Announcement: More To Come

I've been on hiatus with my blog and many other aspects of my life that is in the public eye. I've pulled off of Fetlife, Twitter, my blog, and my attendance at kink events of any kind except for my attendance at Domcon LA and I also went to Folsom Street in San Francisco earlier in my hiatus. The reason for this is I've been going through a lot of personal change. With that said, I've decided to start opening myself up to the you guys once again as I do find it very therapeutic and enjoy hearing how I help others out as well.

What I would like to do is share a part of myself with you that I haven't talked much about. I mentioned that I'm transitioning to live as female. I've mentioned that I was born XXY (Intersex) called Klinefelter's Syndrome. I've clearly mentioned how kinky I am and shared my kinky life with you for years. But I haven't shared my struggles in finding my own gender identity, I haven't shared my path to how I got to where I am today, I haven't shared the ups and downs I've gone through in coming out to my friends, family, colleagues and others in my life.

So I'm going to share that all with you through text, images and videos.

I will also share more of my kink lifestyle with you as I did before. Many ask both me and Mistress Tangent on a regular basis and to address that question, yes we are still happily together. Once again I simply pulled back on sharing due to the massive changes I've been experiencing.

Right now I'm in Chicago, I've been here as of early July until July 25th. I'm here to do with family issues around my transition. I will have another post for you in a few days with many more details after I finishing announcing my transition publicly.

Thank you for all of your patience. My blog and my writings have always been very helpful to me and I love the interaction and feedback that it brings me from all of you.

I'm Done & Ready For Summer Kink

For some kink news:
I heard on the news the other day that the book, "50 Shades of Grey" is being banned in hundreds if not thousands of public libraries across the U.S. I found this to be rather funny as they only did it to hopefully silence the critics, i.e. the feminists. The book has received great reviews and has sold quite a lot of copies. If you're not sure what the book about here is a short bio.
     - A business woman falls for a wealthy, respectable business man. After awhile they begin to address their feelings toward one another but the man - Mr. Grey says that he will only begin the relationship on his conditions. His conditions are that of kink and D/s. He is a controlling man who trains her to be his submissive and she starts to explore her own dark desires as well.
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I have my last Final of my Bachelors degree in 1 1/2 hours. I could get a 0 on the exam and still pass the class with a 70% so I feel good. But if I can get a "B" in the class that would be awesome meaning that my last quarter grades of by Bachelors degree would be (A, A, B, B, B)

Tomorrow some of my family will be in town. We're going out for dinner to celebrate. Saturday I walk in graduation and Sunday I'll be in Chicago.

Graduation for me is a great accomplishment. I took a year off of school out of college and then did 3 years a Columbia College Chicago. I loved the school but I lost my co-signer and could no longer afford the college. I almost didn't even get into college to start with because I couldn't find a co-signer. After taking the year off, working 2 full time jobs and doing fetish modeling I transferred to Ohio University. Putting in 15-21 credit hours per quarter regularly for 2 years while also traveling and doing fetish modeling for work I've finally reached the end of this chapter of my life.

I'm soon to be a graduate and starting my career.

But don't worry, I'll still be plenty involved in kink and sharing it all with you.

More and more it's looking like I'll have a great kink filled summer. A good friend of mine referenced me to play with someone. We've been talking and hopefully we can share a good kink filled summer. She has expressed an interest in trying out taking the mother role in an ABDL relationship. I guess I'm a have to buy some more diapers real soon then. I've always been a "DL" but the "AB" side of things is a learning curve so to do that with someone else who has an interest in it could be a lot of fun.

We've also briefly discussed some other kink dynamics. As we talk more and get things rolling I'll be sure to share.

Chicago! Here I come!

Coming & Going

I'll be leaving Ohio in 9 days, this time I hope it's forever. After I spent my senior year of high school in Ohio I moved out on my own at 18 and back to Chicago. I never thought I'd end up back in Ohio but obviously that didn't exactly go as planned. I've spent the past 2 1/2 years in Ohio and I have no plans on ever living here again. It feels great to have earned my Bachelors degree and now I'm ready to move on to the next phase of life.

Stop 1: Chicago. I would've liked to of been staying in Chicago this summer because it would make my life easier with an internship and truthfully most of my time spent will be in Chicago (Internship, kink, bars, friends etc). With that said, I'm staying at an apartment in Des Plaines because my best friend just got a new apartment and I'm staying with him. We are really tight and if I am going to be living in Arizona for the next few years I want us to have a good summer together before I go again. Everyone that knows me knows how close me and my friend Jamal are. I know it's important to him that I'm around and it's important to me that we can at worst have one last go at a fun summer.

