KINK & Groupon vs. WOIP

The Anti porn group, War On Illegal Pornography (WOIP) recently targeted Groupon for presenting a coupon for the KINK.com Armory building tour. The Armory building in San Francisco has a lot of history to it. It has a castle-like appearance and was home to the United States National Guard. It also housed many sporting events during the 1920's. The building then sat empty for nearly 30 years starting in the 70's until it was taken over by KINK. For the most part KINK has left the building in its original state. San Francisco is the capitol for supporting GLBT rights and is a very friendly kinky community.

The coupon offereed by Groupon lets tourists view much of the building and get a history lesson. The tour also takes the tourists on some of KINK's sets and it may also allow them to catch a bit of a live filming. Below is the few minute article by the San Francisco Huffington Post. It also features a Youtube video following some people through the tour. Below that is a Youtube video by Dawn from "Porn Harms".

Groupon & Kink.com vs. WOIP

I am actually shocked that Groupon would offer this coupon in the first place. As someone with a media business background Groupon definitely took a risk by offering this coupon. Groupon probably does have more liberal customers as most of their business targets people in cities so I don't see their audience having a problem with this coupon. Where they could run into problems is on the Business end with advertisers. When Jersey Shore first aired on TV just a few years ago advertisers we're dropping their ad's immediately because of the use of language and aggressive sexual behavior.

WOIP wanted a statement from Groupon and they did get one, it just wasn't the statement they were hoping for. Groupon supported KINK 100% and even stated that exploring your sexuality is healthy.

Although I am surprised that Groupon (1) teamed up with KINK in the first place and (2) supported KINK after WOIP attacked Groupon and threatened a boycott I am also pleasantly surprised by Groupon.

I do agree with Dawn that KINK does have an agenda with doing the tour. KINK's goal is to drive in more revenue just like any other business that would team up with Groupon. KINK is hoping that by providing tours of the Armory they will reach a new audience of clients and get an increase in site memberships. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that and it's actually a slick idea by KINK to offer the tours.

Even though I am involved in the adult industry I will say that advertising with a non adult site like Groupon is walking the line of ethical decisions. Yes, their are adult magazines at 711 and escorts advertising on Craigslist. With that said, I do feel that KINK advertising with Groupon is a tight rope act. I am curious to see what the future holds with similar situations moving forward and if Groupon will regret their decision with WOIP breathing down their neck.

Raped & Abandoned

I definitely know how to keep myself busy. Before getting into the kinky goodness here's an update on me in general. I have sub-leased my apartment here in Athens and have to be out of my apartment by May 15th. I'm going to be staying with a friend in town for about three weeks up until graduation. Then, I'll be on my way to Chicago. I'm still peaking around looking for a place to stay over the summer, June 10th through August. I'll most likely end up renting a room in Chicago for a few months.

On to kink.

I am updating my clips4sale. Changing the name from AEB Kink to AEB Femdom.
Reason being because the site is focused around Female Domination. Of course many of the videos are largely in part with me however I am always taking the submissive role as that fits me. Here is a peak of 2 of the most recent uploaded clips.

AEB Femdom

There are going to be a few other small additional changes as well.

The most updated clips feature a 3 part series called, "Forced in the Trunk". It features Jessica Temptress kidnaping a misbehaving male (me) who has been disrespecting his girlfriend. He wakes up feminized with his hands bound behind him and a large ball gag stuffed in his mouth. Helplessly bound in the trunk he realizes theres make-up on his face, a wig on his head, a slutty women's outfit on his body and very high heels on his feet.

The Mistress pulls up to a stand alone house way out in the woods in the middle of the night, pops the trunk and the feminized male tries to make a break for it. Only to be tackled from behind, down a small hill in the woods. He learns why he is in this situation and is soon tied to a tree taking the single tail whip and hard, cold bare hand spankings. His begging for mercy doesn't get him very far as he's then trampled on by Her high heels.

