SB Kink & Relocation

Spring Break is almost over and it's back to school for Spring Quarter on Monday, March 26th. I've received lots of news over the past few weeks some great and some not so good. As for school, last quarter I earned over a 3.0 GPA again. I'm much better at college than I was at high school that's for sure. I've had the past week off for break and then it's back to school Monday for my final full quarter here at Ohio University. I have to take 12 credits over the summer for a few weeks but that's nothing.
I've been working out a lot over break and while working out I started talking with this guy. I've never met him and he mentioned someone being kinky. Before you knew it we were talking about kink, Fetlife, me and more.... what a strange conversation it was and what a small world it is.

The other night I was being true to my name - Autoeroticboy. I came up with a solo 3-some rigging to fuck myself and suck off another dildo at the same time to eventually masturbate as well. It was hot and worked out really well. Here are a few pictures of the rigging that involved flipping over my chair.

A few nights before that I decided to wear some diapers and be a feminine youngster as I went to bed. So here are a few pictures of that along with my new Ohio University PJ shorts. Thought I'd show some school spirit.

On to some of the news:

Monday I had to go back to the doctor to get my test results in regards to some things that I can be at a higher risk of having Klinefelter's. I came back 100% healthy in general and for my test results on Anemia and Thyroid disorder.
I also had my sperm tested or should I say my lack of sperm tested.... They didn't find any sperm At All! So that means I can't have kids or there is a 0.000001% chance that I could have a kid. I'm not shocked by that, it's actually what I expected. With that said, it's strange having that privilege taken away from you. I've come to terms with it and to be honest I've always said I don't want kids. If I ever change my mind I've always been supportive of adopting children. But, it's official that I can't produce my own.

On some really good news........ I got a job offer!
Not only did I get a job offer, I got a job offer 6 months before I graduate. That's a fucking accomplishment. I've been interviewing with the company since October. I've thought things over and I'm going to accept the position as it's a great opportunity for me. I'll be starting the position in September and relocating...... to where you ask?

- ARIZONA!
I'll be living and working in the Phoenix area. I've never been to Arizona, I don't know much about Phoenix other than some of the research I've done. I know 1 person there from childhood but haven't seen him since 5th grade, although we've spoken a bit lately. I'm not sure how the kink community is there, I don't know the neighborhoods.... nothing!
But I've got some time to learn. I don't have plans to live in Phoenix my whole life but I do expect to be there 2-3 years.

If anyone reads this blog and lives in Arizona and or knows Arizona, the Phoenix area at all, all help/assistance is appreciated. Over the next several months as I learn more and figure out when I'll be moving there etc. I will update it here.

Day 4 - Chastity

Day 1 was a breeze but it has now been 3 days and 7 hours of chastity. I know - I know it hasn't been that long however today I've been wanting to orgasm so bad! I can't seem to get it off my mind. Typically I'll masturbate rather often and so even 3 days is like Ahhhh! This is also the first time I've done chastity play in about 3 years so it's something I'm just going to have to get used to.

Even though I am locked up I also love it. I love that she holds that power over me and it also helps with my submission and personal kinky-ness. I'm already a very kinky person however when I'm in chastity I'm even kinkier.

As I said in my last entry I can get hard in this device because I got it a tad big and I'm having a smaller cage sent to me. But, just because I can get hard doesn't mean I can get off, because I can't. My erections are starting to become painful as well which is a good thing in the world of chastity. I woke up this morning a little hungover as I went out and had some drinks last night. I also woke up with an erection that seemed like it would never go away. On top of that it was painful, frustrating and yet erotic. I sent a text to my play partner aka key holder aka dominant. I just gave her the quick day 4 update. Then she responds back with:

"When is the new cage coming? I don't want you to having erections".

Then I asked if she would mind if I fucked myself with one of my dildos today. I really wanted to do this too.

She says, "Yes, I do mind".

Of course I obeyed. ):

Then she followed that up by saying, "There are chastity devices that prevent you from getting your ass fucked".

I clearly got her point after that message and knew right then that today was going to be a difficult chastity day. Obviously I wasn't going to orgasm and now I was told I wasn't allowed to receive any anal pleasure either. She definitely has the control.

After I let my friends out as they spent the night because we were at the bars I was going back to sleep as I had only 4 hours of sleep. Because I wasn't allowed any anal I put myself into a little bondage for when I went back to sleep. I have a rubber head harness that CandyXXX from Chicago made me about 5 years ago and I put that on. I also put on one of my collars and gagged myself and then went back to bed. When I woke up about 2 hours later I was still horny and I'm still horny now as I write this.

I still have 10 or so days to go too. The dirty-dirty things I will do to have an orgasm come the time.