I've been talking with a lot of models and dommes to shoot with this summer. It's looking like it will be a good summer for filming. I personally haven't filmed in about 3 months and have maybe only filmed 10 times over the past 9 months. Being that it was my senior year and I was taking more than a full load of credits, I had my hands full. I've got a lot of new women that I have plans with for filming purposes. I've also got some people that I've shot with in the past as well. I even got a sexy femme sissy that I have plans to shoot with.

I plan on shooting a lot of diverse material. Putting myself into a lot of crazy kinky, humiliating, degrading, mind blowing circumstances and best of all I'm looking forward to it. I'm always pushing/expanding my own limitations and finding new things that get me off. I'm also focusing on doing a lot of trade for content work meaning all of my shoots will become available at my video store for you to cum and enjoy - AEB Femdom

I'm also looking forward to just attending some kink events this summer. It's been awhile since I've done so. Last year I had a great time at the LRA 4th of July kink celebration so I hope to attend that again this year. I believe it's actually on the 3rd of July. The Chicago legend and my friend Mortis has been teaching kink classes in town again so I hope to catch one of his classes and hopefully I'll make it to Carnel for my first time among some other kinky ongoings.

I'm ready to kick off a hard-working and hard-playing extravagant kink filled summer in Chicago.

Additionally, I wanted to note that I've added a few features to my blog over the past few months. To the right you can see my Clips4sale store. Most recently added are the "Who do you think you are" videos. Which has some really hot strap-on/ass fucking scenes, forced orgasms, blackmail, and humiliation. To the right you can see my Amazon wish list for those that ask for it and wish to get me some gifts. Near the top and again to the right is a new "Share it" feature allowing you to easily share my blog with others on Facebook and Twitter. I've also added a feature that counts the hits this blog gets. It's up to almost 30,000 which is awesome!

Accomplished

I've been waiting to blog as I've been waiting on hearing back from a company I was trying to get an internship with. I finally heard back last night and got the position! That means I'm going to be in Chicago all summer. 2 weeks ago I was offered a job in Phoenix, Arizona which I will most likely accept and end up there for a few years. If I accept I'll be moving in late August/early September. With that said I'm still applying to some other jobs so we'll see what happens.

This means I'm definitely leaving Ohio either way. I've still got lots of moving parts to the puzzle but things are starting to come together more and more.

June 9th - I walk in graduation (Although I don't get my degree till August).
June 12th - I start my internship at my #1 choice in Chicago
August - Officially will have graduated.
September - I will be starting a job.

That means I have to find a place to live in Chicago for at least the summer. I'm going to try and get an apartment with my best friend. So we have to get a move on that. I'm visiting my mother for Easter on Sunday and then I'm going to start packing all my things up. I'm trying to sublet my lease here in Athens Ohio for either June-August or July and August. At worst I'll buy out of my lease paying 75% of what I still owe upfront so that I can move out.

Here in the town of Athens, Ohio - the Film Festival is coming up quick, April 13-19.
The short documentary on me called, "Male Femdom" will be shown April 19th at 4:45pm, you can check them out online here - Athens Film Festival

Recently updated my clips4sale - AEB KINK with "Punished Slave" Part 1, 2, & 3 featuring Maya Sinstress. Involves OTK, humiliation, rope bondage, a steel anal hook, spanking, 2 big dildos and HEAVY strap-on fucking, ginger figging, cuming and forced cum consumption.

AEB KINK

AEB KINK

Party Hard - Work Hard

I'm looking at trying to go to DC/Baltimore sometime in Feb. A friend of mine has let me use his car most of Jan. all the way to the first week of March. Long story short he has an extra car at the moment so he told me I could use his car. So, that means I should really make a trip to DC and get some Fetish work in. I feel like my crazy-hectic life has slowed down just a bit. I'm pretty much caught up in everything but still busy.
I might be doing some tutoring for  management class that I took last year. It's a tough class about organizational behavior with a tough teacher yet he's an awesome teacher. I have him again this quarter for another class and he told me I could get paid to help out some students.

I've also have 3 interviews for an internship that I really want including discussing things with the CEO yesterday. So, we'll see if I got it or not by mid Feb. If I don't get it I'm leaning towards going to either Peru, New Zealand, or Australia for the summer to study abroad/intern abroad.
On top that, I'm doing a freelance account executive position selling advertising to local businesses for the school yearbook.

