The morning of day 65 I went to work. It was just like any other morning except that I knew what day 65 was... It was my last day in chastity prior to being released but it was also a day of "hell" as in She was going to do anything She felt like doing to me.
Ironically enough, I couldn't wait for the work day to end and for me to get home. I was told to grab a bite to eat and then it was to begin.
About 7pm I was told I have 20 minutes to do all my makeup. 20 minutes!!! In my head I was thinking I'm only going to be half done with 20 minutes. But, I kicked it in gear and got my makeup done while She packed a bunch of goodies into the kink bag. I didn't even think to look at what She was packing although I really didn't want to know either. I knew that we were leaving the house but I wasn't sure where we were going. She was clad in one of Her new corsets and sexy, black Domme attire so I figured we were either going to the dungeon or someone's house.
We arrive at the dungeon and I'm escorted into a red room and told to put on black stockings, garter belt, crotchless black panties, black bra and my new black heels (which She by the way made me try on at the store a few days prior). I got all dressed up and then just waited and waited which seemed like an eternity because I knew that bad things were about to happen to me and I was waiting in anxiety and anxiousness. Then She walks in, puts a collar around my neck, attaches a leash and tugs at it while She walks me out of the room. No words, just a look, a glare and I followed.
Through one room and into another and there's a hooded person with a camera. Yes, all of this was captured on video. I didn't know who that person was though. I walked into a corner and was put on my knees facing out looking into the room. I look at Her and then that's when I noticed out the corner of my eye there were 2 more men to the left of the room. I knew what was to come next... but first She had me announce to them the situation.
"How long have you been in chastity?"
Me: 65 days
"Tell Me, what do you have to do for Me to earn release from chastity on day 66?"
Me: Anything You want Daddy.
And so it began. The 2 men walk over to me. She says, "The dicks aren't going to pull themselves out". So I nervously start to un-button their pants. Dicks flop out, condoms are put on and I start sucking one of them. But I didn't think to pay attention to the other dick but She pointed that out quickly so I'd be sucking on one and stroking the other. One dick was rather big while the other wasn't. I got both of them hard rather quickly and I then I was left alone to suck their cocks for maybe a minute or so but soon after my head was being forced down both of their cocks as She grabbed me by my hair and started shoving my face down their cocks.
I was drooling, gagging, tears running down my face, snot bubbling out my nose but I was still sucking and jerking and then one of the men yell out, "I'm going to cum" and he shoots his load all over my face. Soon as he is done cuming I'm directed back onto the large cock and bobbing my head on his cock. I was running out of breath as She was slamming my throat down on his cock to their point where I was deep throating him over and over. It had to be another 1-2 minutes until he cumed all over my face as well.
I was a hot mess, literally. Couldn't open one of my eyes due to all the cum in it, cum in my hair that was stuck to my face, cum up my nose and on my lips. Lipstick smeared on my face, tears had run down my face and my eye makeup was smeared all over as well. I was literally left there on the floor with my real consciousness of what was going on. I was just used and abused by 2 men for my owner as they were escorted out. Then I'm picked up by my hair and essentially dragged out as I teeter on my heels to the red room that I started in.
She says, "Don't touch your face but change clothes, the night just started".
Fast forward as we get home...
She straps on Her dick and shoves it down my throat. Get it straight, I suck Her cock all the time and it was only right that I sucked Her dick as well. But this wasn't no 'gentle' cock sucking. She wanted to ravage my throat the way the 2 men did, if not harder. Immediately, I deep throat her 8 inch thick cock and time and time again she shoves it back down, balls deep on her cock with each time being a harder thrust. Within seconds, blood is coming out of my mouth and my blood is covering her cock. She throat fucked me so hard I cut open my throat on Her cock. We both noticed it, but that didn't matter....
"Lick your blood off my cock", She said. And then I would have my throat fucked again. She orders me off Her cock after I clean up all my blood off of it and orders me into the bathroom. I'm on my knees and in She comes with the open mouth, dental gag. She forces my mouth wide open and has my head back. She pisses her warm piss into a glass right in front of me and I know what is next.
(( I have difficulty drinking piss because I have a very bad gag reflux so as many love such a gesture, She knows that this is a form of torture and humiliation for me))
With no hesitation she starts pouring Her piss from the glass down my wide open throat. It fills up my entire mouth and then starts to overflow out of my mouth as the reminder trickles down my throat and I soon begin to gag. As I gag I choke on Her piss and swallow more. I'm struggling and weak and as soon as there is more room in my mouth to take more She pours the rest into my mouth. I choke, gag, moan, struggle and even start to puke a bit, but I know even that would be forced back down my throat.
I'm left on the floor just a complete mess, used, abused, tired, sore, degraded but She wasn't done with me. I'm ordered to sit on the floor with my legs outwards and She tells me that I've earned release from the Chastity cage that I've been in for 65 days. Out come the keys and piece by piece She removes my cage. My cock is throbbing and I'm excited but I'm also beat, mentally, emotionally, and physically. She turns on the Hitachi and laughs as She talked about how quickly She expects me to cum. She puts the Hitachi on my cock and it took maybe 10 seconds max, I ask for permission to cum but She says no, not yet.
What!!!!! (I'm thinking in my head, She keeps the Hitachi on my cock the entire time, I can't hold it any longer and I start cuming everywhere and then She punches my cock really hard. I twist to turn away as I moan in ecstasy and pain and She punches my cock again and again and again. What a ruined orgasm that was and then all the cum of my big load was dripped and rubbed into my mouth.
And that's when She cuts the camera but not because She was down with me but because what was done next is not allowed on film.
Her and I have a bucket list of things we want to do together. Full toilet has been on their awhile but once again, my gag reflux is really bad. Still bound from before I'm told to get on my knees with them spread. I think it my head ok, maybe She's not doing full toilet.... in turned out just not yet. She get's after my nipples with very strong clamps. (I have sensitive nipples) The combination of the entire night and then Her abusing my nipples all the while I have a new open mouth gag that has a round, smaller hole and it couldn't be pushed out of my mouth by me even if I tried. I literally just began to cry and cry and cry as She abused my nipples. It was a hopeless cry, a tired cry, an then She stopped only to instruct me to lay on my back.
Keep in mind that I still have the open mouth gag on and as I lay on the floor She stands over me and laughs as She says, "Oh, you know what's next". She squats Her naked body over me and her ass directly above my mouth, and the open gag and shit's into my mouth.
She didn't shit a lot but She knows me and my gag reflux and it was enough. Now the real humiliation and degradation began. I tried to swallow but started to gag and I found it near impossible to swallow with the gag so She removed it and told me to swallow. I tried but kept failing to the point where I had it half down and then threw up. She put my face in the shit and my puke now on the ground. The torment and then the time challenge and threat was announced.
