me. About 5 days later the doctor calls me again and says, never mind what I told you before, they didn't run that valve of blood. He then tells me he got the tested valve back with paperwork and that I WAS born with Klinefelter's - XXY.

So what does that all mean?

Some doctors argue if that technically means you were born intersexed but more doctors say it does mean that. I feel as if I am intersexed because I have more female physical traits than I do masculine. I am at risk for some female health risks that men aren't like osteoporosis and breast cancer and yet I have some male traits like a deeper voice, cock and balls, and I've lived my life as a male for 25 years now.

I actually responded differently that I thought I would when I got the results. I've thought I've been born XXY for about 4 years now but I wasn't 100% sure. Now that I know I am it's a bit strange to know that you weren't born 100% male or 100% female. The question that comes to mind at first is, what am I?
After coming back down to earth, and asking myself that question the answer is, I am me. I am happy with myself, always have been. I'm able to transcend gender boundaries when ever I want to. I'm able to fit into both gender roles when ever I want to. In a strange way I'm more well rounded. I tend to see things differently than many people and if I must say so myself, I'm one pretty good looking man and one fucking sexy girl! The best of both worlds as it stands.

I meet with some doctors March 7th to talk more about Klinefelter's and what I want to do from here. Some people choose to take testosterone to boost their energy, muscle growth, body hair, facial hair, and for some orgasmic purposes. Some, although many fewer choose to live as a woman and take estrogen, and get a sex change. Some choose neither option and don't take any medication and live the way they are. Right now, I'm the 3rd option. I know that I don't want to take testosterone but I've considered estrogen and a sex change. Right now, it's just remaining with who I am.
I'm not 100% about this but I've read a bit that there is a public fund for those born intersexed and wanting to get a sex change. I have to do more research....

I've gone to a group setting gender identity (Trans Group) here at Ohio University the past 2 weeks. It's been good. The first week I just listened to everyone else talk and here their stories. Last week I shared my new XXY news and we all discussed it. It is nice to just talk with others of all ages and backgrounds who can relate in some manner. I am the only one in the group who is XXY but there are MtF, FtM, Gender Queers and more in the group so it's been good to meet some others in the Athens, area.

I'll keep everyone updated on the XXY thing, especially after meeting with doctors March 7th. 1 out of every 500 males (approximate) are born with Klinefelter's. It's common yet still very un-common and unknown to most the public. This is what it has done to me physically:

1. Long arms and legs
2. Little to no body hair
3. Little to no facial hair
4. Soft (feminine) skin
5. No frontal balding
6. Small hands for height
7. Small feet for heights (For me I'm 6'3 tall & wear a size 9-10 in mens & 10-11 in women's)
8. Weight distribution of a woman (Hips, butt, thighs, stomach)
9. Wider hips
10. Small testicles
11. Low testosterone (I had it tested)

Other Things: (This is personal to me)
1. I took speech classes as a kid for about 5 years in pre-school through early Elementary. (This is a sign)
2. When I began to masturbate (age 7-ish) I began like a woman. Not using my cock but rubbing of pelvic bone area. I can still do this today.
3. At puberty testosterone kicked in a bit but I plateaued at about 15,16 and never matured into what a boy would be.

Health:
1. Very low chance I am fertile. (Probably can't have kids) I'm talking to doctors on this more
2. Higher chance for Osteoporosis (Like a woman)
3. Higher chance of Breast Cancer (Like a woman)
4. Earlier tooth decay

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In some other news:

The first 2 are custom videos I made for a client.
I shot with Jessica Temptress as I mentioned above. She's out of Columbus and was fun to work with. She brought a good array of things to the shoot and we got some great stuff. We shot a kidnapping scene starting with me in the trunk of a car. Then into the woods for some beating, trampling, and strap-on. Eventually I was fucked on the car as well and then left half naked and feminized in the woods.

Then in our next shoot I was a high paid, big-headed actor who was playing a female role in a movie. The director and I got into an argument over nudity and she takes advantage of me. Strap-on in several positions, barehand spankings, slapping and more. Plus, upside down cuming due to all the humiliation.