I just found out that Big K.R.I.T. is performing here at O.U. Feb. 18th. I'm so excited for this and tickets are dirt cheap because it's on campus. If you like hip hop he is a very diverse artist that is bring back passion, talent, lyricism with amazing beats to hip hop. He's from Mississippi & I am going to be at the show. Here is a link to a youtube song of his called, "As small as a giant".
  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ak_NOJVQoY4

I've also been putting up some of my own poetry - spoken word pieces on youtube. I've posted a piece called "Chi Town Script King" that is a fun, joking piece about my friends tattoo shop and him. Then I have a piece up called "Concept of Profit" which is a great piece and I just uploaded a new one called, "Natural". Here is the link to Natural...
   Http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uiTV9Toy1ak

Check it out! So you can see some of my other talents and passions. I love to write in pretty much all forms, blogs, papers, lyrics, poetry & more.

As for kink.... It's still a bit absent in my life at the moment. I went to college to better myself and just about all my efforts of late have been directed to school, internships, and applying to jobs. As I said, I'm trying to get out to DC to shoot some femdom and maybe take a few sessions but we'll see. Hopefully, I'll get some personal play in soon as well.

I was in Chicago this past weekend for a funeral. My brother-in-laws father died so me and my mother drove to Chicago for the services. It just so happened that my best friend was throwing a surprise birthday party for his girlfriend on Friday night and all the services were over by then. So I went up to Chicago to help him set things up and party. About 25 people showed up to hotel Sofitel to say, SURPRISE and do some pre-game drinking. We have a few cases of beer, jungle juice, whiskey, rum, Malibu, wine, port - a lot more than we needed. At midnight we went to the bar/club called "Mothers" because a friend of our's DJ's and hooked everyone up with $25 wrist bands from midnight to close. More friends showed up to say happy B-day and the night was going great. I was dancing all night! I love to dance if you don't know.
Then..... it started, the craziness.

Some of our friends got into a fight and got kicked out. I have no idea how I got back to the hotel or when I left. Then next thing I remember is puking into a red plastic cup being held by others and then puking in the toilet. Only to then have security guards pull me out of the bed that I was sleeping in at 6am. I guess in between all those blackout moments the 10 of us who made it back to the hotel destroyed the hotel. But, let me say at least I was sleeping while this occurred. Shattered picture frames, art knocked off walls, wine on walls and carpet, puke on carpet, confetti & food everywhere, blood on the wall and carpet. My friend andrew accidently got his cheek cut and ended up in the hospital getting stitches and the rest of us got kicked out at 6am. Too much alcohol turned us into rock stars. We got the hotel damage bill a few days later................ $2,100!
Oh! And did I mention we originally got the room cheap because of Jamal's father and his business. Jamal's father is Muslim and assumes Jamal and his sister don't drink, well that didn't go over well especially when his sister is only 19.
It was like the movie, "The Hangover".

Anyways, here are some pictures from that crazy night. Unfortunately we don't have any pictures of what it looked like when we got kicked out, only massive hang overs.

Christmas Season

I got into Chicago November 28th and I've been staying with my best friend Jamal, like usual. My first night in town I went to see my play partner but I had just arrived in Chicago so we got some dinner and relaxed. We hung out one other time since I've been in town but unfortunately do to some "outside circumstances" I haven't seen much of her while I've been here. In fact I really haven't done anything kinky since I've been in Chicago and that's been a little over 3 weeks. On one hand I don't mind but on the other I would really like to play.

Maya Sinstress and I have been trying to get our schedules to line up to shoot video but haven't been able to yet. I know I'll be in DC and Pittsburgh in either late Jan-early Feb. DC is just straight work for me, video and sessions. Pittsburgh is a bit of work and maybe some play with Madame Ingrid. She wants me to get a lolita dress from Milanoo which have really good prices on many items. I've never really been a lolita but I'm very intrigued by that entire culture and it works great for sissies too. Hopefully the Steelers do well in the playoffs and I can go to Pittsburgh for a weekend to work, play, and watch the Steelers.

Even though I haven't had any kink in my life since I've been in Chicago I've been having a blast. I'm not sure if I will be returning to Chicago post graduation. If I land a job in Chicago then I will be back but if I land a job in another city then I will only be back once in awhile. So, it's been good to spend a good amount of time with my good friends. Unfortunately, when you spend a lot of time with my friends that means you're going to be doing a lot of drinking which adds up to putting on some weight. I need to start working out asap and tone up again!

New Years Eve is Jamals 25th Birthday so a bunch of us got together to do one of his presents but the timing was weird. Jamal, me and his girlfriend went to the Steelers bar in Lakeview last Monday night and did a good deal of drinking. Jamal got called into work at 1am for an emergency but he didn't want to drive to work being drunk. His girlfriend took him and I took his car and went over to another one of our friends house because we are installing his subwoofers. Only one of us know how to do that and that's not me, there were 4 of us and one was a girl. We were all drinking and installed the system from 1am to 7am in the morning.