Strung up to another tree with its ass high and wide in the air the Mistress puts on rubber gloves and shoves Her fingers up his ass. He screams and moans and then comes out the strap-on. Slowly, he starts to realize that his girlfriend he has mis-treated and the Mistress were damn serious about his new position as a sissy slave. Ass fucking in cold and wet woods then proceeds to the slave being on its back on the hood of the car. But there is no stopping this Mistress as She inserts her big cock into his ass again. His high heels were up in the air and his moans of anguish were loud but couldn't be heard by anyone.

Pushed off the hood of the car and onto the cold cement ground the Mistress demands that he now give head to the very cock that was just up his ass. Sad-faced and distraught but left with no choice his lipsticked lips suck every last inch of Her cock. She forces him to deep throat it and gag as he drools and looks like a real slut. Still panty-less She orders him to masturbate. Not to mention he is also told to lick the mud off of Her boots from the woods. Worshipping Her boots and stroking his cock he cums onto the pavement. 

Just as that happens She hops into the car and drives off in a hurry. The slave is left running after the car dressed like a slut with no panties and cum all over, only to be abandoned in the woods.

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Below is a short homemade video of myself doing a solo 3some. With some creativity I flipped over my desk chair and rigged a dildo to it. Then I rigged another dildo about 3 feet directly across to it that would be face height when I'm on all fours. I maneuvered my self in between the chair legs and that created a bit of bondage on me. I put a condom on the dildo, lubbed it up and then sat my juicy ass on the dildo. I was just far enough away that in order for me to give oral to the other dildo I had to lead forward, thus lifting my ass off the dildo. This way, I put myself in a rocking motion where when I deep throated the oral dildo my ass came to the tip on the ass dildo. As I slid my ass onto the dildo my mouth would come to the tip of the oral dildo. It was fun!

Here is a few minute FREE clip of my webcam placed where the anal dildo was fucking me.

I've created a Google Plus account with my Morgankeni4@gmail account. I'm going to try and start using that a bit so feel free to add me if you also use Google Plus.

I also just created a AEB Femdom Twitter account. I updated my info but haven't added a picture yet because Twitter was acting funny earlier. As soon as I have a direct link to it I'll make sure to update that. With that said, you can go add that account to yours to follow.

As for this very blog. I altered just a few tiny things. Added a new "Google Plus" Plus 1 on the right side panel. Now you can also enter your email at the top where it says"Email Address" and easily follow the blog this way.


My newest feature added says how many hits my blog has gotten. 

With this post, the blog is approaching 28,000 hits!!!!!

It's been active 18 months at the end of April 2012 and so I must say thank you in all seriousness for the involvement from fellow kinksters and the kink community as a whole.

Here is a picture of me that I took during a webcam session I had the other day with a submissive in Affhanistan serving our Military.

Accomplished

I've been waiting to blog as I've been waiting on hearing back from a company I was trying to get an internship with. I finally heard back last night and got the position! That means I'm going to be in Chicago all summer. 2 weeks ago I was offered a job in Phoenix, Arizona which I will most likely accept and end up there for a few years. If I accept I'll be moving in late August/early September. With that said I'm still applying to some other jobs so we'll see what happens.

This means I'm definitely leaving Ohio either way. I've still got lots of moving parts to the puzzle but things are starting to come together more and more.

June 9th - I walk in graduation (Although I don't get my degree till August).
June 12th - I start my internship at my #1 choice in Chicago
August - Officially will have graduated.
September - I will be starting a job.

That means I have to find a place to live in Chicago for at least the summer. I'm going to try and get an apartment with my best friend. So we have to get a move on that. I'm visiting my mother for Easter on Sunday and then I'm going to start packing all my things up. I'm trying to sublet my lease here in Athens Ohio for either June-August or July and August. At worst I'll buy out of my lease paying 75% of what I still owe upfront so that I can move out.