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I was in Chicago for an interview and then shot with a long time friend that goes all the way back to my early Miss Jaded days. So it was fun to shoot with her - Alexandra Sadista as well as Natalya Sadici It was actually my first time meeting Natalya even though we've known of each other for awhile. Unfortunately, we didn't shoot quite as much as we wanted due to time restraints however, we were productive and it was fun.

I was feminized in lingerie and then forcefully had red lipstick applied to my lips. I was put into bondage and orally trained by a 9 inch - thick dildo. I was made to kiss it, lick it, and suck it. Then I was forced to deep throat it ALL THE WAY DOWN - Upside down. It was difficult but as we all know, I enjoy being a good slut!

All these videos will be on AEB KINK - My Clips4sale Store soon.

Then on Monday I drove back home to Athens, Ohio. But, to make things more fun and of course to save time :) when I first stopped for gas in northern Indiana I took one of my thick & crinkly ABUniverse diapers into the bathroom stall with me. I put it on nice and tight and wet it as I ordered Arby's. I had another 6 hours of driving to do and wet it 2 more times by the time I arrived home. It was nice - "warm" trip.

Dressed: Group & Video

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Christmas Season

I got into Chicago November 28th and I've been staying with my best friend Jamal, like usual. My first night in town I went to see my play partner but I had just arrived in Chicago so we got some dinner and relaxed. We hung out one other time since I've been in town but unfortunately do to some "outside circumstances" I haven't seen much of her while I've been here. In fact I really haven't done anything kinky since I've been in Chicago and that's been a little over 3 weeks. On one hand I don't mind but on the other I would really like to play.

Maya Sinstress and I have been trying to get our schedules to line up to shoot video but haven't been able to yet. I know I'll be in DC and Pittsburgh in either late Jan-early Feb. DC is just straight work for me, video and sessions. Pittsburgh is a bit of work and maybe some play with Madame Ingrid. She wants me to get a lolita dress from Milanoo which have really good prices on many items. I've never really been a lolita but I'm very intrigued by that entire culture and it works great for sissies too. Hopefully the Steelers do well in the playoffs and I can go to Pittsburgh for a weekend to work, play, and watch the Steelers.

Even though I haven't had any kink in my life since I've been in Chicago I've been having a blast. I'm not sure if I will be returning to Chicago post graduation. If I land a job in Chicago then I will be back but if I land a job in another city then I will only be back once in awhile. So, it's been good to spend a good amount of time with my good friends. Unfortunately, when you spend a lot of time with my friends that means you're going to be doing a lot of drinking which adds up to putting on some weight. I need to start working out asap and tone up again!

New Years Eve is Jamals 25th Birthday so a bunch of us got together to do one of his presents but the timing was weird. Jamal, me and his girlfriend went to the Steelers bar in Lakeview last Monday night and did a good deal of drinking. Jamal got called into work at 1am for an emergency but he didn't want to drive to work being drunk. His girlfriend took him and I took his car and went over to another one of our friends house because we are installing his subwoofers. Only one of us know how to do that and that's not me, there were 4 of us and one was a girl. We were all drinking and installed the system from 1am to 7am in the morning.

Speaking of NYE, we're going to the Hyatt in Rosemont. There's about 12 or so of us total. NYE is always fun and we've heard good things about this event from some people we know. School starts Jan 3rd and I was going to head back to Ohio Jan 2nd but I decided to skip my first week of school. It's just the first week and 2 of my 5 teachers I had this past quarter so I'm not concerned. The reason I'm staying a few days more in Chicago is because I'm getting tattooed. I haven't been tattooed in 8 months and it's been over a year since my main artist has done work on me. I'm getting the picture below of me crossdressed. The piece is going to fit perfectly with where I want it and it will be just below my ballgag tattoo. The piece in total will be about 4-5 inches wide and about 10 inches tall, so it will be a good size piece. It will sit on my lower left ribs, stomach and hip area and so it will be painful. But, as we all know I like a bit of pain.