Speaking of NYE, we're going to the Hyatt in Rosemont. There's about 12 or so of us total. NYE is always fun and we've heard good things about this event from some people we know. School starts Jan 3rd and I was going to head back to Ohio Jan 2nd but I decided to skip my first week of school. It's just the first week and 2 of my 5 teachers I had this past quarter so I'm not concerned. The reason I'm staying a few days more in Chicago is because I'm getting tattooed. I haven't been tattooed in 8 months and it's been over a year since my main artist has done work on me. I'm getting the picture below of me crossdressed. The piece is going to fit perfectly with where I want it and it will be just below my ballgag tattoo. The piece in total will be about 4-5 inches wide and about 10 inches tall, so it will be a good size piece. It will sit on my lower left ribs, stomach and hip area and so it will be painful. But, as we all know I like a bit of pain.

Maybe it's a bit narcissistic of me to get a picture of myself tattooed but this is my thinking. I've been trying to think of a tattoo to get to symbolize my crossdressing side. I've been thinking for a few years and I finally thought, why not get a portrait style pinup of myself.

When I do get back to Ohio I will be hard at work. I've been filling out resumes and cover letters while here in Chicago and will continue to do so in Ohio. I also have a BIG 2nd interview in late Jan-early Feb so I have to prepare for that. This past quarter I earned a 3.0 while taking the max amount of classes possible, so hopefully I can repeat that this quarter. I also have 2 planned custom videos I'm going to be shooting. So, it's safe to say I will have a full plate when returning to Ohio in 2 weeks.

Until then I'm going to continue to enjoy the Holidays with friends and family. I have a few people I still have to see before I leave and bit more fun to have. Merry Christmas to everyone and happy kinking!

Free Video Trailor & HS Pictures

I was supposed to be in Pittsburgh tonight (right now) but Madame Ingrid had to cancel unfortunately. I haven't been in Pittsburgh since last spring (2011). I've been at my mothers house since Tuesday afternoon and the only reason I've been here so many days was because I was planning on going to Pittsburgh. I know there is a party in Pittsburgh next weekend that Ingrid invited me to but it's way too boring at my moms to stay another week. Oh well, I'll visit Pittsburgh soon and have to have some fun with Ingrid.

Those who know me well know that I HATE FLYING! I've flown a lot but not so much since I've been a young adult. Since I've been 18 I've only flown on 2 occasions. I flew when I went to Acapulco in 2006 which was ended up 4 flights there and back and to be honest one of those flights is what has really turned me off. I puked on a flight when I was in 8th grade going to Philly but not only did I puke on the 2006 flight I thought I was going to die and so did most of the plane. The last time I flew was last December (2010) out of Baltimore after I was done filming with Lexi Sindel into Chicago. Well this time, I'm taking the bus from Columbus to Chicago because I HATE FLYING and it's not that far.

I dyed my hair back to brown today. I had to dye it twice though because the pink was still a bit to evident after the first dye. I also forgot to post a few pictures of some of the shoes that a client has bought me lately. I've been doing a lot of custom videos for him and if you want custom videos just email me at MORGANKENI4@GMAIL.COM
He has bought me 2 pairs of knee high pleather boots, some heels and some ankle boots. I only have pictures of the ankle boots and one pair of the knee highs at the moment since I'm not at home but here you go.

I almost forgot and you may have seen me post this on my twitter or fetlife but Lexi Sindel seems to have almost finished her newest website. With that she has released 6 trailers of video clips for FREE! I'm in 5 of the 6 and in the 1st and 5th one I'm in A LOT of the trailer. However, I suggest watching them all because they are all great and I am sprinkled in many of them. You can see clips for me from being whipped, fucked, eating pussy, tag teamed, worshipping, cuming, sucking my own cock and more with several of the ladies. I'm also in one of the header pictures.
Go here to watch the TRAILERS - Femdom Empire

Since I've been so bored here the past few days I went through some old pictures on my mothers computer and emailed some pictures to myself. I came across some old high school pictures and thought I would share them.

With my High School Girlfriend - I loved the hispanics (Well I still do)

 Homecoming 2004 with a friend

 Me with some of my hispanic girlfriends & then my X (on the left of me)

 Me and an old friend of mine (We we're best friends for a long time)

Well I'll be in Chicago on Monday and I'm looking forward to a great December. Enjoying Winter and the holidays with family and friends. Plus I get to see my play partner :)!

Holidays & Pictures

I've been fighting a cold ever since the day after Halloween. I kept saying as long as I make it to Halloween without being sick I will be good with that. That is exactly what happened and I am ok with that. I feel better and I'm starting to cough up flem but I can't go more than 2 minutes without having a cough attack. Because of this I've cancelled my trip to DC this weekend... The 18-21. My friend Adrian from Justice Tattoo Chicago will be tattooing at the convention in DC this weekend Ink Fest Live and I wanted to attend that as well. (He's a tattoo artist and the shop co-owner). He tatted the Steelers tat on my left foot in Cincinnati last Spring. Oh well, I'll see him in Chicago. We go way back to 6th grade and our families are tight.