I was told that I have 10 seconds to eat and swallow the shit. If I don't swallow it then I'm going to be chained to the toilet in the shit and puke and not allowed to shower. I knew She wasn't joking either and I couldn't let that happen tonight. So I some how slurped my own puke and Her shit off the ground in a couple of bites and it came down to the wire. As She counted "2, 1". I yelled with all the I had left in me, "It's down, it's down, look in my mouth!"
And then it was over.... I didn't move for 5-10 minutes. I was spent in every way.
I mean the idea of having me orgasm and then torture me more was brilliant on Her end.
(BTW, this is my 100th post to my blog. I must say it's the perfect post for #100)
Pictures to come. We are in Chicago right now for a few more days.
The video will also be released on her website: Mistress Tangent
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Monday, June 2, 2014
Saturday, May 25, 2013
Moving to NYC & Kink Of May
The month of May has been a crazy month. Full of lows, highs, a ton of traveling, partying, interviews, a fetish convention, personal kink play and now packing for a big move from Phoenix to New York City.
So the big news is that I landed a new job in NYC. I'm going to be driving across the country in a U-Haul truck with my friend Bobcat. Luckily, it's good timing because he's leaving the country for a few years in mid June and he graduated college about 3 weeks ago. Here is our cross country trip city dates.
June 1 - L.A.
June 2 - Phoenix
June 3 - Austin, TX
June 5 - Little Rock, Arkansas
June 6 - Nashville, TN
June 7 - Athens, Ohio
June 9 - My moms house in Ohio
June 10 - Brooklyn, NY
In the past 2 weeks I had been in L.A. for 4 days, Vegas for 3 days and N.Y. for 1 day. I love traveling but it can be exhausting. None-the-less, it has been an exciting month.
DOMCON LA 2013:
I went to the Friday night and Saturday night Fetish party. Both nights were fun but I did expect the event to be a bit larger than it was. I had gotten to the hotel Wednesday evening and that gave me and Bobcat a chance to have some fun in L.A. We explored Koreatown and a few other neighborhoods. Then Thursday night I bumped into some Domme friends; Natalia Sadici & Mistrix MsE who then introduced me to Michelle Lacy (who I found out spends some time in NYC).
Friday: Bobcat met a submissive who he had some kink fun with. I hung out with another Chicago friend and met a woman who intrigued me. She is a Dominant woman and as the weekend went things evolved. Friday night for me wasn't too eventful. Although I did buy a new latex black dress and a latex waist cincher that I wore to the Fetish Party. Unfortunately we didn't get many pictures, the I did get I'm drunk and it's about 2:30am.
Saturday night led to some kissing and then me and my new Domme friend going back to the hotel room where she fucked me really-really hard with the biggest dildo-cock I've ever taken. She whipped out her big black dildo about 8 inches long and 2 - 2 1/2 inches thick. It was a really hot scene with biting and it was extremely passionate. I think it was the most passionate fucking I've ever taken. It was as if I was fucking a girl and having passionate sex, except I was the one being fucked.... Just the way I like it.
When she pulled off my latex dress these were the boobs she got to look at.
This Domme I'm referring to is strictly lifestyle these days but I'm really happy we met and we're still talking a couple weeks later. We'll see where things lead....
I returned to Phoenix for 2 days of rest and then left for Vegas. I partied with some of my Chicago friends and Bobcat. All vanilla stuff and the best night I've ever had at a strip club on Thursday night. I found me a truly kinky stripper who fingered my ass, bit me all over my stomach to wear I still have bruises 10 days later and did other "nice things" to me. A couple hundred dollars later it was 7am and I was literally the last person to leave the club an hour after the strip club closed. Ha! Not to mention, she was beautiful!
My play partner back in Phoenix and I have been having some great scenes lately. Tonight she's coming over and I know she's planning some public humiliation. Saying that I'm nervous for this is an under statement! With that said, I'm really going to miss playing with her regularly. I've known her since September 2012 but in the past few months we've really been hitting our stride of trust and play.
For instance, 2 days ago we planned to play at night but then she called me and said that she's gonna come over and tie me up while she runs errands for a few hours and then when she gets back to my place we'll play. I got this awesome sensory deprivation hood from Domcon that we've used a little bit but this time I was in it for 3 hours. She tormented my thighs for about an hour before leaving me bound with a prostate massager in my ass. This became really difficult over time as I had no concept of time, couldn't hear, see, or move yet I was extremely aroused from the prostate massager and situation I was in.
When she returned I was tortured more with predicament bondage, choking, huge dildo deep throating, CBT, and punishing yet I must admit hot strap-on. Here are some pictures of the hood from Domcon and then some pictures I literally just found on my phone that she took of me bound before heading out for a few hours for errands.
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
A Tease Wrapped In Glitter
My new latex dress from Westward Bound came in that I referenced in my last post. It's almost fits perfectly except that it's a bit short. I feared this problem because I'm tall and because Westward Bound doesn't do any custom pieces. Which is unfortunate because I do love their designs. None-the-less it still fits and I'm excited to rock in when I'm in L.A. in 2 weeks.
My Luxy hair extensions also came in and so my friend Domme/model Octavia came over to my place so that we could test the look. I'm good at doing my own make-up but I can always learn more tricks and she wanted to doll me up anyways. Wear it comes to doing extensions, let alone styling my own hair as a girl I'm a bit slow and so she did the styling there as well.
Luckily in L.A. I have a model friend staying with me who is a make-up artist on the side as well so she can help with my hair. A few pictures from the other night are above.
I absolutely love the hair extensions. Personally, I'm not a fan of wigs but these nice hair extensions are amazing! I got them for about about $150 and again I got them from Luxy
These pictures also caught the attention of a producer from Grooby Productions. If you'r unaware of Grooby they are the creators of many major Shemale driven porn websites. Ironically, I was asked to be a part of Grooby several years ago when I was mistaken for a transitioned girl and had to explain that I was a cross-dresser. However, this particular producer is seeking early transitioning girls as well as a few cross-dressers. Were currently in talks about working together in the future.
I think it would be something different for my portfolio plus a bit of a challenge to do something in this field. With that said, it's something I would love to do, be able to model for Shemale driven websites as a born XXY - crossdressing male/femboi. So we'll see......
This weekend, Octavia and I have some kinky plans. Something I've never done and want to explore. I'll leave it at that for now and hopefully I'll have a story to tell by Sunday.