Maybe it's a bit narcissistic of me to get a picture of myself tattooed but this is my thinking. I've been trying to think of a tattoo to get to symbolize my crossdressing side. I've been thinking for a few years and I finally thought, why not get a portrait style pinup of myself.

When I do get back to Ohio I will be hard at work. I've been filling out resumes and cover letters while here in Chicago and will continue to do so in Ohio. I also have a BIG 2nd interview in late Jan-early Feb so I have to prepare for that. This past quarter I earned a 3.0 while taking the max amount of classes possible, so hopefully I can repeat that this quarter. I also have 2 planned custom videos I'm going to be shooting. So, it's safe to say I will have a full plate when returning to Ohio in 2 weeks.

Until then I'm going to continue to enjoy the Holidays with friends and family. I have a few people I still have to see before I leave and bit more fun to have. Merry Christmas to everyone and happy kinking!

Got Everything I Need

The month of October hasn't left me with much time to do anything other than school. I've managed to get a bit ahead of the curve this week and so I'm looking pretty good for the next 10 days. Next week Wednesday - the 26th I'm dying my hair pink. I'm excited! I've got everything I need for Halloween except for some eyebrow wax. So I'm a try and get my hands on some of that.

I was in Baltimore and DC last weekend. I shot video with Nyssa Nevers for the first time. We worked with R.I.Productions and their new femdom site to be launched soon. We shot 3 different videso.

1. Boot & Stocking feet worship

2. Spanking & Strap-on fucking

3. Sissy Maid Servitude

The strap-on scene was the first on-camera strap-on scene she's EVER done with a boy or girl. Nyssa is one of the best female fetish models around and so that's kind of cool to take her on-camera strap-on virginity :). We've been friends since 2007 but this was the first time we worked together.

Then Sissy Maid video also featured another Domme out of Baltimore named Miss Alegria. She was also great to work with and a great host.

Saturday in DC I had a session with one of my regular clients and then I was off to do some shopping in Georgetown. I went to urban outfitters to get 2 nail polish colors that I've been meaning to get from them for awhile now. One's a shade of a purple with some hints of grey that I love and the other is a red/pink/orange tint. A little tough to explain but I love them both but here is a picture of my toes with both colors.

I also noticed last time I was in DC that they had a new version of my favorite T-shirt that I've had for years. In fact, I've had this T-shirt since high school but it was starting to fade on me. Last time they didn't have my size and this time they did so I updated. Hopefully this one last me just as long as the old one.

The last thing I needed was a top for my Jeffree Star look for Halloween. I went to a few different stores but figured it might be hard to find what I was looking for because most people are bring in their Autumn looks. Then I saw the Betsey Johnson store and I knew they would have what I wanted. I got the perfect top. It fits great but I could have done a size smaller but they didn't have a smaller size. Either way I love the top and I'm excited for Halloween! 

The other day I ordered some LimeCrime lipstick in a pink shade. Again for the JStar look and it came in. 

I've also been shooting some custom videos for a client. I'll talk more about this is my next post but I've shot 2 so far and I might be doing a few more in the near future.

A few of my Chicago friends will be getting into Athens the 27th/28th for Halloween. This will be their first time visiting me here since I've been at Ohio University. As soon as Halloween is over I'm going to go into Chastity again and from what me and my play partner have discussed it won't come off until I see her in Chicago in late November/early December.

That will be the longest I've gone locked up.

I'll make sure to update mid next week and right after Halloween with plenty of pictures of the pink hair and the JStar look.

IT'S OFFICIAL!

I am going to be in DC again on October 14-16. I'm taking sessions, photo shoots, & video. I met Nyssa Nevers back in 2007 at Atlanta Bound and we've been friends since. With that said we've never worked together and that's about to change. We are going to be shooting for RIProductions when I'm in DC. I've worked with them before but their femdom site is yet to be released. They do however have a girl on girl clips4sale up. It's called FemdomFem

Again if anyone wants to work with me while I'm in DC from October 14-16 contact me here - Morgankeni4@gmail.com

AEB KINK  - HTTP://CLIPS4SALE.COM/47506  IT IS OFFICIALLY UP & RUNNING..... Hooray!!!