I'll be visiting my mom in eastern Ohio for Thanksgiving like usual. I'll be getting there November 22nd. I have decided on the exact dates I'm going to Chicago yet. I might stay at my mom's place for about a week and go up to Pittsburgh a bit to hang out with Madame Ingrid and catch a fetish party. But, then again I might be in Chicago the day after Thanksgiving. I haven't decided yet. If I do stay in Ohio for about a week then I will be in Chicago early December and I will be in town the entire month of December.

I did promise that I would add some new pictures from Halloween once I received them. I remember looking at my friends camera and there was one picture that was my favorite but it's not online. I think it accidentally got deleted.... damn! Oh well, I still have some good pictures and you can see me from sober, to drunk at the club to wasted back home after partying.... haha!
I also just got glasses as I went to the eye doctor to get new contacts only to find out that both of my eyes have an infection. It's nothing serious, but it's from over wearing my contacts and explains why my eyes have been so irritated when wearing contacts. Because of this I have to wear glasses until mid January-ish before I can wear contacts again.
Here are the new Halloween pics and a quick webcam pic of me with my new glasses and yes my hair is still pink.

            All of us right before going out

 Me and a belly dancer on the bus

 Me and a Gumby I met at a bar

 Me, Jamal, Javi & some girl that followed me like groupie... ha!

 Me and my friend Gaga from W.V.

 Posing with Cookie Monster. I gave him my ass

 Me and a girl in the club. I'm drunk & remember nibbling on her friends thighs

 I have class with this girl. She's cool & I'm wasted.

 Back home... wasted & out came the dildo's - Dildo swordfights. Damn we tatted up!

New Glasses... Sorry for the glare

Halloween was a blast and the pink hair is growing on me. I really should do a photo shoot with it before dying it back to a reddish-brown color. I think I'm a keep my hair pink until I see my mother on the 22nd so I can get a good laugh. I've been rocking my pink hair daily at school and if I didn't stand out with all my tattoos already in this small town I truly stand out with the pink hair. You can see me from blocks away lol.

Finals are this week. I have a final Thursday, Friday and next Tuesday and then I'm done with school until January. It sure does go by quickly. I'm going to be sending out a lot of resumes and cover letters all this December. At the same time I'm looking forward to seeing my play partner and having some good times with her. I love the holidays and always look forward to them.

While in Chicago I really hope to get a tattoo. I need one asap. If I don't get one in December I'm definitely getting one in January because I can't wait much longer. There is too much white skin on my stomach and ribs. I need some art and I have it all planned out so we need to get a move on.

Happy Thanksgiving to everyone! Enjoy the time with family and friends or if your buy yourself eat some damn good food.

Lots of Kink - 1st Week In Chicago

I've been in Chicago a few days and I've pretty much been on the go, not that I'm complaining. Thursday into Friday with taking the Amtrak from Cleveland to Chicago was a very drawn out process. Then I get into Chicago and went out to the Suburbs just for a few hours and then I was back in the city as I was the demo bottom model for MsC's basic bondage class.

Saturday I met up with Missy Rhodes as we had been meaning to do so for awhile now. Later that night the two of us plus my good friend Andrew went out to the Bondage Night Chicago Party hosted by Xena. There was a good turnout. I had no plans on playing just because I hadn't been out in awhile and just wanted to catch up with some people. Although, I did convince my friend Andrew to play a bit. He's not kinky but he's been to a bunch of kinky events with me and yet he never plays. So I got Missy Rhodes and a few others to flog him. Then I joined in briefly.

They had a cake since it was an Anniversary party I along with Maria the Purple Goddess convinced Andrew to eat cat off of Maria's feet. Sure enough he did!

Sunday I was out in the burbs for awhile not doing too much but me and 4 of my vanilla friends checked  out some bars in Logan Square around 11pm. I'm staying in Logan Square for awhile as a kinky friend was kind enough to let me stay in a spare room. I love the location and it's enabled me to get all my things into one place and settle a bit. We found a great bar called Revolution Brewery and I even got a free drink because when I sat down I sat in a wet spot and then proceeded to ask for a free beer and the bartender said, "most definitely"!

Yesterday (Monday) I had 2 sessions as a TG Domme. They were very different styles of play but both a lot of fun. I wore my new black patterned liquid leggings with buttons at the bottom of each leg. I looked sexy! I love dressing!