Here in the town of Athens, Ohio - the Film Festival is coming up quick, April 13-19.
The short documentary on me called, "Male Femdom" will be shown April 19th at 4:45pm, you can check them out online here - Athens Film Festival

Recently updated my clips4sale - AEB KINK with "Punished Slave" Part 1, 2, & 3 featuring Maya Sinstress. Involves OTK, humiliation, rope bondage, a steel anal hook, spanking, 2 big dildos and HEAVY strap-on fucking, ginger figging, cuming and forced cum consumption.

AEB KINK

AEB KINK

SB Kink & Relocation

Spring Break is almost over and it's back to school for Spring Quarter on Monday, March 26th. I've received lots of news over the past few weeks some great and some not so good. As for school, last quarter I earned over a 3.0 GPA again. I'm much better at college than I was at high school that's for sure. I've had the past week off for break and then it's back to school Monday for my final full quarter here at Ohio University. I have to take 12 credits over the summer for a few weeks but that's nothing.
I've been working out a lot over break and while working out I started talking with this guy. I've never met him and he mentioned someone being kinky. Before you knew it we were talking about kink, Fetlife, me and more.... what a strange conversation it was and what a small world it is.

The other night I was being true to my name - Autoeroticboy. I came up with a solo 3-some rigging to fuck myself and suck off another dildo at the same time to eventually masturbate as well. It was hot and worked out really well. Here are a few pictures of the rigging that involved flipping over my chair.

A few nights before that I decided to wear some diapers and be a feminine youngster as I went to bed. So here are a few pictures of that along with my new Ohio University PJ shorts. Thought I'd show some school spirit.

On to some of the news:

Monday I had to go back to the doctor to get my test results in regards to some things that I can be at a higher risk of having Klinefelter's. I came back 100% healthy in general and for my test results on Anemia and Thyroid disorder.
I also had my sperm tested or should I say my lack of sperm tested.... They didn't find any sperm At All! So that means I can't have kids or there is a 0.000001% chance that I could have a kid. I'm not shocked by that, it's actually what I expected. With that said, it's strange having that privilege taken away from you. I've come to terms with it and to be honest I've always said I don't want kids. If I ever change my mind I've always been supportive of adopting children. But, it's official that I can't produce my own.

On some really good news........ I got a job offer!
Not only did I get a job offer, I got a job offer 6 months before I graduate. That's a fucking accomplishment. I've been interviewing with the company since October. I've thought things over and I'm going to accept the position as it's a great opportunity for me. I'll be starting the position in September and relocating...... to where you ask?

- ARIZONA!
I'll be living and working in the Phoenix area. I've never been to Arizona, I don't know much about Phoenix other than some of the research I've done. I know 1 person there from childhood but haven't seen him since 5th grade, although we've spoken a bit lately. I'm not sure how the kink community is there, I don't know the neighborhoods.... nothing!
But I've got some time to learn. I don't have plans to live in Phoenix my whole life but I do expect to be there 2-3 years.

If anyone reads this blog and lives in Arizona and or knows Arizona, the Phoenix area at all, all help/assistance is appreciated. Over the next several months as I learn more and figure out when I'll be moving there etc. I will update it here.

XXY Klinefelters & Kink

It was February 7, 2012 - 3 weeks ago from today that I got a blood test to see if I was born with Klinefelter's Syndrom, XXY.

My entire life I've felt that my body was a bit different than most boys. I remember a specific instance playing basketball and a teammate ran by me on the court after I made a shot and he slapped my ass. Then he said, damn dude! You got a chick's ass. At that very moment it was kind of funny yet embarrassing because I knew that I did have a feminine butt. Then when I started getting more involved with kink at 18 and 19 and playing with different women they would always comment on how feminine my body was. Lots of people are in shock at how non-masculine my butt is. I've come to love my body, my butt etc. I've always liked my body but knew it was different. Last Thursday I shot with Jessica Temptress for the first time. As I was walking off the set in high heeled boots and a mini skirt showing off my ass she shouts, "You have the best ass I've ever seen on a guy!". My ass and body definitely comes in handy when I'm in woman mode, that's for sure!

