I'm Done & Ready For Summer Kink

For some kink news:
I heard on the news the other day that the book, "50 Shades of Grey" is being banned in hundreds if not thousands of public libraries across the U.S. I found this to be rather funny as they only did it to hopefully silence the critics, i.e. the feminists. The book has received great reviews and has sold quite a lot of copies. If you're not sure what the book about here is a short bio.
     - A business woman falls for a wealthy, respectable business man. After awhile they begin to address their feelings toward one another but the man - Mr. Grey says that he will only begin the relationship on his conditions. His conditions are that of kink and D/s. He is a controlling man who trains her to be his submissive and she starts to explore her own dark desires as well.
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I have my last Final of my Bachelors degree in 1 1/2 hours. I could get a 0 on the exam and still pass the class with a 70% so I feel good. But if I can get a "B" in the class that would be awesome meaning that my last quarter grades of by Bachelors degree would be (A, A, B, B, B)

Tomorrow some of my family will be in town. We're going out for dinner to celebrate. Saturday I walk in graduation and Sunday I'll be in Chicago.

Graduation for me is a great accomplishment. I took a year off of school out of college and then did 3 years a Columbia College Chicago. I loved the school but I lost my co-signer and could no longer afford the college. I almost didn't even get into college to start with because I couldn't find a co-signer. After taking the year off, working 2 full time jobs and doing fetish modeling I transferred to Ohio University. Putting in 15-21 credit hours per quarter regularly for 2 years while also traveling and doing fetish modeling for work I've finally reached the end of this chapter of my life.

I'm soon to be a graduate and starting my career.

But don't worry, I'll still be plenty involved in kink and sharing it all with you.

More and more it's looking like I'll have a great kink filled summer. A good friend of mine referenced me to play with someone. We've been talking and hopefully we can share a good kink filled summer. She has expressed an interest in trying out taking the mother role in an ABDL relationship. I guess I'm a have to buy some more diapers real soon then. I've always been a "DL" but the "AB" side of things is a learning curve so to do that with someone else who has an interest in it could be a lot of fun.

We've also briefly discussed some other kink dynamics. As we talk more and get things rolling I'll be sure to share.

Chicago! Here I come!

Great Weekend

What a great weekend it was! But first let me back track a bit here. The start of October has been crazy for me. Taking 20 credit hours of school and all the classes being legit classes takes up a lot of your time. I've been doing great in class, in fact probably the best of my college career. We are half through with the quarter and I have some big big projects coming up.

On October 4th I went to the career fair and that went well. I also earned an interview with a company I'm interested in working with and I passed stage 1. So, I have a 2nd interview in coming weeks that I have to prepare for. I'm going to be sending out lots of resumes but if I were to land this job and ultimately take an offer from them then I would be moving to the west coast over the summer.

In the midst of school I was in chastity for 14 1/2 days. I've also been opening up my clips4sale store - AEB KINK I have about 11 or 12 videos uploaded at the moment but I'm working on shooting new videos and working with different people. There is a lot more to come with that. I will be talking more about that in coming weeks. I was asked to shoot some custom videos for a client and so I will be shooting those while I'm in DC/Baltimore this coming weekend - October 14-16. I will also be sharing these videos on AEB KINK.

While I'm in DC/Baltimore this go around I'm going to be working with both Nyssa Nevers and Nikki Domino. Once I return back to Ohio I will be dying my hair pink October 26th for Halloween and my Chicago friends are coming in town to party for Halloween as well.

This past weekend I got to spend with my play partner and I had a great time with her. I also had a wonderful orgasm after being locked up for 2 weeks. That night Bobcat and his girlfriend were over at my place for a little bit and she thought it would be humiliating for me to have to cum in front of them so she made that happen. Afterwards I was going out for a few drinks and she forced me to wear the Aneros anal toy and tights to help hold it in under my clothes. You definitely feel the Aneros when out and about too.

I'm going to enjoy another orgasm tonight and try and get to bed early because I have a 9am exam and I'm going to wake up extra early to get more studying in since I didn't do much of that this weekend. I'm going to be out of chastity for the rest of this month due to some kink work and Halloween. Then I will be locked up in early November until I see her when I'm in Chicago in late November. That will definitely be the longer I will have ever been in chastity.

I really enjoyed this weekend and things have been really good for me. I've just been very busy with little to no down time. 5 more weeks of school until a 6 week Winter vacation.

Day 4 - Chastity

Day 1 was a breeze but it has now been 3 days and 7 hours of chastity. I know - I know it hasn't been that long however today I've been wanting to orgasm so bad! I can't seem to get it off my mind. Typically I'll masturbate rather often and so even 3 days is like Ahhhh! This is also the first time I've done chastity play in about 3 years so it's something I'm just going to have to get used to.