I got my hair cut and styled a bit more on Saturday as well by the famous SAL-E who is known for his make up skills. I got a short bob hairstyle so that I can wear my hair down sometimes when I'm dressed and so that as it continues to grow it will be more fashionable. I did keep it just long enough so that I can pull my hair back though because that's how I wear it most of the time.

Back to the sessions. The first one I dressed him up a bit and we did some bondage and sensory deprivation. He had never experienced a few things like hot wax and mummification so we touched on that as well. She was a very submissive "girl" and I enjoyed the session.
Then the second session was mostly focused on bondage along with tease/denial and some leg worship.

Today.... I'm shooting video with Xena and Maria the Purple Goddess. Not sure exactly what type of content were shooting but I will know soon enough.

I'm looking at opening up my own clips4sale store. It seems that everyone has one these days but with all the content I've shot it only seems right. Something that's a bit different with mine is that I also do self play and will be featuring clips of things I do to myself. Sometimes the things I do to myself are much more bizarre, raw and dirty as I push myself pretty far.

This Sunday is Pride Parade. I'm definitely going to dress up for that. Not I just have to decide what I'm going to wear. I need some new heels and sandels though! I'm going to it with my friend Haven in town from L.A. and probably a few others as well. I'll make a point to take some pictures.

Hogspy

Hogspy Fetish News has featured me in their traveling news with me going to Chicago. If you don't know, Hogspy has all the current news on Mistresses including their travel dates and often times website updates. They've heard about me returning to Chicago for the summer and they decided to feature me.


For sessions, modeling and video work email me at morgankeni4@gmail.com


Chicago June 18 - September 1st.
L.A. - Probably late July early August for a few days
NYC September 2 - 4
Athens, Ohio September 5th

CHICAGO

It's official... Chicago has me back for the summer. I'm kinky and single and going to enjoy myself!

It's looking like I'll be in town June 18th a Saturday. I might be back in time to even make the Bondage Night Chicago party that night, we'll see. Two friends of mine are driving to Athens to pick me up and take me back with them, it's like I'm willingly being kidnapped. My plans for June have changed a lot. Originally I was supposed to go to Sarasota, Florida from the 18-26 but a girl I was kicking it with on the side has a boyfriend now so that just defeats the purpose of me going. Then I was supposed to go east with Andriana Santos but she can't set her dates in stone so that's not happening. So, I'm just going to Chicago and that is perfectly fine for me.

I'm going to be booking Chicago and the surrounding areas for
- Modeling
- Video
- Sessions

To Book anything with me email me at morgankeni4@gmail.com

I'm excited to be able to enjoy the Chicago kink scene for a whole summer while being single and above 21. I mean I'll be 25 at the end of summer but I was in a relationship from 20-23 and then last summer I was in Ohio the entire time working 2 full time jobs (80-85 hours/week). This summer I'm working for myself and going to be in Chicago.
I'm excited to see lots of old kinky friends and partake in lots of play. It's also going to be nice to see the new faces around. I can't forget about my vanilla boys; Jamal, Andrew, Javi, Walter, Chris and Adrian.

Next week is Finals week for me. Tonight I'm studying for a final with an Chinese foreign student in my class and she invited me to a Chinese college party tonight... that should be interesting.

Next weekend Thursday - Sunday is the Scorched Nuts (Smaller version of Burning Man) out in this area that Bobcat helps put on. So I'm a be there and it's my first time attending an event like this. To be honest I'm sure I'm going to be really drunk almost all the time and sunburnt. Saturday night is the "dress up" night so I'm going as "Morgan Keni" the girl me. My goal is to end up in a new tent every night... if you catch my drift lol. Although, I'm sure my dick will be too wasted to partake in any action... I can eat pussy and be satisfied.

I did get some new femme clothes. Two pairs of skinny jeans from Victorias Secret. I like a lot of their clothes and they fit me cause they are made to fit tall model like girls and well I'm just that. I also got some new short shorts from Abercrombie and a new tank top and floral skirt from Holister.

Around late July early August I'm probably going to be in L.A. for a few days. It would be my first trip out there. An old Chicago friend, Haven who is now back living in L.A. wants me to come out. Also Lexi Sindel is now back out there so I'd probably shoot video with her as well as some other companies. Haven has also asked me if I wanted to blog on this new larger kinky blog that is in the process of being made. If all goes well it would be launched in a few months and I would be one of the regular kinky bloggers on the site.

Last. I will be in NYC September 2-4. My 25th Birthday is September 6 - when I start school. Sept 3rd NYC is the Rock The Bells concert. Old school and underground hip hop and I've been meaning to go to this concert for years. Great line up this year. (Lauren Hill, Nas, Raekwon, RZA, Ghostface - All from Wu Tang doing individual albums, Mos Def & Talib Qweli, Immortal Technique, Erykah Badu, Cypress Hill,  Mobb Deep, Souls of Mischief and more. I'm pumped for this!