So, I got tested on the 7th and they took 2 valves of blood. Although, the lady mentioned they only need 1. About a week later the doctor calls me and says, I got one of your blood valves back but there is no paperwork with it which is odd. He's like I'm not sure what this means except that you might not be XXY. He says, he'll get back to me. About 5 days later the doctor calls me again and says, never mind what I told you before, they didn't run that valve of blood. He then tells me he got the tested valve back with paperwork and that I WAS born with Klinefelter's - XXY.

So what does that all mean?

Some doctors argue if that technically means you were born intersexed but more doctors say it does mean that. I feel as if I am intersexed because I have more female physical traits than I do masculine. I am at risk for some female health risks that men aren't like osteoporosis and breast cancer and yet I have some male traits like a deeper voice, cock and balls, and I've lived my life as a male for 25 years now.

I actually responded differently that I thought I would when I got the results. I've thought I've been born XXY for about 4 years now but I wasn't 100% sure. Now that I know I am it's a bit strange to know that you weren't born 100% male or 100% female. The question that comes to mind at first is, what am I?
After coming back down to earth, and asking myself that question the answer is, I am me. I am happy with myself, always have been. I'm able to transcend gender boundaries when ever I want to. I'm able to fit into both gender roles when ever I want to. In a strange way I'm more well rounded. I tend to see things differently than many people and if I must say so myself, I'm one pretty good looking man and one fucking sexy girl! The best of both worlds as it stands.

I meet with some doctors March 7th to talk more about Klinefelter's and what I want to do from here. Some people choose to take testosterone to boost their energy, muscle growth, body hair, facial hair, and for some orgasmic purposes. Some, although many fewer choose to live as a woman and take estrogen, and get a sex change. Some choose neither option and don't take any medication and live the way they are. Right now, I'm the 3rd option. I know that I don't want to take testosterone but I've considered estrogen and a sex change. Right now, it's just remaining with who I am.
I'm not 100% about this but I've read a bit that there is a public fund for those born intersexed and wanting to get a sex change. I have to do more research....

I've gone to a group setting gender identity (Trans Group) here at Ohio University the past 2 weeks. It's been good. The first week I just listened to everyone else talk and here their stories. Last week I shared my new XXY news and we all discussed it. It is nice to just talk with others of all ages and backgrounds who can relate in some manner. I am the only one in the group who is XXY but there are MtF, FtM, Gender Queers and more in the group so it's been good to meet some others in the Athens, area.

I'll keep everyone updated on the XXY thing, especially after meeting with doctors March 7th. 1 out of every 500 males (approximate) are born with Klinefelter's. It's common yet still very un-common and unknown to most the public. This is what it has done to me physically:

1. Long arms and legs
2. Little to no body hair
3. Little to no facial hair
4. Soft (feminine) skin
5. No frontal balding
6. Small hands for height
7. Small feet for heights (For me I'm 6'3 tall & wear a size 9-10 in mens & 10-11 in women's)
8. Weight distribution of a woman (Hips, butt, thighs, stomach)
9. Wider hips
10. Small testicles
11. Low testosterone (I had it tested)

Other Things: (This is personal to me)
1. I took speech classes as a kid for about 5 years in pre-school through early Elementary. (This is a sign)
2. When I began to masturbate (age 7-ish) I began like a woman. Not using my cock but rubbing of pelvic bone area. I can still do this today.
3. At puberty testosterone kicked in a bit but I plateaued at about 15,16 and never matured into what a boy would be.

Health:
1. Very low chance I am fertile. (Probably can't have kids) I'm talking to doctors on this more
2. Higher chance for Osteoporosis (Like a woman)
3. Higher chance of Breast Cancer (Like a woman)
4. Earlier tooth decay

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In some other news:

The first 2 are custom videos I made for a client.
I shot with Jessica Temptress as I mentioned above. She's out of Columbus and was fun to work with. She brought a good array of things to the shoot and we got some great stuff. We shot a kidnapping scene starting with me in the trunk of a car. Then into the woods for some beating, trampling, and strap-on. Eventually I was fucked on the car as well and then left half naked and feminized in the woods.

