Accomplished

I've been waiting to blog as I've been waiting on hearing back from a company I was trying to get an internship with. I finally heard back last night and got the position! That means I'm going to be in Chicago all summer. 2 weeks ago I was offered a job in Phoenix, Arizona which I will most likely accept and end up there for a few years. If I accept I'll be moving in late August/early September. With that said I'm still applying to some other jobs so we'll see what happens.

This means I'm definitely leaving Ohio either way. I've still got lots of moving parts to the puzzle but things are starting to come together more and more.

June 9th - I walk in graduation (Although I don't get my degree till August).
June 12th - I start my internship at my #1 choice in Chicago
August - Officially will have graduated.
September - I will be starting a job.

That means I have to find a place to live in Chicago for at least the summer. I'm going to try and get an apartment with my best friend. So we have to get a move on that. I'm visiting my mother for Easter on Sunday and then I'm going to start packing all my things up. I'm trying to sublet my lease here in Athens Ohio for either June-August or July and August. At worst I'll buy out of my lease paying 75% of what I still owe upfront so that I can move out.

Here in the town of Athens, Ohio - the Film Festival is coming up quick, April 13-19.
The short documentary on me called, "Male Femdom" will be shown April 19th at 4:45pm, you can check them out online here - Athens Film Festival

Recently updated my clips4sale - AEB KINK with "Punished Slave" Part 1, 2, & 3 featuring Maya Sinstress. Involves OTK, humiliation, rope bondage, a steel anal hook, spanking, 2 big dildos and HEAVY strap-on fucking, ginger figging, cuming and forced cum consumption.

AEB KINK

AEB KINK

Christmas Season

I got into Chicago November 28th and I've been staying with my best friend Jamal, like usual. My first night in town I went to see my play partner but I had just arrived in Chicago so we got some dinner and relaxed. We hung out one other time since I've been in town but unfortunately do to some "outside circumstances" I haven't seen much of her while I've been here. In fact I really haven't done anything kinky since I've been in Chicago and that's been a little over 3 weeks. On one hand I don't mind but on the other I would really like to play.

Maya Sinstress and I have been trying to get our schedules to line up to shoot video but haven't been able to yet. I know I'll be in DC and Pittsburgh in either late Jan-early Feb. DC is just straight work for me, video and sessions. Pittsburgh is a bit of work and maybe some play with Madame Ingrid. She wants me to get a lolita dress from Milanoo which have really good prices on many items. I've never really been a lolita but I'm very intrigued by that entire culture and it works great for sissies too. Hopefully the Steelers do well in the playoffs and I can go to Pittsburgh for a weekend to work, play, and watch the Steelers.

Even though I haven't had any kink in my life since I've been in Chicago I've been having a blast. I'm not sure if I will be returning to Chicago post graduation. If I land a job in Chicago then I will be back but if I land a job in another city then I will only be back once in awhile. So, it's been good to spend a good amount of time with my good friends. Unfortunately, when you spend a lot of time with my friends that means you're going to be doing a lot of drinking which adds up to putting on some weight. I need to start working out asap and tone up again!

New Years Eve is Jamals 25th Birthday so a bunch of us got together to do one of his presents but the timing was weird. Jamal, me and his girlfriend went to the Steelers bar in Lakeview last Monday night and did a good deal of drinking. Jamal got called into work at 1am for an emergency but he didn't want to drive to work being drunk. His girlfriend took him and I took his car and went over to another one of our friends house because we are installing his subwoofers. Only one of us know how to do that and that's not me, there were 4 of us and one was a girl. We were all drinking and installed the system from 1am to 7am in the morning.

Speaking of NYE, we're going to the Hyatt in Rosemont. There's about 12 or so of us total. NYE is always fun and we've heard good things about this event from some people we know. School starts Jan 3rd and I was going to head back to Ohio Jan 2nd but I decided to skip my first week of school. It's just the first week and 2 of my 5 teachers I had this past quarter so I'm not concerned. The reason I'm staying a few days more in Chicago is because I'm getting tattooed. I haven't been tattooed in 8 months and it's been over a year since my main artist has done work on me. I'm getting the picture below of me crossdressed. The piece is going to fit perfectly with where I want it and it will be just below my ballgag tattoo. The piece in total will be about 4-5 inches wide and about 10 inches tall, so it will be a good size piece. It will sit on my lower left ribs, stomach and hip area and so it will be painful. But, as we all know I like a bit of pain.

Maybe it's a bit narcissistic of me to get a picture of myself tattooed but this is my thinking. I've been trying to think of a tattoo to get to symbolize my crossdressing side. I've been thinking for a few years and I finally thought, why not get a portrait style pinup of myself.