Yes, that is my clips4sale store.
My blog details my life through my writings and a few pictures. I love to write and will continue to do so. But, now you all get a hub for the videos I've shot as well. AEB KINK will feature femdom videos of me, auto-erotic raw play of me & it will feature my kinky friends as well.
This weekend I have a friend of mine, a beautiful - very kinky girl that will be showing off her small feet in stockings, socks, and tights. I will also be shooting her bare feet and of course there will be some other hot scenes as well. But, you will have to wait for those details.

Right now I have some femdom videos up that I show with Lady Maria, Miss Xena & Lady O over the summer in Chicago. I also have some of my self play videos up. From self-cock sucking, wetting my panties, toilet training, sissy maid shaving, and lots more. This past summer I also shot with Maya Sinstress, Madame Ingrid and a few other femdom's.

ALSO

I have a Images4sale store. HTTP://IMAGES4SALE.COM/47506

Here you will get full picture sets from video shoots and some additional never seen pictures.
The first picture set I have up is from this past summer where I shot with Lady Maria & Miss Xena. 3 of the 4 videos and we shot where outdoors in the public eye and there are 62 unseen pictures. That's a lot of masturbation material!

When it comes to videos, if you want to see anything specific then send me an email. Morgankeni4@gmail.com
Whether it's a femdom scene, self-play, or featuring someone else. Feel free to contact me and I'll see what I can do.

Last night marked 7 days in chastity and I also got my test scores back from my Management: Organization Behaviors class. This is definitely my hardest class but it's also my favorite and I love the teachers, teaching style! Let me just say I don't get test scores like this so this made my whole week!
I did the best in the class and only got 1 question wrong. On top of that I got extra credit earlier in the week and so I got 100% on this super hard test. I couldn't believe it!

So, as you can see I work hard at kink and I work hard at school. Because I did so well on my test I think my Top was being nice to me. I asked if I could fuck myself with a dildo for 5 minutes. She said yes, but she wanted to watch on Skype. Out came the stopwatch and she watched me attempt to enjoy some anal pleasure with my cock all locked up. It was lovely :)
I'm excited to see her soon!

Just for fun here are a few butt pictures of me. 2 days ago I wet my purple lace panties for some enjoyment & the video is on http://clips4sale.com/47506 Also here is a picture of my butt in my "Sure Thing" panties when I woke up this morning.

AEB KINK

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Videos - Foot Party - Pride

What a week. I've constantly been on the go and this week I don't really have all that much scheduled.
Last Tuesday I shot with Xena, Maria the Purple Goddess, and Lady O. I shot 4 different scenes starting off with tickle torture and I am very ticklish! I definitely have to be restrained if your going to tickle me because I'll knock you and myself out on accident with all the squirming I do. Then Lady O and I worshipped and cleaned Maria's and Xena's feet as they both had very dirty feet from walking around barefoot. 3rd was a Single tail whipping and caning on me from Xena & Maria. I still have some lovely marks. The last one we did was a double strap-on anal and oral. I was pounded pretty hard and I even puked at the end from being gagged so much. Here are a few pictures from the shoot.

NEW NEWS:
I will be attending the Libertines Chicago Foot Party this Friday night. July 1st and will be appearing as a TG Domme - Miss Morgan Keni. It's your chance to serve Me and worship my beautiful, soon to be fresh pedicured size 10 feet! You must RSVP and here is party info.

Nuit Des Libertines presents, "SMOTHERED BY FEET"

Hosted by : Mistress Clawdia, Lady Maria and Mistress Xena.

Calling all foot sluts, foot stools, & toe suckers!!!!
You are welcome to attend Our party.
Worship Gorgeous Soles & Be Entranced & Intoxicated by Feet all night long!