Then in our next shoot I was a high paid, big-headed actor who was playing a female role in a movie. The director and I got into an argument over nudity and she takes advantage of me. Strap-on in several positions, barehand spankings, slapping and more. Plus, upside down cuming due to all the humiliation.

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I was in Chicago for an interview and then shot with a long time friend that goes all the way back to my early Miss Jaded days. So it was fun to shoot with her - Alexandra Sadista as well as Natalya Sadici It was actually my first time meeting Natalya even though we've known of each other for awhile. Unfortunately, we didn't shoot quite as much as we wanted due to time restraints however, we were productive and it was fun.

I was feminized in lingerie and then forcefully had red lipstick applied to my lips. I was put into bondage and orally trained by a 9 inch - thick dildo. I was made to kiss it, lick it, and suck it. Then I was forced to deep throat it ALL THE WAY DOWN - Upside down. It was difficult but as we all know, I enjoy being a good slut!

All these videos will be on AEB KINK - My Clips4sale Store soon.

Then on Monday I drove back home to Athens, Ohio. But, to make things more fun and of course to save time :) when I first stopped for gas in northern Indiana I took one of my thick & crinkly ABUniverse diapers into the bathroom stall with me. I put it on nice and tight and wet it as I ordered Arby's. I had another 6 hours of driving to do and wet it 2 more times by the time I arrived home. It was nice - "warm" trip.

Dressed: Group & Video

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Transition?

FYI.... This is a very candid post


I've noted a few times through this blog that I considered transitioning, M2F in the past. I considered it so much that I saw a doctor, a counselor and took hormones for 6 or 8 weeks. I don't specifically recall the exact amount of weeks. I started hormones in mid December 2009 and then stopped after a few injections. So its been a little over 2 years since I had stopped taking injections.

A Little History:


Like many I've been cross-dressing since I was a child. At the same time I've been kinky since I was a child. All I knew was that both were not accepted by society. I have specific memories wanting to wear my sisters pink onesie instead of my blue one when I was about 5 and my sister was 12. When I could I would wear hers, even though it was big on me. At the same time when my grandfather was dieing I used to use some of his diapers, I was about 7. Then there was bondage and everything else that came with it.

As a child and as a teenager I always associated cross-dressing with kink/bdsm. Now these two things can be associated together but they can also be two completely different things. I learned how to masturbate "like a girl" by myself around the age or 7 or 8. I even tried to show one of my friends at the time and now look back embarrassed and always wondered if he recalled that night. As a teenager I always wore my sisters clothes. I would wear my girlfriends clothes, other girls clothes and when I got a job at 15 I began to buy my own girl clothes. At times it was sexual but many other times it wasn't. The older I've gotten the less sexual it has become.

More Recent:


I'm extremely kinky. There is no changing that, in fact I love that. With that said so many of my personal fantasies first involve me being in a "girl form" first and then the kink fantasy on top of that. I believe it was my sophomore year of college when I was at Columbia College Chicago and a teacher was talking about Klinefelter's Syndrome. I had no idea what it was, except that everything the teacher mentioned about it sounded just like my body. So I did some additional research and well I immediately thought that I could very well have it. Let me name some of the symptoms of being born XXY.

- Little to no body hair
- Little to no facial hair
- Small feet for your height
- Small hands for your height
- Often can be tall
- Can put on weight like a woman (Hips, thighs, butt)
- Small testicles (But has little effect on sex life)

- Also may have learning problems as a child
- Only 10% of guys have small natural breast growth.

Well, how do I fit in to all of this.
I am 6'2, 6'3 tall and wear a size 9 or 10 in mens shoes. I have rather small hands, I have little body hair, I have no facial hair, I put on weight like a woman and I have VERY small testicles. I also had learning problems as a child & took extra speech classes for about 5 years as a young kid. (I'm fine now).