Saturday, March 24, 2012
SB Kink & Relocation
Spring Break is almost over and it's back to school for Spring Quarter on Monday, March 26th. I've received lots of news over the past few weeks some great and some not so good. As for school, last quarter I earned over a 3.0 GPA again. I'm much better at college than I was at high school that's for sure. I've had the past week off for break and then it's back to school Monday for my final full quarter here at Ohio University. I have to take 12 credits over the summer for a few weeks but that's nothing.
I've been working out a lot over break and while working out I started talking with this guy. I've never met him and he mentioned someone being kinky. Before you knew it we were talking about kink, Fetlife, me and more.... what a strange conversation it was and what a small world it is.
The other night I was being true to my name - Autoeroticboy. I came up with a solo 3-some rigging to fuck myself and suck off another dildo at the same time to eventually masturbate as well. It was hot and worked out really well. Here are a few pictures of the rigging that involved flipping over my chair.
A few nights before that I decided to wear some diapers and be a feminine youngster as I went to bed. So here are a few pictures of that along with my new Ohio University PJ shorts. Thought I'd show some school spirit.
On to some of the news:
Monday I had to go back to the doctor to get my test results in regards to some things that I can be at a higher risk of having Klinefelter's. I came back 100% healthy in general and for my test results on Anemia and Thyroid disorder.
I also had my sperm tested or should I say my lack of sperm tested.... They didn't find any sperm At All! So that means I can't have kids or there is a 0.000001% chance that I could have a kid. I'm not shocked by that, it's actually what I expected. With that said, it's strange having that privilege taken away from you. I've come to terms with it and to be honest I've always said I don't want kids. If I ever change my mind I've always been supportive of adopting children. But, it's official that I can't produce my own.
On some really good news........ I got a job offer!
Not only did I get a job offer, I got a job offer 6 months before I graduate. That's a fucking accomplishment. I've been interviewing with the company since October. I've thought things over and I'm going to accept the position as it's a great opportunity for me. I'll be starting the position in September and relocating...... to where you ask?
- ARIZONA!
I'll be living and working in the Phoenix area. I've never been to Arizona, I don't know much about Phoenix other than some of the research I've done. I know 1 person there from childhood but haven't seen him since 5th grade, although we've spoken a bit lately. I'm not sure how the kink community is there, I don't know the neighborhoods.... nothing!
But I've got some time to learn. I don't have plans to live in Phoenix my whole life but I do expect to be there 2-3 years.
If anyone reads this blog and lives in Arizona and or knows Arizona, the Phoenix area at all, all help/assistance is appreciated. Over the next several months as I learn more and figure out when I'll be moving there etc. I will update it here.
I've been working out a lot over break and while working out I started talking with this guy. I've never met him and he mentioned someone being kinky. Before you knew it we were talking about kink, Fetlife, me and more.... what a strange conversation it was and what a small world it is.
The other night I was being true to my name - Autoeroticboy. I came up with a solo 3-some rigging to fuck myself and suck off another dildo at the same time to eventually masturbate as well. It was hot and worked out really well. Here are a few pictures of the rigging that involved flipping over my chair.
A few nights before that I decided to wear some diapers and be a feminine youngster as I went to bed. So here are a few pictures of that along with my new Ohio University PJ shorts. Thought I'd show some school spirit.
On to some of the news:
Monday I had to go back to the doctor to get my test results in regards to some things that I can be at a higher risk of having Klinefelter's. I came back 100% healthy in general and for my test results on Anemia and Thyroid disorder.
I also had my sperm tested or should I say my lack of sperm tested.... They didn't find any sperm At All! So that means I can't have kids or there is a 0.000001% chance that I could have a kid. I'm not shocked by that, it's actually what I expected. With that said, it's strange having that privilege taken away from you. I've come to terms with it and to be honest I've always said I don't want kids. If I ever change my mind I've always been supportive of adopting children. But, it's official that I can't produce my own.
On some really good news........ I got a job offer!
Not only did I get a job offer, I got a job offer 6 months before I graduate. That's a fucking accomplishment. I've been interviewing with the company since October. I've thought things over and I'm going to accept the position as it's a great opportunity for me. I'll be starting the position in September and relocating...... to where you ask?
- ARIZONA!
I'll be living and working in the Phoenix area. I've never been to Arizona, I don't know much about Phoenix other than some of the research I've done. I know 1 person there from childhood but haven't seen him since 5th grade, although we've spoken a bit lately. I'm not sure how the kink community is there, I don't know the neighborhoods.... nothing!
But I've got some time to learn. I don't have plans to live in Phoenix my whole life but I do expect to be there 2-3 years.
If anyone reads this blog and lives in Arizona and or knows Arizona, the Phoenix area at all, all help/assistance is appreciated. Over the next several months as I learn more and figure out when I'll be moving there etc. I will update it here.
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
XXY Klinefelters & Kink
It was February 7, 2012 - 3 weeks ago from today that I got a blood test to see if I was born with Klinefelter's Syndrom, XXY.
My entire life I've felt that my body was a bit different than most boys. I remember a specific instance playing basketball and a teammate ran by me on the court after I made a shot and he slapped my ass. Then he said, damn dude! You got a chick's ass. At that very moment it was kind of funny yet embarrassing because I knew that I did have a feminine butt. Then when I started getting more involved with kink at 18 and 19 and playing with different women they would always comment on how feminine my body was. Lots of people are in shock at how non-masculine my butt is. I've come to love my body, my butt etc. I've always liked my body but knew it was different. Last Thursday I shot with Jessica Temptress for the first time. As I was walking off the set in high heeled boots and a mini skirt showing off my ass she shouts, "You have the best ass I've ever seen on a guy!". My ass and body definitely comes in handy when I'm in woman mode, that's for sure!
So, I got tested on the 7th and they took 2 valves of blood. Although, the lady mentioned they only need 1. About a week later the doctor calls me and says, I got one of your blood valves back but there is no paperwork with it which is odd. He's like I'm not sure what this means except that you might not be XXY. He says, he'll get back to me. About 5 days later the doctor calls me again and says, never mind what I told you before, they didn't run that valve of blood. He then tells me he got the tested valve back with paperwork and that I WAS born with Klinefelter's - XXY.
So what does that all mean?
Some doctors argue if that technically means you were born intersexed but more doctors say it does mean that. I feel as if I am intersexed because I have more female physical traits than I do masculine. I am at risk for some female health risks that men aren't like osteoporosis and breast cancer and yet I have some male traits like a deeper voice, cock and balls, and I've lived my life as a male for 25 years now.
I actually responded differently that I thought I would when I got the results. I've thought I've been born XXY for about 4 years now but I wasn't 100% sure. Now that I know I am it's a bit strange to know that you weren't born 100% male or 100% female. The question that comes to mind at first is, what am I?