When I do get back to Ohio I will be hard at work. I've been filling out resumes and cover letters while here in Chicago and will continue to do so in Ohio. I also have a BIG 2nd interview in late Jan-early Feb so I have to prepare for that. This past quarter I earned a 3.0 while taking the max amount of classes possible, so hopefully I can repeat that this quarter. I also have 2 planned custom videos I'm going to be shooting. So, it's safe to say I will have a full plate when returning to Ohio in 2 weeks.

Until then I'm going to continue to enjoy the Holidays with friends and family. I have a few people I still have to see before I leave and bit more fun to have. Merry Christmas to everyone and happy kinking!

Piss Pudding Pie & Chastity

Wednesday night was a kink filled self play night full of cock torture and bizarre humiliation. Tuesday was my 25th Birthday but all I did was go to class all day on a little sleep and then I came home and took a long nap. However, I did have a little free time to make some P.P.P. (I bet you can't guess what that is) Piss Pudding Pie. I had a little inspiration from my good friend VonLivid because I know she has some bodily waste cooking recipes. So, I made one myself. After I cooked it on the stove I let it cool and settle in my fridge until Wednesday evening.

I didn't want to just grab a spoon and a knife to eat it. I was worried that if it tasted bad I wouldn't eat it and that just defeated the purpose of making it. I also tried making a piss frosting however that didn't turn out very good. None the less I held onto it and combined it into my play.

I put on my head harness. Then I put on my big (stained) pink dildo and wore it like a strap-on. I pulled my chastised cock back between my legs with a leash. Attached the hook of the leash to the chastity ring and connected it to a towel rack in my bathroom. Then I attached another leash to my head harness and tied it off to the other side of the room. That left me on my knees and 100% balancing ALL of my body weight on my head harness and my chastised cock. It wasn't easy at all. My legs were shaking before I really even got started.

I cut 1/4 of the pie and put it into one doggie dish. Then poured a good amount of the (not so good) piss frosting into another bowl. I then tied both of my hands behind my back. So I truly was only supported by my cock and head harness. I also tried to tape my nose shut so I wouldn't smell what I was eating however it began to fall off and the smell wasn't so bad.

I took a deep breath and then "forced" myself to eat the PPP out of the doggie dish. Every time I ate I was pulling more and more on my cock. It hurt but I continued to eat and eat. I was nervous that it would taste really bad but to be honest it wasn't that bad. It also had a graham cracker crust. I definitely smelled and tasted the urine however I was able to eat it. I ate a large portion of it and then thought lets taste the "frosting". I tried it and immediately started to gag. Not sure if my followers know this but I have a HORRIBLE and I mean HORRIBLE gag reflex. It just happens. I've thrown up on so many videos it's ridiculous. I mean just ask Lexi Sindel, Maya Sinstress, and so many others.
I didn't throw up but it took a lot for me to not throw up. I had to struggle out of the bondage to keep myself from puking every where. So the scene ended a bit abruptly but I still enjoyed it.

However, I accidently hurt my cock. I put way to much pressure on it and that night I woke up in the middle of the night with my cock throbbing where the piercing is. So I had to change the rings. I had a 4 gauge ring in and put in an 8. I didn't take off the device but did change the ring so the next day I told my top and of course that didn't make her happy. So I know there will be in some trouble for that. Today is Saturday morning and it's still hurting, there was a tad bit of blood as well.

Last night my top and I skyped for a long time and it was great. It was great just to see one another as it's been about a month now. We set up an online play date for Wednesday :). I go to D.C. next weekend so I have to take off the device to do kinky work. So Wednesday I get to cum and that will be 15 days of chastity for me. it will also give my cock a chance to heal a bit. After I'm done working in D.C. I am to put on the new small cage that I ordered. Same device, just a smaller cage that should keep me from getting any sort of an erection or at least a smaller one.

My top told me that I am to buy these items for our play date. A raw whole chicken. To make another P.P.P. and stuff the chicken with it. Then to also get a apple or cherry pie. I know she has many other things in mind as well. This is why our play styles line up so well though. We're both creative, filthy minded, and I'm excited to do anything that is needed on Wednesday in order to orgasm. :)

Enjoy the Pictures

10 Days Of Catching Up

Apologies for the delay in my posts. I'm finally back home in Athens, Ohio awaiting my senior year of college to begin on September 6 which is also my 25th birthday. The past 10 days have been hectic and exciting but due to everything going on I never had a chance to post.