When I went to a doctor to start hormones I had my testosterone tested. It came back low, at 192. Guys testosterone should range from a little over 200 up to I believe 900. I didn't get tested for Klinefelter's because I didn't have insurance and it's a 800 dollar test.

Now:


Two days ago, Tuesday I went to the school health center & I have insurance through the school. I found out that the Klinefelter's test is covered by my insurance after the health center did some research for 2 hours as it's a rare thing to be tested, at least at this place. I had my blood drawn and I'll find out the results in about 10 days. Whether I actually have it or not won't really have an affect on me, I just wanted to know.

Last week this guy was presenting in my class on about joining the multicultural program. I had heard this speech twice last quarter in other classes so I wasn't really paying much attention. Then suddenly he says that he is a F2M Transgender man. The whole class was surprised that's for sure. For that same class everyone has to write a 8-10 page paper for our final on a issue that is present in today's society.
I chose to title my paper, "Transgender Transitions In The Modern Day". I contacted this guy who had presented, his name is Corey and the other day I interviewed him as a source for my paper.

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Lately, I've really been considering transitioning again. I'm meeting with a counselor here on campus who works with the GLBT community tomorrow (Friday). At worst, just to talk, just to talk through things. I've learned that this is a thought that won't every really leave me. I'm extremely happy with who I am. With being a boy. Anyone that knows me knows that I'm outgoing, fun, light hearted, easy to get along with and good with the women - :)
I'm not someone who gets depressed or has anxiety, in fact I'm just the opposite. But, because of this I feel that my decision to transition or not is more difficult. Would transitioning really be worth it? I'm happy, I just happen to actually feel that maybe I should transition. I'm actually confused and nervous just thinking about it.


My Fears:


1. Work - My profession. I've gone to college for 5 years now and I'm ready to begin my career, asap! If I transition I'm throwing a bit of a road block in my own path.
I think if I were to transition you would see me doing things for the GLBT community and be more involved in TG porn, kink etc.

2. A relationship. I've heard about the difficulties for TG's dating. With that said I would also have to adjust to being a "lesbian" because I'm attracted to women.

3. My height. Even though I know I pass pretty damn good already as a boy it's still an added fear.

4. My tattoos. I'm heavily tattooed and tattoos can limit women more than men.

5. Family and Friends. All my good friends know that I was on hormones previously. They all stood behind me. I told my grandma I was considering transitioning back then and she was ok with it. I didn't tell my mom but I did tell her I cross-dress and she said I don't want to think about my son doing that, but one I already knew and two I love you. My sister, doesn't know and I know she would not respond well at all! Plus she has 3 kids and I want to be a part of their lives.
All my family and friends know that I've been doing kinky porn and bdsm modeling and they are cool with it. In fact my mom gets a kick out of it. None the less it's still a natural concern.

6. Cost. To be honest I would want surgery rather soon in the process. Facial work and breasts within 1 year of transitioning and if possible be post-op within 2, 21/2 years. That's not cheap.

7. Voice. I know you can do voice training but it just seems like another hurdle to deal with.

Worth Noting:


If I were to transition I would want to fully transition. I would want to be a post-op and have a vagina. There is absolutely no question about that. In fact it's something I think about a lot more than any boy should.

Also, if I had more knowledge on transitioning as a teenager I know for a fact I would have began transitioning by the age of 18. I always associated cross-dressing and kink together and when I started to hear that people could change genders and about hormones I went to Walgreens to find these hormones. Only to learn that the herbal hormones don't do much. So I did want to transition even as a teenager but obviously I didn't because of lack of knowledge.

We'll see what happens. I don't want to be 30 and start transitioning. In fact, I won't be doing that. If I decide to transition it will be sooner than later. But, it's a big, big decision. I just want to be fair to myself and think it through thoroughly. Thinking about this does make me nervous, anxious and concerned. At the same time I'm excited and very unsure. So, hopefully I can talk with someone here at school and just work through my thoughts. See what the blood results come back as and figure out what's best for me.

Here's a new picture of me in natural make-up & my hair down.