After coming back down to earth, and asking myself that question the answer is, I am me. I am happy with myself, always have been. I'm able to transcend gender boundaries when ever I want to. I'm able to fit into both gender roles when ever I want to. In a strange way I'm more well rounded. I tend to see things differently than many people and if I must say so myself, I'm one pretty good looking man and one fucking sexy girl! The best of both worlds as it stands.
I meet with some doctors March 7th to talk more about Klinefelter's and what I want to do from here. Some people choose to take testosterone to boost their energy, muscle growth, body hair, facial hair, and for some orgasmic purposes. Some, although many fewer choose to live as a woman and take estrogen, and get a sex change. Some choose neither option and don't take any medication and live the way they are. Right now, I'm the 3rd option. I know that I don't want to take testosterone but I've considered estrogen and a sex change. Right now, it's just remaining with who I am.
I'm not 100% about this but I've read a bit that there is a public fund for those born intersexed and wanting to get a sex change. I have to do more research....
I've gone to a group setting gender identity (Trans Group) here at Ohio University the past 2 weeks. It's been good. The first week I just listened to everyone else talk and here their stories. Last week I shared my new XXY news and we all discussed it. It is nice to just talk with others of all ages and backgrounds who can relate in some manner. I am the only one in the group who is XXY but there are MtF, FtM, Gender Queers and more in the group so it's been good to meet some others in the Athens, area.
I'll keep everyone updated on the XXY thing, especially after meeting with doctors March 7th. 1 out of every 500 males (approximate) are born with Klinefelter's. It's common yet still very un-common and unknown to most the public. This is what it has done to me physically:
1. Long arms and legs
2. Little to no body hair
3. Little to no facial hair
4. Soft (feminine) skin
5. No frontal balding
6. Small hands for height
7. Small feet for heights (For me I'm 6'3 tall & wear a size 9-10 in mens & 10-11 in women's)
8. Weight distribution of a woman (Hips, butt, thighs, stomach)
9. Wider hips
10. Small testicles
11. Low testosterone (I had it tested)
Other Things: (This is personal to me)
1. I took speech classes as a kid for about 5 years in pre-school through early Elementary. (This is a sign)
2. When I began to masturbate (age 7-ish) I began like a woman. Not using my cock but rubbing of pelvic bone area. I can still do this today.
3. At puberty testosterone kicked in a bit but I plateaued at about 15,16 and never matured into what a boy would be.
Health:
1. Very low chance I am fertile. (Probably can't have kids) I'm talking to doctors on this more
2. Higher chance for Osteoporosis (Like a woman)
3. Higher chance of Breast Cancer (Like a woman)
4. Earlier tooth decay
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In some other news:
The first 2 are custom videos I made for a client.
I shot with Jessica Temptress as I mentioned above. She's out of Columbus and was fun to work with. She brought a good array of things to the shoot and we got some great stuff. We shot a kidnapping scene starting with me in the trunk of a car. Then into the woods for some beating, trampling, and strap-on. Eventually I was fucked on the car as well and then left half naked and feminized in the woods.
Then in our next shoot I was a high paid, big-headed actor who was playing a female role in a movie. The director and I got into an argument over nudity and she takes advantage of me. Strap-on in several positions, barehand spankings, slapping and more. Plus, upside down cuming due to all the humiliation.
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I was in Chicago for an interview and then shot with a long time friend that goes all the way back to my early Miss Jaded days. So it was fun to shoot with her - Alexandra Sadista as well as Natalya Sadici It was actually my first time meeting Natalya even though we've known of each other for awhile. Unfortunately, we didn't shoot quite as much as we wanted due to time restraints however, we were productive and it was fun.
I was feminized in lingerie and then forcefully had red lipstick applied to my lips. I was put into bondage and orally trained by a 9 inch - thick dildo. I was made to kiss it, lick it, and suck it. Then I was forced to deep throat it ALL THE WAY DOWN - Upside down. It was difficult but as we all know, I enjoy being a good slut!
All these videos will be on AEB KINK - My Clips4sale Store soon.
Then on Monday I drove back home to Athens, Ohio. But, to make things more fun and of course to save time :) when I first stopped for gas in northern Indiana I took one of my thick & crinkly ABUniverse diapers into the bathroom stall with me. I put it on nice and tight and wet it as I ordered Arby's. I had another 6 hours of driving to do and wet it 2 more times by the time I arrived home. It was nice - "warm" trip.
My entire life I've felt that my body was a bit different than most boys. I remember a specific instance playing basketball and a teammate ran by me on the court after I made a shot and he slapped my ass. Then he said, damn dude! You got a chick's ass. At that very moment it was kind of funny yet embarrassing because I knew that I did have a feminine butt. Then when I started getting more involved with kink at 18 and 19 and playing with different women they would always comment on how feminine my body was. Lots of people are in shock at how non-masculine my butt is. I've come to love my body, my butt etc. I've always liked my body but knew it was different. Last Thursday I shot with Jessica Temptress for the first time. As I was walking off the set in high heeled boots and a mini skirt showing off my ass she shouts, "You have the best ass I've ever seen on a guy!". My ass and body definitely comes in handy when I'm in woman mode, that's for sure!
So, I got tested on the 7th and they took 2 valves of blood. Although, the lady mentioned they only need 1. About a week later the doctor calls me and says, I got one of your blood valves back but there is no paperwork with it which is odd. He's like I'm not sure what this means except that you might not be XXY. He says, he'll get back to me. About 5 days later the doctor calls me again and says, never mind what I told you before, they didn't run that valve of blood. He then tells me he got the tested valve back with paperwork and that I WAS born with Klinefelter's - XXY.
So what does that all mean?
Some doctors argue if that technically means you were born intersexed but more doctors say it does mean that. I feel as if I am intersexed because I have more female physical traits than I do masculine. I am at risk for some female health risks that men aren't like osteoporosis and breast cancer and yet I have some male traits like a deeper voice, cock and balls, and I've lived my life as a male for 25 years now.
I actually responded differently that I thought I would when I got the results. I've thought I've been born XXY for about 4 years now but I wasn't 100% sure. Now that I know I am it's a bit strange to know that you weren't born 100% male or 100% female. The question that comes to mind at first is, what am I?
After coming back down to earth, and asking myself that question the answer is, I am me. I am happy with myself, always have been. I'm able to transcend gender boundaries when ever I want to. I'm able to fit into both gender roles when ever I want to. In a strange way I'm more well rounded. I tend to see things differently than many people and if I must say so myself, I'm one pretty good looking man and one fucking sexy girl! The best of both worlds as it stands.