Here are some pictures off my webcam. I mine as well share them somewhere. Also the last picture is from the documentary that was done on me. I got to watch some of it the other night and he sent me this picture. I'll have a copy of the video soon.

Finals Near & The Summer

This past week has been filled with my last full week of classes. We don't have classes tomorrow because it's Memorial Day. Since I only have class Monday's and Wednesday's my last day of classes is Wednesdays. I have a project due in my Coms Interpersonal Class and a paper and presentation due in my Coms Persuasions class. Not to mention typical homework due in English plus the intro to our final paper due. Then the following week is finals. I've done most of my homework and tomorrow is a rather simple day. Going to go  across the the street to another apartment complex to get drunk with the Swimmers girls team and then meet with one of my groups to finalize everything. I've spent Friday and Saturday getting all my work done.

Tonight I went over to my friends house, where all the swimmers gather, (I'm just friends with a bunch of them). Started drinking around 7 and it's 1am now, I just got home and so I'm rather drunk. I had a good time tonight but I must say that I'm ready for summer to be here. This weekend is one of the less populated weekends on campus because everyone leaves for the holiday. Were one of the few colleges still in class during this weekend because were on quarters and not semesters.

Although I had a fun time tonight I was hoping Bobcat would make it out but he didn't. I've become good friends with him but he's comfortable living a much more laid back life than me. I like for my life to  be more interesting. Maybe I'm just missing the city life. Well actually I am, I'm surprised I've lasted a year in a half in the "country" with limited time in cities. The country just isn't cut out for me and I'm ready for summer to be here so that I can make my way to the cities and most of all Chicago.

The country is just too mundane for me. I wanted to make it to my mothers today in Ohio for their little gathering. Since I didn't make it I probably won't see her until August. I needed Bobcat to go with me and I kind of thought he would be down to go but he wasn't and so I was stuck here in Athens. I'm done with school June 9th and then "Scortched Nuts" is here right by Athens Ohio which is a mini burning man event. Bobcat helps put it on so I'm going which is the 9th - 12th. Then either the 13th or 14th I'm supposed to start my east coast kinky road trip with Andriana Santos and Delilah out of New York. I'm just waiting for them to confirm the dates and then I'll post them here.

After that I'll be in Chicago for the 4th of July and I'm looking forward to one of the best summers of my life. Rock The Bells released their hip hop line up, dates and cities and I'm pumped. The New York City date is for September 3rd which is 3 days before my 25th birthday. I've been meaning to make this concert for years and this year I'm not missing it. Tickets are released June 4th and I'm already amped to make this show, especially in New York. They have a fantastic lineup this year.

Lauren Hill - Performing the Miseducation of Lauren Hill, Nas - Illmatic, Erykah Badu, Cypress Hill, Mos Def & Talib Qweli - BlackStar, Raekwon & Ghostface (Wu Tang) - Only built for Cubin Linx, Mobb Deep - The Infamous, GZA (Wu Tang) - Liquid Swords, Immortal Technique, Souls of Mischief - 93 Till Infinity + Masta Killa & Evidence. This has to be one of the best lineups they have had plus more underground artists. I'm so pumped. Now I just have to see who is going with me. I know Nikki Domino out of Baltimore/DC wanted to go but I'm a try and get some of my Chicago friends to go too.

Anyone who is an Old School (90's) or underground hip hop head doesn't want to miss this show. I'm a go to bed now. Wake up have some Memorial day fun and then back to homework. Thankfully school is almost over until the fall.

Older than me or Younger than me?

When I got into the scene at 18 most of the Dommes I was getting to know were 23-26 or so and as I spent my first years in the scene all the people I associated with were a bit older than me. Which made sense being that I was so young. Still to this day 95% of my kinky friends no matter what gender they are, are at least a few years older than me.

From 20-23 I was in a personal relationship with a dominant woman and I'm single now and enjoying it very much. But, it's funny because most of my dominant women friends who are a bit older than me are all either in or getting more involved in personal relationships now where I kind of went the opposite direction. Being in one to being single. I have some very good kinky friends but the play aspect between us isn't there as much because of their personal relationships and it kind of sucks because I'm now more educated than ever in kink. I'm comfortable with who I am and where I want to go and I've grown into who I am. Now, most of these people I've built relationships with aren't there for fun kinky times. This is something that we talk about as well and we laugh about it.