The Studio
When: July 1st (Our parties are on the 1st Fridays, of every month).
Time: 10pm-3am
Cost: $20.00 per person. $30 per couple
Boys - If you'd like a private session with any Lady who is at the party, the session fee : $20 for 10 mins.
Attire: Fetish or Casual
BYOB
Bring your toys

RSVP: nuitdeslibertines@yahoo.com
Website: http://libertineschicago.com

ALSO

I am now OFFICIALLY featured on The Studio Chicago's dungeon website for the summer as a TG Domme. http://www.thestudiochicago.com/morgan.html

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Last Friday I also shot with Maya Sinstress, Miss Lydia, & Lakeview Entertainment. The shoot I was in was a longer video that featured me and another male tied across from one another with only a metal pole between us. It was a predictiment bondage scene that was a competition between us to see who could take more pain and move and moan as little as possible. I WON! Then the loser was punished, but you'll have to watch the video to see just what happens. I will say this, it is the first I'VE EVER done what took place after I won.
The video at some point will be on www.sinstress.net as well as MY SOON TO COME CLIPS4SALE STORE in which I will keep everyone updated on. I plan to release it in late August - September.

Saturday I did some shopping and got some new sandals.

Yesterday - Sunday I went to the Pride parade with my friend Haven who is now living in L.A. We started drinking early because the Parade itself starts at noon. We actually didn't catch much of the parade because we couldn't get close enough to really see too much. But, I bumped into a girl I went to high school with and we hung out for awhile. Then I bumped into Xena and an old fetish scene friend, Manny. An hour later I bumped into Maria the Purple Goddess and we hung out for most of the day together. Of course I was dressed but most of the pictures I'm in, I'm wasted. Although, mostly everyone is. It was a great Pride filled with great people and lots of fun! FYI - My makeup definitely started to get messed up in this pictures, lots of crazy drinking and people and that happens.

Lots of Kink - 1st Week In Chicago

I've been in Chicago a few days and I've pretty much been on the go, not that I'm complaining. Thursday into Friday with taking the Amtrak from Cleveland to Chicago was a very drawn out process. Then I get into Chicago and went out to the Suburbs just for a few hours and then I was back in the city as I was the demo bottom model for MsC's basic bondage class.

Saturday I met up with Missy Rhodes as we had been meaning to do so for awhile now. Later that night the two of us plus my good friend Andrew went out to the Bondage Night Chicago Party hosted by Xena. There was a good turnout. I had no plans on playing just because I hadn't been out in awhile and just wanted to catch up with some people. Although, I did convince my friend Andrew to play a bit. He's not kinky but he's been to a bunch of kinky events with me and yet he never plays. So I got Missy Rhodes and a few others to flog him. Then I joined in briefly.

They had a cake since it was an Anniversary party I along with Maria the Purple Goddess convinced Andrew to eat cat off of Maria's feet. Sure enough he did!

Sunday I was out in the burbs for awhile not doing too much but me and 4 of my vanilla friends checked  out some bars in Logan Square around 11pm. I'm staying in Logan Square for awhile as a kinky friend was kind enough to let me stay in a spare room. I love the location and it's enabled me to get all my things into one place and settle a bit. We found a great bar called Revolution Brewery and I even got a free drink because when I sat down I sat in a wet spot and then proceeded to ask for a free beer and the bartender said, "most definitely"!

Yesterday (Monday) I had 2 sessions as a TG Domme. They were very different styles of play but both a lot of fun. I wore my new black patterned liquid leggings with buttons at the bottom of each leg. I looked sexy! I love dressing!

I got my hair cut and styled a bit more on Saturday as well by the famous SAL-E who is known for his make up skills. I got a short bob hairstyle so that I can wear my hair down sometimes when I'm dressed and so that as it continues to grow it will be more fashionable. I did keep it just long enough so that I can pull my hair back though because that's how I wear it most of the time.

Back to the sessions. The first one I dressed him up a bit and we did some bondage and sensory deprivation. He had never experienced a few things like hot wax and mummification so we touched on that as well. She was a very submissive "girl" and I enjoyed the session.
Then the second session was mostly focused on bondage along with tease/denial and some leg worship.