I meet with some doctors March 7th to talk more about Klinefelter's and what I want to do from here. Some people choose to take testosterone to boost their energy, muscle growth, body hair, facial hair, and for some orgasmic purposes. Some, although many fewer choose to live as a woman and take estrogen, and get a sex change. Some choose neither option and don't take any medication and live the way they are. Right now, I'm the 3rd option. I know that I don't want to take testosterone but I've considered estrogen and a sex change. Right now, it's just remaining with who I am.
I'm not 100% about this but I've read a bit that there is a public fund for those born intersexed and wanting to get a sex change. I have to do more research....
I've gone to a group setting gender identity (Trans Group) here at Ohio University the past 2 weeks. It's been good. The first week I just listened to everyone else talk and here their stories. Last week I shared my new XXY news and we all discussed it. It is nice to just talk with others of all ages and backgrounds who can relate in some manner. I am the only one in the group who is XXY but there are MtF, FtM, Gender Queers and more in the group so it's been good to meet some others in the Athens, area.
I'll keep everyone updated on the XXY thing, especially after meeting with doctors March 7th. 1 out of every 500 males (approximate) are born with Klinefelter's. It's common yet still very un-common and unknown to most the public. This is what it has done to me physically:
1. Long arms and legs
2. Little to no body hair
3. Little to no facial hair
4. Soft (feminine) skin
5. No frontal balding
6. Small hands for height
7. Small feet for heights (For me I'm 6'3 tall & wear a size 9-10 in mens & 10-11 in women's)
8. Weight distribution of a woman (Hips, butt, thighs, stomach)
9. Wider hips
10. Small testicles
11. Low testosterone (I had it tested)
Other Things: (This is personal to me)
1. I took speech classes as a kid for about 5 years in pre-school through early Elementary. (This is a sign)
2. When I began to masturbate (age 7-ish) I began like a woman. Not using my cock but rubbing of pelvic bone area. I can still do this today.
3. At puberty testosterone kicked in a bit but I plateaued at about 15,16 and never matured into what a boy would be.
Health:
1. Very low chance I am fertile. (Probably can't have kids) I'm talking to doctors on this more
2. Higher chance for Osteoporosis (Like a woman)
3. Higher chance of Breast Cancer (Like a woman)
4. Earlier tooth decay
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In some other news:
The first 2 are custom videos I made for a client.
I shot with Jessica Temptress as I mentioned above. She's out of Columbus and was fun to work with. She brought a good array of things to the shoot and we got some great stuff. We shot a kidnapping scene starting with me in the trunk of a car. Then into the woods for some beating, trampling, and strap-on. Eventually I was fucked on the car as well and then left half naked and feminized in the woods.
Then in our next shoot I was a high paid, big-headed actor who was playing a female role in a movie. The director and I got into an argument over nudity and she takes advantage of me. Strap-on in several positions, barehand spankings, slapping and more. Plus, upside down cuming due to all the humiliation.
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I was in Chicago for an interview and then shot with a long time friend that goes all the way back to my early Miss Jaded days. So it was fun to shoot with her - Alexandra Sadista as well as Natalya Sadici It was actually my first time meeting Natalya even though we've known of each other for awhile. Unfortunately, we didn't shoot quite as much as we wanted due to time restraints however, we were productive and it was fun.
I was feminized in lingerie and then forcefully had red lipstick applied to my lips. I was put into bondage and orally trained by a 9 inch - thick dildo. I was made to kiss it, lick it, and suck it. Then I was forced to deep throat it ALL THE WAY DOWN - Upside down. It was difficult but as we all know, I enjoy being a good slut!
All these videos will be on AEB KINK - My Clips4sale Store soon.
Then on Monday I drove back home to Athens, Ohio. But, to make things more fun and of course to save time :) when I first stopped for gas in northern Indiana I took one of my thick & crinkly ABUniverse diapers into the bathroom stall with me. I put it on nice and tight and wet it as I ordered Arby's. I had another 6 hours of driving to do and wet it 2 more times by the time I arrived home. It was nice - "warm" trip.
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Monday, January 16, 2012
Photo Frenzy & Chaos
Since I've gotten back to Ohio about 10 days ago my life has been totally hectic. I'm definitely a bit stressed out as I feel the pressure of deadlines approaching. I'm doing 20 credit hours again this quarter and will do the same next quarter which is a lot of classes if you don't know. Most students take 3 or 4 classes on a quarter system and I've been taking 5. On top of that... this quarter I have to do 8 hours of charity work for one of my classes. I'm studying for a huge 2nd interview for a job I'm interested in and I'm also seriously looking into doing either a study abroad or a international internship this summer. I have to take a few school credits this summer and then graduate in August. However, my mother wants to see me walk in graduation in June so I'm working out the details for that. I can't forget that I'm also sending out additional resumes/cover letters and oh... I still have to travel and do kink work because well, that's how I get paid.
So, as you can see I'm trying to juggle a lot and that's why I haven't been blogging quite as often over the past few months. I do have some interesting blog topics though, I just have to balance out my life. Because of all of this going on I haven't had much of a kink life as of late.
With all this said I am excited about the possibility of going abroad this summer. One of the places I'm looking at is London and I would love to be there for the Olympics, the professional opportunity and would love to be in one of the fetish capitals of the world!
For work, I am looking at going to the DC/Baltimore area in either late Jan or early Feb. I'm trying to work out Jan 27-29. If anyone is interested in working or playing together professional then email me at Morgankeni4@gmail.com (I may also make a pit-stop in Pittsburgh).
The Holidays in Chicago were good. Christmas was fun although I did get sick the day after Christmas and I'm just know starting to really get over it. I really started to feel sick on NYE but it was NYE and my best friends b-day so I ignored it and partied. I sure felt it the following 2 days though as I felt like I was dying. It was definitely the sickest I've been in a few years. My last full day in Chicago I got tattooed and as I talked about it in my last post I got a picture of myself crossdressed. It was by far the most painful tat I've gotten yet as I struggled to sit through it. A large portion is on my stomach and then my left hip bone but it was the stomach that hurt like hell! Here is a close up on the same day it was done and then a look at it with my other tats. We still have to add a background blending all the tats in the general area.
Here's a NYE 2012 Picture with me and some of my friends at the hotel before going out.
The other day I was going through some of my old emails and looking up pictures. I came across some old kinky pictures of me from when I was 19 and a freshman at Columbia College Chicago. I was trying to get involved in the Chicago fetish scene and that can be difficult when you're under 21 and a male. I never sought out the TNG group. Instead my roommate happened to be a photographer and was semi interested in kink. I thought that if I took some pics of myself and put them up on ModelMayhem then I could start to meet some people and get involved in the scene. Well it worked if you haven't noticed. My college roommate who I met that year was named Mike and he became a friend of mine until fall of 2010, my first year here at Ohio University. Halloween night, he was supposed to be here partying with me but things just didn't work out. He ended up committing suicide. I thought I would pull out some of these old pictures and share them with you. It was definitely some amateur work by all of us involved but it was fun and helped catapult me into the world of Fetish. Luckily we had a dungeon space to use as my good friend VonLivid let us use her space to shoot.