About 2 weeks ago I finally convinced my best friend Jamal to get his cock pierced. He got a Prince Albert done in a 10 gage. We went to Insight Studios on Milwaukee and saw Bob Jones who is definitely one of  the more recognized piercers. He actually fixed my taint piecing that I used to have when it slipped inside me and that hurt like hell. I sat int he room with Jamal and watched that needed pierce him and I loved every bit of it - hahaha! He did take it well on the outside but he was sweating a lot and said he was a nervous wreck inside. I also finally got a ring opener from him. When you have a P.A. you actually need a medical tool to open up the ring to remove it. I took out my ring for the first time ever and I've had it for 4 years. Don't worry I put the ring back in.
Here is what the ring opener looks like.

I also worked a bit the last week that I was in town. I had a session with one of my regulars. We were in a hotel downtown and I used the window to my advantage. We were on the 5th floor and there were many buildings to the side and directly across from us. I told him to find someone looking through their window or on their porch while he was tied in front of the window looking like a slutty CD and getting beat. Later in the week I also had a double with Maya Sinstress.
Here is a picture of the slave in front of the window and another picture of my makeup right before session.

That last week I was saying my goodbyes to a bunch of people. I also helped out a friend who was teaching one of their friends some dominant techniques and skills. She asked me to demo bottom and give my input so I did. This was an old friend I was helping out and it was mostly the use of implements that we were teaching the girl. After that we were teaching her some light bondage and interrogating tactics. Although, the demo turned into a bit of a cuckold scene. The girl we were teaching went upstairs for some water and a little break. In the meantime for long time friend to advantage of the situation. I was was tied to the chair she turned the chair to face her on the couch. That's where she sucked off the guy she has been hanging out with. All the while she was sucking him off she kept teasing me and then she got on all 4's as I sat their and watched her get fucked from behind. She would glance at me and laugh in pleasure. I've known her for awhile and we used to be play partners when I was 18 for about 2 years. At the same time I've never seen her have sex with someone so it was definitely erotic and pleasing for everyone.

For the weekend I spent my last few days with my "vanilla" friends. Jamal had the entire weekend off and Friday night we went out to the bars around Rush and Division. What a crazy night! We didn't even get home until 7am after some early morning Mexican food. Jamal and I are very-very close and we always have fun. Here are some pictures of us drunk and dancing on each other at the club just because it's always funny.

Saturday I was with Jamal and a bunch of my other friends. Sunday I went out to my sisters in the suburbs and hung out with family all day. Early Monday morning I was off to my mothers house in Ohio  and Tuesday I arrived in Athens, Ohio. Yesterday I cleaned my entire apartment from head to toe. This is the cleanest it has looked ever! Last night I met up with Bobcat and his new roommates. One is from Germany and the other is from Kazakstan - that would be the country Borat is from - lol. We had a few drinks, nothing crazy. Then I came home as I was looking forward to sleeping in my own bed for the first time in 2 1/2 months. I also had some diaper fun. I wore a girls goodnights and then put on my last good diaper over it. That means I have to order more diapers soon.

I also finally ordered a new chastity device so that I can play with. Actually the reason I got the ring opening for my P.A. is so that I can switched that out and put on my new chastity device that is made for a P.A. ring. It's called the PA-5000. I bought it from LockedUpLove because they have free 2-3 business day shipping on orders over $50. I also got 10% off for using the coupon code - LOCKMEUP
which I heard is always an active coupon. I excited to play around with this device and it doesn't have a cock ring around the balls which makes me happy. It should be here in a few days and I will post pictures and my thoughts.

Think I've found a play partner

As I sit here in a park in Chicago I’m relaxing next to the person I’ve seen a lot of lately. A person I at first thought would just be another acquaintance I met in Chicago this summer. We’re definitely more than acquaintances and what a pleasant surprise it has been. As I sit here in the park it is just her and I that know my cock is locked up in chastity. By the time I finish writing this I will have spent the past 19 hours locked up. I also haven’t had an orgasm since Wednesday when I shot video with Maya Sinstress. I’m a young man who typically orgasms quite a bit and I wasn’t expecting to be put in chastity yesterday.

I don’t expect to be in chastity a long amount of time, at least not yet. Right now it’s more of a plaything but chastity is something both her and I do have an interest in. We’ve talked in depth a lot and it’s looking like I may have my first personal play partner that I’ve had in 2 years now. I’m excited about the possibilities and I’m excited to have met her. Sometimes you just stumble across good people and she is definitely – good people.

