I'm Done & Ready For Summer Kink

For some kink news:
I heard on the news the other day that the book, "50 Shades of Grey" is being banned in hundreds if not thousands of public libraries across the U.S. I found this to be rather funny as they only did it to hopefully silence the critics, i.e. the feminists. The book has received great reviews and has sold quite a lot of copies. If you're not sure what the book about here is a short bio.
     - A business woman falls for a wealthy, respectable business man. After awhile they begin to address their feelings toward one another but the man - Mr. Grey says that he will only begin the relationship on his conditions. His conditions are that of kink and D/s. He is a controlling man who trains her to be his submissive and she starts to explore her own dark desires as well.
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I have my last Final of my Bachelors degree in 1 1/2 hours. I could get a 0 on the exam and still pass the class with a 70% so I feel good. But if I can get a "B" in the class that would be awesome meaning that my last quarter grades of by Bachelors degree would be (A, A, B, B, B)

Tomorrow some of my family will be in town. We're going out for dinner to celebrate. Saturday I walk in graduation and Sunday I'll be in Chicago.

Graduation for me is a great accomplishment. I took a year off of school out of college and then did 3 years a Columbia College Chicago. I loved the school but I lost my co-signer and could no longer afford the college. I almost didn't even get into college to start with because I couldn't find a co-signer. After taking the year off, working 2 full time jobs and doing fetish modeling I transferred to Ohio University. Putting in 15-21 credit hours per quarter regularly for 2 years while also traveling and doing fetish modeling for work I've finally reached the end of this chapter of my life.

I'm soon to be a graduate and starting my career.

But don't worry, I'll still be plenty involved in kink and sharing it all with you.

More and more it's looking like I'll have a great kink filled summer. A good friend of mine referenced me to play with someone. We've been talking and hopefully we can share a good kink filled summer. She has expressed an interest in trying out taking the mother role in an ABDL relationship. I guess I'm a have to buy some more diapers real soon then. I've always been a "DL" but the "AB" side of things is a learning curve so to do that with someone else who has an interest in it could be a lot of fun.

We've also briefly discussed some other kink dynamics. As we talk more and get things rolling I'll be sure to share.

Chicago! Here I come!

Last Month of College

It's crazy how slowly things can seem to move when you're anticipating a date. Ever since I've landed a job and an internship for this summer the last quarter of school just seems to be dragging along. So many things to do in so little time yet that time doesn't seem to ever want to reach the end.

With all that said I walk in graduation in literally a month and theres only 3 weeks left of school plus finals week. I did sub-let my apartment and I move out Tuesday - 6 days from now. My mother is driving to my school this weekend to take all of my packed boxes back to her house for a month. All the while I'm moving in with a friend for the remaining month of school. I'm actually looking forward to that. The house is set off in the woods and I plan to just explore nature a bit. Relax, enjoy the company of my friend and enjoy the atmosphere. It may be just what I need to relax my mind a bit.

This weekend I'm doing what is called, A Shuffle here in Athens, Ohio. It's completing 1 drink from every single bar in town. Very few people claim to complete this feat and since I'm only here another month, a friend of mine and I decided that we are going to give it a try. There's about 20 or so something bars so it won't be easy but I'm pretty confident that I can do it.

The following weekend one of my good friends, Andrew is coming to visit from Chicago. He came with me to Pittsburgh last Spring but he's yet to make it to Athens. I'm sure we'll be par taking in some drinking that weekend too. June 8th, the day before I walk in graduation my mom and her husband from Ohio are coming down. Also my sister and uncle from the Chicago-land area are coming. I'm excited for everyone to make the trip and for it to be a fun, graduation-celebration with the family.

June 10th I'll be arriving in Chicago and then the hard working yet fun summer lies ahead.

Stress: Kink & school

I'm really stressed out. I have way too many things going on at once. School for one, this is the most demanding quarter/semester I've ever had in college. I only have class 2 days a week but I have plenty of work till fill up the rest of the days. Spring is always a difficult quarter for me. I'm tired of school by the Spring, I just want summer to be here and then 1 more year and I graduate... I'm tired of waiting, I just want my degree and then my career.

I have 2 group projects for 2 different classes. Papers in every class, multiple papers I should say. Tests in every class and finals in 4 weeks. I have to write a paper for the degree I'm earning, fill out my fafsa for student loans and grants, pick classes for the fall. On top of all this I have to work, which means I have to travel.

On top of all of that, my sex drive has been through the roof lately. I mean, it's been driving me nuts. I feel like I'm horny 24/7. Yesterday I got off 3 times in 2 1/2 hours. All completely separate times and I felt like I still could have done more but had shit to do. As much as I've been enjoying my kink life and playing with numerous people, working and making money in kink. I haven't been in any kind of D/s relationship in nearly 2 years now and that's what I think I need. I have a few people, sissies that want to serve me and that is something I can definitely enjoy but for me I need to serve someone.

Like right now, I'm super stressed out and just wish I was serving someone at the very moment. Some people do drugs, get drunk, have sex etc... for me, my best stress reliever is serving someone. To be thoroughly abused, used, degraded, humiliated, beat up, serve, please, anything-everything to just escape and forget everything that is going on in my life at the moment. That is my high, that is what I need. It would be great to have that RIGHT NOW.

As I would love that right now, it would also be great to be able to be serving someone more regularly as well.

Now, on to what is going on with me right now. Sunday I had a session as a TV-Domme that went well. I'll attach one picture of something I did to him. He had never had a session before so I popped his cherry.

Friday I'm going to DC to have a few sessions. Then I'm driving back west the same day to Pittsburgh. Have a few sessions in Pittsburgh and then I'm going to a fetish party in Pittsburgh with my good friend Madame Ingrid If anyone is in the area and interested here is the link to the party. Elise's Playground
They are raising money for Japan relief as ALL the money goes to the relief. It's a Japanese theme but any fetish/alternative clothing is ok. I was also told that Irene Boss will be in attendance so the 2 most respected & well known Pro Dommes in Pittsburgh will be in attendance.

So hopefully I don't loose my head this week. School work, kink work, travel, a little fun, school work.