I also got 2 new pictures back from Femdom Frenzy which is a company I shoot with when I'm in the DC/Baltimore area. I finally got to work with my friend Nyssa Nevers and I also met and worked with Miss Allegra out of Baltimore for the first time. One picture is of me as a sissy maid serving the 2 ladies and the other is of me worshipping Nyssa's boots.
I actually came across some other old pictures while going through my email. They are an eclectic bunch of kinky pictures so enjoy.
Miss Holland toying around with Me
Hooded & cleaning
Just a pic of me w/ short hair & makeup
Boxtie
My best friend Jamal dressed as a girl passed out drunk in Chicago Blizzard - Hahaha
Oh... Almost forgot. I decided to start an additional blog well actually it's a Vlog - Video blog. This is a little different than this blog but I will be posting videos of some of my poetry and lyrics but it will also have videos of some self-androgyny, some fetish topics, sports, tattoos and more.
As I'm writing this I only have 1 video uploaded but I will have more soon. Here is the link to the video & my channel is called - Not What You Expected Youtube channel. Subscribe to follow me and my videos.
Friday, December 23, 2011
Christmas Season
I got into Chicago November 28th and I've been staying with my best friend Jamal, like usual. My first night in town I went to see my play partner but I had just arrived in Chicago so we got some dinner and relaxed. We hung out one other time since I've been in town but unfortunately do to some "outside circumstances" I haven't seen much of her while I've been here. In fact I really haven't done anything kinky since I've been in Chicago and that's been a little over 3 weeks. On one hand I don't mind but on the other I would really like to play.
Maya Sinstress and I have been trying to get our schedules to line up to shoot video but haven't been able to yet. I know I'll be in DC and Pittsburgh in either late Jan-early Feb. DC is just straight work for me, video and sessions. Pittsburgh is a bit of work and maybe some play with Madame Ingrid. She wants me to get a lolita dress from Milanoo which have really good prices on many items. I've never really been a lolita but I'm very intrigued by that entire culture and it works great for sissies too. Hopefully the Steelers do well in the playoffs and I can go to Pittsburgh for a weekend to work, play, and watch the Steelers.
Even though I haven't had any kink in my life since I've been in Chicago I've been having a blast. I'm not sure if I will be returning to Chicago post graduation. If I land a job in Chicago then I will be back but if I land a job in another city then I will only be back once in awhile. So, it's been good to spend a good amount of time with my good friends. Unfortunately, when you spend a lot of time with my friends that means you're going to be doing a lot of drinking which adds up to putting on some weight. I need to start working out asap and tone up again!
New Years Eve is Jamals 25th Birthday so a bunch of us got together to do one of his presents but the timing was weird. Jamal, me and his girlfriend went to the Steelers bar in Lakeview last Monday night and did a good deal of drinking. Jamal got called into work at 1am for an emergency but he didn't want to drive to work being drunk. His girlfriend took him and I took his car and went over to another one of our friends house because we are installing his subwoofers. Only one of us know how to do that and that's not me, there were 4 of us and one was a girl. We were all drinking and installed the system from 1am to 7am in the morning.
Speaking of NYE, we're going to the Hyatt in Rosemont. There's about 12 or so of us total. NYE is always fun and we've heard good things about this event from some people we know. School starts Jan 3rd and I was going to head back to Ohio Jan 2nd but I decided to skip my first week of school. It's just the first week and 2 of my 5 teachers I had this past quarter so I'm not concerned. The reason I'm staying a few days more in Chicago is because I'm getting tattooed. I haven't been tattooed in 8 months and it's been over a year since my main artist has done work on me. I'm getting the picture below of me crossdressed. The piece is going to fit perfectly with where I want it and it will be just below my ballgag tattoo. The piece in total will be about 4-5 inches wide and about 10 inches tall, so it will be a good size piece. It will sit on my lower left ribs, stomach and hip area and so it will be painful. But, as we all know I like a bit of pain.
Maybe it's a bit narcissistic of me to get a picture of myself tattooed but this is my thinking. I've been trying to think of a tattoo to get to symbolize my crossdressing side. I've been thinking for a few years and I finally thought, why not get a portrait style pinup of myself.
When I do get back to Ohio I will be hard at work. I've been filling out resumes and cover letters while here in Chicago and will continue to do so in Ohio. I also have a BIG 2nd interview in late Jan-early Feb so I have to prepare for that. This past quarter I earned a 3.0 while taking the max amount of classes possible, so hopefully I can repeat that this quarter. I also have 2 planned custom videos I'm going to be shooting. So, it's safe to say I will have a full plate when returning to Ohio in 2 weeks.
Until then I'm going to continue to enjoy the Holidays with friends and family. I have a few people I still have to see before I leave and bit more fun to have. Merry Christmas to everyone and happy kinking!
Maya Sinstress and I have been trying to get our schedules to line up to shoot video but haven't been able to yet. I know I'll be in DC and Pittsburgh in either late Jan-early Feb. DC is just straight work for me, video and sessions. Pittsburgh is a bit of work and maybe some play with Madame Ingrid. She wants me to get a lolita dress from Milanoo which have really good prices on many items. I've never really been a lolita but I'm very intrigued by that entire culture and it works great for sissies too. Hopefully the Steelers do well in the playoffs and I can go to Pittsburgh for a weekend to work, play, and watch the Steelers.
Even though I haven't had any kink in my life since I've been in Chicago I've been having a blast. I'm not sure if I will be returning to Chicago post graduation. If I land a job in Chicago then I will be back but if I land a job in another city then I will only be back once in awhile. So, it's been good to spend a good amount of time with my good friends. Unfortunately, when you spend a lot of time with my friends that means you're going to be doing a lot of drinking which adds up to putting on some weight. I need to start working out asap and tone up again!
New Years Eve is Jamals 25th Birthday so a bunch of us got together to do one of his presents but the timing was weird. Jamal, me and his girlfriend went to the Steelers bar in Lakeview last Monday night and did a good deal of drinking. Jamal got called into work at 1am for an emergency but he didn't want to drive to work being drunk. His girlfriend took him and I took his car and went over to another one of our friends house because we are installing his subwoofers. Only one of us know how to do that and that's not me, there were 4 of us and one was a girl. We were all drinking and installed the system from 1am to 7am in the morning.