Last night after being placed in the chastity device I thought that was all that was going to happen but she had a few more evil things in mind. The device I’m in is not mine, it’s hers and it is a bit too large for me. Luckily, I have a Prince Albert piercing and she was able to lock my piercing to the cage and so I can’t escape even if I tried. Prior to going to sleep she took some thinner rope/string and ran it through the bottom end of the cage and then pulled it back behind the headboard. Attached it to something (I couldn’t really see from my angle) and then the remainder of the string around her hand. She teased and denied me for quite some time. The bondage restricted how I slept only allowing me to be on my back or on my right side. When I laid on my right side I had to curl up into a very small ball to keep the tension of the string from being too much. I slept well considering the circumstance but still tossed and turned for most of the night. Whenever she would slightly wake up she would give the string a little tug to make sure the tension was tight. In between my tossing and turning there were some quite moans and throbbing in my cock.

It was deliciously tormenting. I was on edge prior to going to sleep and throughout the night. The small evil grins I would catch her making when I glanced at her wanted to make me beg for release and yet it made me want to please her. I knew this predicament pleased her. My pain and humiliation gave her a form of ecstasy and that is what I thrive off of. That is what had my stomach in knots, my mind curiously fearing what was to come and my blood flow pumping through my cock. J

Prior to all of this on Wednesday I shot with Maya Sinstress. We shot 3 videos and all were very fun. I even did a few things I had never experienced before. The first video was of me as an adult baby boy and mommy Maya always wanted a girl not a boy and so I was treated like a girl.

The second video had me in an awkward bondage position and then having an anal hook shoved up my ass. This was the first time I ever used an anal hook and it was something I very much enjoyed. After being opened up I took a pretty large strap-on and rode it like I know how too!

The last video we did some figging. This was my first time doing this as well. If you don’t know what figging is it is having ginger root shoved down your piss hole. It definitely burns and yet I found it very eroticizing. I found it eroticizing enough to where when I was ordered to cum I shot a good load. I continued to feel the burning for about 24-36 hours afterwards whenever I would piss. It reminded me of when I got my cock pierced and it burnt when pissing for about a day afterwards. It’s not unbearable but trust me… you feel it.

Personal

My apologies for only have 1 posting last week. It was a hectic week for me and not having my own apartment to go home to every night makes things even more complicated.

I've been spending a lot of time with a new friend and haven't been at the place where I'm staying in Chicago much at all lately. It's just been fresh, different, fun, very unexpected and keeping me smiling. (Sorry for the general-ness but that's where that lays at the moment).
My friend Bobcat and his girlfriend came into town Thursday evening from Ohio. Friday I showed them around the city a bit and his girlfriend isn't 21 so I took her where I knew she could drink... China Town. Around 11 I headed back to Logan Square because I was selling my precious subwoofers and amplifier. I've had it since 2004 and let me just say these were my babies. But, I don't have a car and don't plan on having one for a few years so I sold them.

Bobcats girlfriend went to sleep and we went out. He also had a friend that just moved to Chicago from Hawaii with us. We went to some bars in Logan Square but a big storm was rolling in to. We bar hopped around a few places and then it started pouring. We jetted across the street for Mexican food hoping the rain would slow down and well that just didn't happen. Tons of people were standing under awnings waiting for the rain to stop but it didn't look like it would and it was only a 7-8 block walk. So I took off my shirt and we walked home in the rain. It was warm outside and it was fun. We looked like we jumped into a lake. The next day the weather said that was the most rain ever recorded in 24 hours in Chicago, nearly 9 inches with 7 of those inches coming between midnight and 7am - when we were out in it.

Saturday we went to the Wicker Park Festival. Tons of bands, food, & drink in the streets. We were there a few hours and then we met up with my good friend VonLivid and we went back to her place. Had some drinks, good convo and then some kink. Bobcat and his girlfriend had some hot kinky scenes and much later in the night VonLivid decided she was going to abuse me. She put me in some nylon stocking bondage and followed that up with rope bondage. The rope bondage was from head to toe including hair bondage, a rope gag and a rope blindfold. My hands were incased in the stockings and I couldn't do much of anything. Bobcat and his girlfriend couldn't resist and wanted to join in. It was the first time that either of them had seen me play in person and they wanted their shots I took all different kinds of s/m for a couple hours. Here are a few of those marks including a black & purple bruising on my cock & yes that hurt like hell!!!

Then VonLivid was going to let me try and cum with a hitachi as she made my bed on the hardwood floor aside her bed. It took a little while but once she gave me a countdown as a threat of not being allowed to orgasm I finally did. It was very erotic but the bondage I was in made in very difficult to orgasm. It was a lot of fun and then I slept in the same position in all the bondage.