Even though I am locked up I also love it. I love that she holds that power over me and it also helps with my submission and personal kinky-ness. I'm already a very kinky person however when I'm in chastity I'm even kinkier.

As I said in my last entry I can get hard in this device because I got it a tad big and I'm having a smaller cage sent to me. But, just because I can get hard doesn't mean I can get off, because I can't. My erections are starting to become painful as well which is a good thing in the world of chastity. I woke up this morning a little hungover as I went out and had some drinks last night. I also woke up with an erection that seemed like it would never go away. On top of that it was painful, frustrating and yet erotic. I sent a text to my play partner aka key holder aka dominant. I just gave her the quick day 4 update. Then she responds back with:

"When is the new cage coming? I don't want you to having erections".

Then I asked if she would mind if I fucked myself with one of my dildos today. I really wanted to do this too.

She says, "Yes, I do mind".

Of course I obeyed. ):

Then she followed that up by saying, "There are chastity devices that prevent you from getting your ass fucked".

I clearly got her point after that message and knew right then that today was going to be a difficult chastity day. Obviously I wasn't going to orgasm and now I was told I wasn't allowed to receive any anal pleasure either. She definitely has the control.

After I let my friends out as they spent the night because we were at the bars I was going back to sleep as I had only 4 hours of sleep. Because I wasn't allowed any anal I put myself into a little bondage for when I went back to sleep. I have a rubber head harness that CandyXXX from Chicago made me about 5 years ago and I put that on. I also put on one of my collars and gagged myself and then went back to bed. When I woke up about 2 hours later I was still horny and I'm still horny now as I write this.

I still have 10 or so days to go too. The dirty-dirty things I will do to have an orgasm come the time.

Think I've found a play partner

As I sit here in a park in Chicago I’m relaxing next to the person I’ve seen a lot of lately. A person I at first thought would just be another acquaintance I met in Chicago this summer. We’re definitely more than acquaintances and what a pleasant surprise it has been. As I sit here in the park it is just her and I that know my cock is locked up in chastity. By the time I finish writing this I will have spent the past 19 hours locked up. I also haven’t had an orgasm since Wednesday when I shot video with Maya Sinstress. I’m a young man who typically orgasms quite a bit and I wasn’t expecting to be put in chastity yesterday.

I don’t expect to be in chastity a long amount of time, at least not yet. Right now it’s more of a plaything but chastity is something both her and I do have an interest in. We’ve talked in depth a lot and it’s looking like I may have my first personal play partner that I’ve had in 2 years now. I’m excited about the possibilities and I’m excited to have met her. Sometimes you just stumble across good people and she is definitely – good people.

Last night after being placed in the chastity device I thought that was all that was going to happen but she had a few more evil things in mind. The device I’m in is not mine, it’s hers and it is a bit too large for me. Luckily, I have a Prince Albert piercing and she was able to lock my piercing to the cage and so I can’t escape even if I tried. Prior to going to sleep she took some thinner rope/string and ran it through the bottom end of the cage and then pulled it back behind the headboard. Attached it to something (I couldn’t really see from my angle) and then the remainder of the string around her hand. She teased and denied me for quite some time. The bondage restricted how I slept only allowing me to be on my back or on my right side. When I laid on my right side I had to curl up into a very small ball to keep the tension of the string from being too much. I slept well considering the circumstance but still tossed and turned for most of the night. Whenever she would slightly wake up she would give the string a little tug to make sure the tension was tight. In between my tossing and turning there were some quite moans and throbbing in my cock.

It was deliciously tormenting. I was on edge prior to going to sleep and throughout the night. The small evil grins I would catch her making when I glanced at her wanted to make me beg for release and yet it made me want to please her. I knew this predicament pleased her. My pain and humiliation gave her a form of ecstasy and that is what I thrive off of. That is what had my stomach in knots, my mind curiously fearing what was to come and my blood flow pumping through my cock. J

Prior to all of this on Wednesday I shot with Maya Sinstress. We shot 3 videos and all were very fun. I even did a few things I had never experienced before. The first video was of me as an adult baby boy and mommy Maya always wanted a girl not a boy and so I was treated like a girl.

The second video had me in an awkward bondage position and then having an anal hook shoved up my ass. This was the first time I ever used an anal hook and it was something I very much enjoyed. After being opened up I took a pretty large strap-on and rode it like I know how too!