Speaking of NYE, we're going to the Hyatt in Rosemont. There's about 12 or so of us total. NYE is always fun and we've heard good things about this event from some people we know. School starts Jan 3rd and I was going to head back to Ohio Jan 2nd but I decided to skip my first week of school. It's just the first week and 2 of my 5 teachers I had this past quarter so I'm not concerned. The reason I'm staying a few days more in Chicago is because I'm getting tattooed. I haven't been tattooed in 8 months and it's been over a year since my main artist has done work on me. I'm getting the picture below of me crossdressed. The piece is going to fit perfectly with where I want it and it will be just below my ballgag tattoo. The piece in total will be about 4-5 inches wide and about 10 inches tall, so it will be a good size piece. It will sit on my lower left ribs, stomach and hip area and so it will be painful. But, as we all know I like a bit of pain.
Maybe it's a bit narcissistic of me to get a picture of myself tattooed but this is my thinking. I've been trying to think of a tattoo to get to symbolize my crossdressing side. I've been thinking for a few years and I finally thought, why not get a portrait style pinup of myself.
When I do get back to Ohio I will be hard at work. I've been filling out resumes and cover letters while here in Chicago and will continue to do so in Ohio. I also have a BIG 2nd interview in late Jan-early Feb so I have to prepare for that. This past quarter I earned a 3.0 while taking the max amount of classes possible, so hopefully I can repeat that this quarter. I also have 2 planned custom videos I'm going to be shooting. So, it's safe to say I will have a full plate when returning to Ohio in 2 weeks.
Until then I'm going to continue to enjoy the Holidays with friends and family. I have a few people I still have to see before I leave and bit more fun to have. Merry Christmas to everyone and happy kinking!
Friday, November 4, 2011
Halloween 2011
I'm back!
I've been waiting to post around Halloween to get more pictures from the people I was hanging out with on Halloween but I haven't got the pictures yet. I have a few and I will share them with you but as soon as I get the others I will make sure to post some of my favorites.
As I talked lots about it in past posts, I was Jeffree Star for Halloween and let me tell you I make one damn good Jeffree Star. It helps that I'm tall and thin like him and covered in tattoos and I have the attitude to go with it. A few days before Halloween I dyed my hair pink. I went and had it professionally done. They bleached my hair and then I used a color called, Atomic Pink.
Friday my friends Jamal, his girlfriend Tiffany and Javi got into town from Chicago. They got in early in the morning so we all went back to sleep for a little while. We did some food and alcohol shopping because we were going to do some partying this weekend. Later that night we hit up some bars and they dressed up in their costumes but I didn't because that was just too much work and I knew that no one really dressed up on the day before the big block party. None the less they did and they were one of the few to be dressed up. They stood out but it was good-fun attention. I kind of fit in with my pink hair that definitely stands out.
Jamal was a lumberjack, Javi was Duffman and Tiffany was a pirate that night and an Indian the 2nd night. We had some good fun with lots of dancing. I haven't been drinking at all leading up to Halloween because I've been so busy so I was thankful that I wasn't hungover at all, all weekend even though I consumed a lot. Here's a lovely next morning picture of me humping Jamal's leg in an attempt to wake him up.
Saturday we all visited the famous Insane Asylum here in Athens, Ohio. It's the first place to start doing lobotomies back in the day. Then we did a little nature walk and just enjoyed the nice day for a few hours.
Then it was time to get ready for the big Halloween block party. Tiffany did my hair and helped with my eye makeup because she wanted to so I let her. I definitely needed help with my hair though and she did a great job. About 6pm a few of my friends from West Virginia showed up as well. They were Lady Gaga, Black Swan, and a belly dancer. The drinking got on it's way as we had some different kinds of beer, vodka and my favorite whiskey - George Dickel No. 12. My hair style mimicked this look right here...
I wore black liquid patterned leggings, black Ugg boots, and a Betsey Johnson long tank. We decided to do some role play that night because we thought it would be fun and because I looked so much like Jeffrey Star. I tweeted Jeffree Star before going on and he tweeted me back saying, "OMG Yes!!!" and then he retweeted me to all his followers. That was a great start to the night. The bus ride there was lots of crazy fun and the first bar we went to was only the start of the craziness.
I had to go to the bathroom and was immediately hit on by some straight guys who thought I was a girl, ha! Then I come up and got a beer and hung out a bit. One girl hung on me like crazy because she thought I was beautiful and another girl we kind of played lol. Tiffany, Javi and I played it up like I was Jeffree Star. She didn't know who he was but she quickly became a groupie, ahh it's still a good laugh and the dirty things she said. Here's a picture of me with gaga in that bar.
Oh and before I forget I love my nail color. I got it from Urban Outfitters when I was in D.C., it's called, "Crowded" and is a purple-ish color. Then we went out to the crazy streets for a bit and a lady comes and grabs me and says your beautiful - want to be on the news? So me and my friends acted like I really was J-Star from L.A. while we made the news. I got stopped about every few feet in the streets to take some pictures. We got up to Browney's - bar so that we can get our dance on. Let me tell you, if you want some free drinks take your money out of your crotch in front of the bartender - ha!
After a little while the place was packed like crazy! Javi just decides to go to the DJ and say, "Hey Jeffree Star is in the building". The DJ didn't know who that was so I guess Javi told him that he's a pornstar and everyone knows him. So the DJ slows down the music and says, "Hold up, we got Jeffree Star in the building, all the way from L.A., lets fucking party!" I can't believe they fell for it and the love I was already getting went through the roof lol. My friends went back to my place about 12:30 but you have to remember that we went to the bars at 8pm and started drinking at 5pm. I stayed out to party and danced more till 2am. Once I got home we were all wasted and we just had some stupid-drunk fun that happened to be caught by the cameras.
The next day Jamal's car wouldn't start as he's been having some issues with it and after he got it towed it looked like they were going to be stuck here another day or two. Luckily the mechanic was able to get the car started and they were back to Chicago. Oh and just for some fun I let Jamal do my nails because he was bored so this is how it turned out and you can see the color better.
On to some other things. I'm going to shooting some video for AEB KINK next weekend in Cincinnati with Devlynn Desade and then I'll be in D.C. November 18-21. I'll probably be shooting some video there too but I'm also attending the DC Tattoo Convention. I'm done with this quarter of school November 18, so only 2 weeks left.
I will also be in Chicago the most of December as I don't go back to school until Jan. 3rd.
Things are still going great with my play partner! Looks like I'm going back into chastity tomorrow actually so I'll document that. I look forward to seeing her come December.
As soon as I get more pictures and full body shots from Halloween I'll make sure to upload them.
