Coming & Going

I'll be leaving Ohio in 9 days, this time I hope it's forever. After I spent my senior year of high school in Ohio I moved out on my own at 18 and back to Chicago. I never thought I'd end up back in Ohio but obviously that didn't exactly go as planned. I've spent the past 2 1/2 years in Ohio and I have no plans on ever living here again. It feels great to have earned my Bachelors degree and now I'm ready to move on to the next phase of life.

Stop 1: Chicago. I would've liked to of been staying in Chicago this summer because it would make my life easier with an internship and truthfully most of my time spent will be in Chicago (Internship, kink, bars, friends etc). With that said, I'm staying at an apartment in Des Plaines because my best friend just got a new apartment and I'm staying with him. We are really tight and if I am going to be living in Arizona for the next few years I want us to have a good summer together before I go again. Everyone that knows me knows how close me and my friend Jamal are. I know it's important to him that I'm around and it's important to me that we can at worst have one last go at a fun summer.

I've been talking with a lot of models and dommes to shoot with this summer. It's looking like it will be a good summer for filming. I personally haven't filmed in about 3 months and have maybe only filmed 10 times over the past 9 months. Being that it was my senior year and I was taking more than a full load of credits, I had my hands full. I've got a lot of new women that I have plans with for filming purposes. I've also got some people that I've shot with in the past as well. I even got a sexy femme sissy that I have plans to shoot with.

I plan on shooting a lot of diverse material. Putting myself into a lot of crazy kinky, humiliating, degrading, mind blowing circumstances and best of all I'm looking forward to it. I'm always pushing/expanding my own limitations and finding new things that get me off. I'm also focusing on doing a lot of trade for content work meaning all of my shoots will become available at my video store for you to cum and enjoy - AEB Femdom

I'm also looking forward to just attending some kink events this summer. It's been awhile since I've done so. Last year I had a great time at the LRA 4th of July kink celebration so I hope to attend that again this year. I believe it's actually on the 3rd of July. The Chicago legend and my friend Mortis has been teaching kink classes in town again so I hope to catch one of his classes and hopefully I'll make it to Carnel for my first time among some other kinky ongoings.

I'm ready to kick off a hard-working and hard-playing extravagant kink filled summer in Chicago.

Additionally, I wanted to note that I've added a few features to my blog over the past few months. To the right you can see my Clips4sale store. Most recently added are the "Who do you think you are" videos. Which has some really hot strap-on/ass fucking scenes, forced orgasms, blackmail, and humiliation. To the right you can see my Amazon wish list for those that ask for it and wish to get me some gifts. Near the top and again to the right is a new "Share it" feature allowing you to easily share my blog with others on Facebook and Twitter. I've also added a feature that counts the hits this blog gets. It's up to almost 30,000 which is awesome!

Older than me or Younger than me?

When I got into the scene at 18 most of the Dommes I was getting to know were 23-26 or so and as I spent my first years in the scene all the people I associated with were a bit older than me. Which made sense being that I was so young. Still to this day 95% of my kinky friends no matter what gender they are, are at least a few years older than me.

From 20-23 I was in a personal relationship with a dominant woman and I'm single now and enjoying it very much. But, it's funny because most of my dominant women friends who are a bit older than me are all either in or getting more involved in personal relationships now where I kind of went the opposite direction. Being in one to being single. I have some very good kinky friends but the play aspect between us isn't there as much because of their personal relationships and it kind of sucks because I'm now more educated than ever in kink. I'm comfortable with who I am and where I want to go and I've grown into who I am. Now, most of these people I've built relationships with aren't there for fun kinky times. This is something that we talk about as well and we laugh about it.

So, theres a younger generation of dominant women my age and a few years younger than me. The problem I find is that I'm so much more experienced and educated than them that I don't want that. I like playing with someone who knows as much as me if not more. The women who are a bit older are the ones I feel can push me and that we can mutually have fantastic play together. Not, that I can't have this with younger ones but I find myself struggling to even give them a chance.

I guess I'll see what happens. I'm going to be spending a pretty good amount of this summer in Chicago and it will be my first time back in Chicago for this amount of time. It will give me enough time to go to events, parties and just have a fun kinky summer as a single person. I'm looking forward to it and all that comes. At the same time I'm keeping my eyes open to lots of things.

On another note, I'm heading to Columbus in the morning. Maya Sinstress is in town as well and it should be a fun fetish party.