Sunday I went out shopping with Bobcats girlfriend so that she could get some new shoes. Took her to a few places but Akira won out. I love Akira shoes too! I was exhausted from the night before though so it was the start of a long day. I went back to my place in Logan Square to get Bobcat and meet up with 2 of my friends from the suburbs. We then went back out to the Wicker Park Festival. Watched some bands and then made our way to Big Star Lounge for some amazing tacos and whiskey. Afterwards we met up with my X girlfriends cousin. I hadn't seen her in quite some time and we played some trivia at a bar with her. It was great to catch up. Then me and my suburbs friends went to Subterranean where every Sunday night is hip hop showcase night.

It's safe to say we were pretty drunk. I was heading home and I had given my keys to Bobcat cause he went back to my place first as he was tired. My suburb friends got in their car and headed home as I found out Bobcat fell to sleep and I was locked out of my place. It's about 2am and luckily my friends came back, picked me up and drove me further into the city where I could stay with one of my girlfriends. As I got out of the car I dropped my phone in their car and didn't realize until they drove away. Luckily, my friend still opened the door and I had a place to sleep. I've been without my phone since but it's supposed to be returned to me late tonight.

I was going to do Fetishcon this weekend but opted not to as I just have too much on my plate in the coming weeks. I think I'm shooting video with Maya Sinstress tomorrow and then it's Whiskey Wednesday at Twisted Spoke with some of my friends.

It's been a great week and it's crazy to think that next week is already August. i have about 4 weeks left in Chicago and then it's NYC for a concert and back to school in Ohio for my senior year. I do think I may have found a play partner for the future though. We'll see how the rest of the summer works out and I'll have more details to come.

Videos - Foot Party - Pride

What a week. I've constantly been on the go and this week I don't really have all that much scheduled.
Last Tuesday I shot with Xena, Maria the Purple Goddess, and Lady O. I shot 4 different scenes starting off with tickle torture and I am very ticklish! I definitely have to be restrained if your going to tickle me because I'll knock you and myself out on accident with all the squirming I do. Then Lady O and I worshipped and cleaned Maria's and Xena's feet as they both had very dirty feet from walking around barefoot. 3rd was a Single tail whipping and caning on me from Xena & Maria. I still have some lovely marks. The last one we did was a double strap-on anal and oral. I was pounded pretty hard and I even puked at the end from being gagged so much. Here are a few pictures from the shoot.

NEW NEWS:
I will be attending the Libertines Chicago Foot Party this Friday night. July 1st and will be appearing as a TG Domme - Miss Morgan Keni. It's your chance to serve Me and worship my beautiful, soon to be fresh pedicured size 10 feet! You must RSVP and here is party info.

Nuit Des Libertines presents, "SMOTHERED BY FEET"

Hosted by : Mistress Clawdia, Lady Maria and Mistress Xena.

Calling all foot sluts, foot stools, & toe suckers!!!!
You are welcome to attend Our party.
Worship Gorgeous Soles & Be Entranced & Intoxicated by Feet all night long!

The Studio
When: July 1st (Our parties are on the 1st Fridays, of every month).
Time: 10pm-3am
Cost: $20.00 per person. $30 per couple
Boys - If you'd like a private session with any Lady who is at the party, the session fee : $20 for 10 mins.
Attire: Fetish or Casual
BYOB
Bring your toys

RSVP: nuitdeslibertines@yahoo.com
Website: http://libertineschicago.com

ALSO

I am now OFFICIALLY featured on The Studio Chicago's dungeon website for the summer as a TG Domme. http://www.thestudiochicago.com/morgan.html

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Last Friday I also shot with Maya Sinstress, Miss Lydia, & Lakeview Entertainment. The shoot I was in was a longer video that featured me and another male tied across from one another with only a metal pole between us. It was a predictiment bondage scene that was a competition between us to see who could take more pain and move and moan as little as possible. I WON! Then the loser was punished, but you'll have to watch the video to see just what happens. I will say this, it is the first I'VE EVER done what took place after I won.
The video at some point will be on www.sinstress.net as well as MY SOON TO COME CLIPS4SALE STORE in which I will keep everyone updated on. I plan to release it in late August - September.

Saturday I did some shopping and got some new sandals.

Yesterday - Sunday I went to the Pride parade with my friend Haven who is now living in L.A. We started drinking early because the Parade itself starts at noon. We actually didn't catch much of the parade because we couldn't get close enough to really see too much. But, I bumped into a girl I went to high school with and we hung out for awhile. Then I bumped into Xena and an old fetish scene friend, Manny. An hour later I bumped into Maria the Purple Goddess and we hung out for most of the day together. Of course I was dressed but most of the pictures I'm in, I'm wasted. Although, mostly everyone is. It was a great Pride filled with great people and lots of fun! FYI - My makeup definitely started to get messed up in this pictures, lots of crazy drinking and people and that happens.