I've been waiting to post around Halloween to get more pictures from the people I was hanging out with on Halloween but I haven't got the pictures yet. I have a few and I will share them with you but as soon as I get the others I will make sure to post some of my favorites.
As I talked lots about it in past posts, I was Jeffree Star for Halloween and let me tell you I make one damn good Jeffree Star. It helps that I'm tall and thin like him and covered in tattoos and I have the attitude to go with it. A few days before Halloween I dyed my hair pink. I went and had it professionally done. They bleached my hair and then I used a color called, Atomic Pink.
Jamal was a lumberjack, Javi was Duffman and Tiffany was a pirate that night and an Indian the 2nd night. We had some good fun with lots of dancing. I haven't been drinking at all leading up to Halloween because I've been so busy so I was thankful that I wasn't hungover at all, all weekend even though I consumed a lot. Here's a lovely next morning picture of me humping Jamal's leg in an attempt to wake him up.
Saturday we all visited the famous Insane Asylum here in Athens, Ohio. It's the first place to start doing lobotomies back in the day. Then we did a little nature walk and just enjoyed the nice day for a few hours.
Then it was time to get ready for the big Halloween block party. Tiffany did my hair and helped with my eye makeup because she wanted to so I let her. I definitely needed help with my hair though and she did a great job. About 6pm a few of my friends from West Virginia showed up as well. They were Lady Gaga, Black Swan, and a belly dancer. The drinking got on it's way as we had some different kinds of beer, vodka and my favorite whiskey - George Dickel No. 12. My hair style mimicked this look right here...
I wore black liquid patterned leggings, black Ugg boots, and a Betsey Johnson long tank. We decided to do some role play that night because we thought it would be fun and because I looked so much like Jeffrey Star. I tweeted Jeffree Star before going on and he tweeted me back saying, "OMG Yes!!!" and then he retweeted me to all his followers. That was a great start to the night. The bus ride there was lots of crazy fun and the first bar we went to was only the start of the craziness.
I had to go to the bathroom and was immediately hit on by some straight guys who thought I was a girl, ha! Then I come up and got a beer and hung out a bit. One girl hung on me like crazy because she thought I was beautiful and another girl we kind of played lol. Tiffany, Javi and I played it up like I was Jeffree Star. She didn't know who he was but she quickly became a groupie, ahh it's still a good laugh and the dirty things she said. Here's a picture of me with gaga in that bar.
Oh and before I forget I love my nail color. I got it from Urban Outfitters when I was in D.C., it's called, "Crowded" and is a purple-ish color. Then we went out to the crazy streets for a bit and a lady comes and grabs me and says your beautiful - want to be on the news? So me and my friends acted like I really was J-Star from L.A. while we made the news. I got stopped about every few feet in the streets to take some pictures. We got up to Browney's - bar so that we can get our dance on. Let me tell you, if you want some free drinks take your money out of your crotch in front of the bartender - ha!
After a little while the place was packed like crazy! Javi just decides to go to the DJ and say, "Hey Jeffree Star is in the building". The DJ didn't know who that was so I guess Javi told him that he's a pornstar and everyone knows him. So the DJ slows down the music and says, "Hold up, we got Jeffree Star in the building, all the way from L.A., lets fucking party!" I can't believe they fell for it and the love I was already getting went through the roof lol. My friends went back to my place about 12:30 but you have to remember that we went to the bars at 8pm and started drinking at 5pm. I stayed out to party and danced more till 2am. Once I got home we were all wasted and we just had some stupid-drunk fun that happened to be caught by the cameras.
On to some other things. I'm going to shooting some video for AEB KINK next weekend in Cincinnati with Devlynn Desade and then I'll be in D.C. November 18-21. I'll probably be shooting some video there too but I'm also attending the DC Tattoo Convention. I'm done with this quarter of school November 18, so only 2 weeks left.
I will also be in Chicago the most of December as I don't go back to school until Jan. 3rd.
Things are still going great with my play partner! Looks like I'm going back into chastity tomorrow actually so I'll document that. I look forward to seeing her come December.
As soon as I get more pictures and full body shots from Halloween I'll make sure to upload them.
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Got Everything I Need
The month of October hasn't left me with much time to do anything other than school. I've managed to get a bit ahead of the curve this week and so I'm looking pretty good for the next 10 days. Next week Wednesday - the 26th I'm dying my hair pink. I'm excited! I've got everything I need for Halloween except for some eyebrow wax. So I'm a try and get my hands on some of that.
I was in Baltimore and DC last weekend. I shot video with Nyssa Nevers for the first time. We worked with R.I.Productions and their new femdom site to be launched soon. We shot 3 different videso.
1. Boot & Stocking feet worship
2. Spanking & Strap-on fucking
3. Sissy Maid Servitude
The strap-on scene was the first on-camera strap-on scene she's EVER done with a boy or girl. Nyssa is one of the best female fetish models around and so that's kind of cool to take her on-camera strap-on virginity :). We've been friends since 2007 but this was the first time we worked together.
Then Sissy Maid video also featured another Domme out of Baltimore named Miss Alegria. She was also great to work with and a great host.
Saturday in DC I had a session with one of my regular clients and then I was off to do some shopping in Georgetown. I went to urban outfitters to get 2 nail polish colors that I've been meaning to get from them for awhile now. One's a shade of a purple with some hints of grey that I love and the other is a red/pink/orange tint. A little tough to explain but I love them both but here is a picture of my toes with both colors.
I also noticed last time I was in DC that they had a new version of my favorite T-shirt that I've had for years. In fact, I've had this T-shirt since high school but it was starting to fade on me. Last time they didn't have my size and this time they did so I updated. Hopefully this one last me just as long as the old one.
The last thing I needed was a top for my Jeffree Star look for Halloween. I went to a few different stores but figured it might be hard to find what I was looking for because most people are bring in their Autumn looks. Then I saw the Betsey Johnson store and I knew they would have what I wanted. I got the perfect top. It fits great but I could have done a size smaller but they didn't have a smaller size. Either way I love the top and I'm excited for Halloween!
The other day I ordered some LimeCrime lipstick in a pink shade. Again for the JStar look and it came in.
I've also been shooting some custom videos for a client. I'll talk more about this is my next post but I've shot 2 so far and I might be doing a few more in the near future.
A few of my Chicago friends will be getting into Athens the 27th/28th for Halloween. This will be their first time visiting me here since I've been at Ohio University. As soon as Halloween is over I'm going to go into Chastity again and from what me and my play partner have discussed it won't come off until I see her in Chicago in late November/early December.
That will be the longest I've gone locked up.
I'll make sure to update mid next week and right after Halloween with plenty of pictures of the pink hair and the JStar look.
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