Today.... I'm shooting video with Xena and Maria the Purple Goddess. Not sure exactly what type of content were shooting but I will know soon enough.

I'm looking at opening up my own clips4sale store. It seems that everyone has one these days but with all the content I've shot it only seems right. Something that's a bit different with mine is that I also do self play and will be featuring clips of things I do to myself. Sometimes the things I do to myself are much more bizarre, raw and dirty as I push myself pretty far.

This Sunday is Pride Parade. I'm definitely going to dress up for that. Not I just have to decide what I'm going to wear. I need some new heels and sandels though! I'm going to it with my friend Haven in town from L.A. and probably a few others as well. I'll make a point to take some pictures.

5 days of torture

I'm still in Baltimore, one more night here then back home for school. I'm going to end up missing Monday's class as I'm going to visit my mother for a day but oh, well. Last quarter I missed the entire 1st week of school when I was stuck in Chicago an extra week.

I was planning on going back to school today but Lexi asked if I wanted some to do some more video work with her and Miss Mina Meow on Sunday so I decided to stay an extra day. So tomorrow I'm shooting with them and it will be my first time working with Mina, she's from L.A. I've never had so many marks on my body in my life, I look like a walking rainbow right now. Because of that I have a feeling they are going to want to expand my marks tomorrow, especially considering non of the marks are from them yet.

Wednesday night I did a trampling video with Jade Indica and I had never done trampling before. Personally, it's not my thing but it was on the to-do list and so I we went at it. I'm really hard to bruise and mark up in general so when I start showing marks you know you did some work on me. The day after from the trampling my left thigh and butt cheek were severely bruised and swollen.

Thursday morning I shot with Nikki Domino and Manchester for a new femdom site to be launched. We did some boot worshipping, oral strap-on "training" and some beatings on my already bruised ass and thighs. When doing the strap-on oral I had cut open my mouth and I didn't even realize it until blood came out on the dildo. I didn't know what I had cut, but I definitely did a little damage.

After that shoot Nikki and I went to go shoot another video with Lexi. I got fucked by Lexi Sindel, Nikki Domino, and Jade Indica all at the same time. For awhile I was getting fucked, giving head to another and giving the other a hand job. Lexi had bent me in some odd positions and it was just hard fucking all the way around. They all took their turns and it was hot as hell. It definitely hurt a bit, the odd positioning and hard fucking but I loved it. Then while I was getting a dildo shoved down my throat we re-cut open the cut in my mouth and I really started bleeding this time. I ended up cutting up the thing under your tongue that is attached to your tongue.

Friday: I had a BDSM session with a Dominant man. He always beats me a bit but he was determined to add to my already bruised body and leave some fresh marks. He whipped my stomach a good amount and I haven't had my stomach worked on too much really ever. I got some good whip marks on my stomach and by the time we were done playing my ass and thighs were even more bruised and definitely swollen.

Saturday: Had another session with a Dominant man and this guy was a true sadist. One of the harder players I've ever played with. He had me in a painful prediciment with handcuffs spreading my legs apart and on my tippy toes. Then my hands handcuffed behind my neck pulling my collar against my neck making it tough to breath and a wooden pole behind my head through the arms keeping my elbows up and spread. It hurt! T
Then came the leather belt and paddle and this weren't light hits, they were whacks! I actually hate paddles, it's my least favorite implement because I don't take it very well. The paddle drew blood on my ass and parts instantly created black bruises. It definitely hurts to sit down.

Now, tomorrow I'm shooting video with Lexi and Mina. I'm far past sore but at the same time I love it. You have to work for marks but there is nothing better than having long lasting marks!!!
I'll have to get a picture of what I look like when where done shooting tomorrow. I'll post it as soon as I take it.

Here's a picture after the whipping. This picture doesn't even do me justice in regards to messed up my body is. Lexi & Mini was shocked how bruised and cut I am. Anyways, here's 2 pictures.

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