The last video we did some figging. This was my first time doing this as well. If you don’t know what figging is it is having ginger root shoved down your piss hole. It definitely burns and yet I found it very eroticizing. I found it eroticizing enough to where when I was ordered to cum I shot a good load. I continued to feel the burning for about 24-36 hours afterwards whenever I would piss. It reminded me of when I got my cock pierced and it burnt when pissing for about a day afterwards. It’s not unbearable but trust me… you feel it.

Personal

My apologies for only have 1 posting last week. It was a hectic week for me and not having my own apartment to go home to every night makes things even more complicated.

I've been spending a lot of time with a new friend and haven't been at the place where I'm staying in Chicago much at all lately. It's just been fresh, different, fun, very unexpected and keeping me smiling. (Sorry for the general-ness but that's where that lays at the moment).
My friend Bobcat and his girlfriend came into town Thursday evening from Ohio. Friday I showed them around the city a bit and his girlfriend isn't 21 so I took her where I knew she could drink... China Town. Around 11 I headed back to Logan Square because I was selling my precious subwoofers and amplifier. I've had it since 2004 and let me just say these were my babies. But, I don't have a car and don't plan on having one for a few years so I sold them.

Bobcats girlfriend went to sleep and we went out. He also had a friend that just moved to Chicago from Hawaii with us. We went to some bars in Logan Square but a big storm was rolling in to. We bar hopped around a few places and then it started pouring. We jetted across the street for Mexican food hoping the rain would slow down and well that just didn't happen. Tons of people were standing under awnings waiting for the rain to stop but it didn't look like it would and it was only a 7-8 block walk. So I took off my shirt and we walked home in the rain. It was warm outside and it was fun. We looked like we jumped into a lake. The next day the weather said that was the most rain ever recorded in 24 hours in Chicago, nearly 9 inches with 7 of those inches coming between midnight and 7am - when we were out in it.

Saturday we went to the Wicker Park Festival. Tons of bands, food, & drink in the streets. We were there a few hours and then we met up with my good friend VonLivid and we went back to her place. Had some drinks, good convo and then some kink. Bobcat and his girlfriend had some hot kinky scenes and much later in the night VonLivid decided she was going to abuse me. She put me in some nylon stocking bondage and followed that up with rope bondage. The rope bondage was from head to toe including hair bondage, a rope gag and a rope blindfold. My hands were incased in the stockings and I couldn't do much of anything. Bobcat and his girlfriend couldn't resist and wanted to join in. It was the first time that either of them had seen me play in person and they wanted their shots I took all different kinds of s/m for a couple hours. Here are a few of those marks including a black & purple bruising on my cock & yes that hurt like hell!!!

Then VonLivid was going to let me try and cum with a hitachi as she made my bed on the hardwood floor aside her bed. It took a little while but once she gave me a countdown as a threat of not being allowed to orgasm I finally did. It was very erotic but the bondage I was in made in very difficult to orgasm. It was a lot of fun and then I slept in the same position in all the bondage.

Sunday I went out shopping with Bobcats girlfriend so that she could get some new shoes. Took her to a few places but Akira won out. I love Akira shoes too! I was exhausted from the night before though so it was the start of a long day. I went back to my place in Logan Square to get Bobcat and meet up with 2 of my friends from the suburbs. We then went back out to the Wicker Park Festival. Watched some bands and then made our way to Big Star Lounge for some amazing tacos and whiskey. Afterwards we met up with my X girlfriends cousin. I hadn't seen her in quite some time and we played some trivia at a bar with her. It was great to catch up. Then me and my suburbs friends went to Subterranean where every Sunday night is hip hop showcase night.

It's safe to say we were pretty drunk. I was heading home and I had given my keys to Bobcat cause he went back to my place first as he was tired. My suburb friends got in their car and headed home as I found out Bobcat fell to sleep and I was locked out of my place. It's about 2am and luckily my friends came back, picked me up and drove me further into the city where I could stay with one of my girlfriends. As I got out of the car I dropped my phone in their car and didn't realize until they drove away. Luckily, my friend still opened the door and I had a place to sleep. I've been without my phone since but it's supposed to be returned to me late tonight.

I was going to do Fetishcon this weekend but opted not to as I just have too much on my plate in the coming weeks. I think I'm shooting video with Maya Sinstress tomorrow and then it's Whiskey Wednesday at Twisted Spoke with some of my friends.

It's been a great week and it's crazy to think that next week is already August. i have about 4 weeks left in Chicago and then it's NYC for a concert and back to school in Ohio for my senior year. I do think I may have found a play partner for the future though. We'll see how the rest of the summer works out and I'll have more details to come.