So, theres a younger generation of dominant women my age and a few years younger than me. The problem I find is that I'm so much more experienced and educated than them that I don't want that. I like playing with someone who knows as much as me if not more. The women who are a bit older are the ones I feel can push me and that we can mutually have fantastic play together. Not, that I can't have this with younger ones but I find myself struggling to even give them a chance.

I guess I'll see what happens. I'm going to be spending a pretty good amount of this summer in Chicago and it will be my first time back in Chicago for this amount of time. It will give me enough time to go to events, parties and just have a fun kinky summer as a single person. I'm looking forward to it and all that comes. At the same time I'm keeping my eyes open to lots of things.

On another note, I'm heading to Columbus in the morning. Maya Sinstress is in town as well and it should be a fun fetish party.

7 week Road Trip part 2

I was supposed to take a train from DC to Chicago because I hate flying. I used to like flying as a kid but now I hate it and avoid it at all costs. But, the train ticket prices kept going up because it was around Christmas and they wanted over $300 for a 18 hour train ride and that was a waste of money so I ended up flying out of Baltimore Dec. 21  to Chicago. It ended up being a really smooth flight but that was 2 hours of torture that I didn't want to consent to in any manner. BTW, no airplane magazine should mention death in any of their articles. Every time I saw that it was just on to the next article.

Now I'm born and raised in Chicago. I moved to Ohio my senior year of high school. I was actually renting an apartment in Chicago when I still had 2 months to go my senior year in Ohio. After graduation I moved back to Chicago and then I just moved back to Ohio late December 2009 after my break up and to finish my Bachelors degree at Ohio University.

Back to the story I got in to Chicago and I did a whole lot of drinking and eating. Chicago has some of the best food. Got some deep dish pizza, the best hot dogs on earth from Gene & Judes and lots of Mexican food. Christmas Eve I went out to my sisters house in the suburbs and it was the first time I saw her daughter who is about 9 months old now. I met my mother and her husband (who live in Ohio currently) at my sisters as well. There was a little get together and that was fun until I went to sleep and I was woken up by 2 screaming and crying kids all night.

Christmas day was back to Des Plaines, IL where my uncle has Christmas every year. I was looking good that day, I love to be looking nice. Fast forward to New Years Eve. Me and my vanilla friends rented a hotel room and went to a bar. It was the best NYE I've had yet. I drank a whole lot and danced for hours upon hours. I was definitely hung over the next day and kind of looked like I got hit by a train when we got breakfast but overall it wasn't too bad.

I was supposed to go back to Ohio Jan 3rd. I was able to get to Cincinnati or Pittsburgh but didn't have a way to get down to school. School started on the 3rd but I didn't get back to Ohio until Jan. 8th. So I got to hang out with VonLivid again. She runs www.houseofbias.com latex company. I've known her for nearly 8 years now and it's always fun to hang out with her. She is actually the only person to have ever kept me in chastity. When I was 19 I went 13 days in a CB-3000. One night while I was there we were drinking and the topic came up. She was going to put me in a device with the goal to double that to 26 days but the device was broke so we had to put that off till next time.

Then there was an event going on at The Studio www.thestudiochicago.com and I hadn't attended a Chicago kink event for over a year because every time I visited Chicago over the past year I kept missing all the events. So my good friend Holland and I went together and had a good time. I didn't end up playing and wasn't really looking to. I just wanted to get out and see some old faces that I hadn't in some time. It was an O.K. turn out but I was happy to see Xena, Purple Goddess, and a few other attendees that I won't mention by name. I did get to meet Miss Clawdia whom I had never actually met. But, I knew she was a "legend" in Chicago and I had some mutual friends especially Madame Ingrid from Pittsburgh.

I don't think I've ever drank so much in my life. I put on around 12-15 pounds in 18 days there. I'm a thin guy and will loose that pretty easily getting back to my school routine. But, I remember counting how much I had drank there and it was 16 out of 18 nights. I got food poisoning from Durkins bar in Lincoln Park but I still love that place as it's the BEST Steelers bar in Chicago. I was down and out for about 24 hours but after that I was good. I also got to go to Twisted Spoke on Grand & Ogden 3 times while there. 1/2 off whisky Wednesday's and that includes all whisky. I love that place and I get some really great deals from the Manager so it's an added incentive. They also have amazing food. It's safe to say I went over my budget while there. I was there 5 days longer than expected and spent WAY too much money. Oh, well.

That about wraps up most of my 7 week road trip. I probably won't be back in Chicago until the summer but I plan to be in DC/Baltimore sometime in Feb. and I plan to most likely be there for Spring break which is a week long in mid March.

A FEW PICTURES FROM CHICAGO
Pic 1 - NYE
Pic 2 - Christmas w/ Family
Pic 3 - Drunk after my 1st trip to Twisted Spoke