Saturday, March 23, 2013

Domcon LA 2013: All Set

I'm all set up for Domcon LA 2013.
I'm really excited for this event for numerous reasons. It's the first large fetish event I've attended in some years now. My kinky college friend "Bobcat" whom I've spoken of many times throughout my blog graduates a few days prior and is attending the event with me. I'm also excited because this will be my first time in L.A. not to mention my first time in California.
To top things off I'll be able to see some kinky friends I haven't seen in awhile from around the country.

I've been in Scottsdale Arizona for 7 months now and I only left the state once when I went to Vegas with my team from work. We did party but we literally drove to Vegas early in the morning, partied and then drove home early the next morning. It was more exhausting than anything plus I got motion sickness on the way home after all that drinking and we had to pull over into some way off the strip casino so I could puke.... ha!

So Domcon L.A.

I'm driving in from Arizona and will be arriving Wednesday, May 8th.
I'm sure I'll be doing some modeling here and there but I'm also just looking forward to having fun. I bought a dress from Westward Bound and it should be arriving at my house by the end of this month (March). Take a look...

The only thing I changed is that instead of transparent latex I did white latex on top and in the trim and kept the mint green. Unfortunately, I don't have large breasts and so this dress wouldn't look right on me with transparent latex. Hopefully, all fits well and I'll be able to wear this at the event.

I want to buy some more latex before Domcon but I have to wait on this dress to arrive first to make sure that all fits right. I plan to be all "femmed up" for a lot of the event but I'm also looking forward to doing some really kinky things with some of the best Dommes and kinky people around.

Just a few minutes ago I bought Hair Extensions from Luxy. Here is the link to what I bought. These showcase 160grams but I got the 120grams as it's better for thin/fine hair.
http://www.luxyhair.com/collections/luxurious-120g/products/chocolate-brown-4-120g

This is the first time I've ever bought or will be wearing hair extensions. They are clip-ins but Luxy is known for their great products. My current hair is shoulder length and a medium brown tone so this set should be perfect.

I'll make sure to take lots of pictures and share with everyone. May is going to be a busy month for me in general as the weekend after Domcon I'm driving to Vegas to meet some of my Chicago friends and party.

I'm going to wrap things up as my Macbook battery is really low, but I got these 5 inch slutty pumps from Iron Fist that I wanted to show. They will actually go well with the dress but they are more for modeling purposes and or short periods of wear. None-the-less I had to have them.

If you see me at Domcon say hello.

Friday, January 11, 2013

I'm Seeking a D/s Relationship

I want/need to be in a D/s relationship.... I'm seeking to serve a Dominant Woman.

I turned 26 in September and many who read my blog would say to me that I live the dream life of a male submissive. I'm sure that is true on some levels. By the age of 26 I've accomplished quite a lot in the world of BDSM both lifestyle and professional. Ironically, on the professional side it's never been my full time job. I've been a fetish model since I was 20 but I was also in college. When I was in Chicago I was running a dungeon with my girlfriend at the time, traveling for fetish events and again all while in college. Now that my life is a bit more simple and I have a full time "career" job (I am still doing some fetish modeling) but I really want to be in a D/s relationship.

I've been in 2 serious D/s relationships in my time.

1st.) I was almost 19 and began serving a Pro Domme in Chicago by cleaning her dungeon twice a week. That progressed into many more duties and dynamics over time as I served her for a little over 1 1/2 years. (We are friends to this day).

2nd.) I began serving another Pro Domme in Chicago who was also very active in the lifestyle community in Chicago. Many months later we entered into a personal relationship where we were dating for 2 1/2 plus years.

Since then, I've been single. I really focused on school, transferred colleges to a different state. Graduated in 2 years when I was told it would take me 3 years. In September I moved to Arizona where I'll probably be here 1 1/2 - 3 years. Now that everything is lining up in my life it's time that I find someone that I can serve.

Yes, over the course of this blog and most of you who read it know me from my fetish videos and pictures etc. I'm as kinky as they come and with that I need D/s on a more personal level as well. I don't have strict guidelines of what I'm seeking but I do have an outline.

1. Compatibility
2. An attractiveness to one another
3. Be a well rounded Dominant (I'm extremely kinky, open minded & I'm looking to push my limits for a Dominant.)
4. Creativity

I've done a lot in kink. With that said there is so much I want to do. I feel like I've barely tapped into my life in kink. Kink to me is a lot more than play I really enjoy the psychological aspects of kink. Like a woman most things are mental for me.

The more your involved in the lifestyle the more your interests evolve. This is not a list of demands just a list of types of BDSM interests that play a role in my life now and interests that have evolved over time to where I have a large interest to explore now.

(Humiliation, total degradation, feminization, sissy, cuckold, chastity, orgasm control, anal stretching, strict slave protocols, 2 legged pony, toilet training, domestic slave, slave branding/tattoo, castration, bukkake, extreme rubber, trained to take a brutal caning, sensory deprivation, gimp, public humiliation, diaper humiliation, sleep restrictions, confinement, bondage and lots more). I can take pain and understand pain as part of BDSM but the aspects of BDSM that I truly love are mental control, slave protocols, complete and total humiliation and degradation as well as feminization.

If someone is interested in talking with me about possible servitude you can email me on Fetlife - Autoeroticboy or at my email Morgankeni4@gmail.com


Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Holiday Kink & 2013


Merry Christmas!
At 26 years old this is the first year I've spent the Holidays alone. Being that I just moved to Arizona in early September I didn't want to fly home for the Holidays. I cooked some pork chops for myself on Thanksgiving and I'm still here for Christmas and New Years. There are about 5-6 others that moved to Arizona for the job offer and didn't go home for the Holidays so we all hung out yesterday and tonight are having Christmas dinner together. Should be fun tonight.

I have filmed a few times recently. I shot my first real trample shoot in November in Northern Arizona with Mistress Octavia aka Tangent. Personally, trampling isn't my thing but I thought I would try it out and I will admit that it's a lot tougher than it looks. I was feminized with my hair done (which is the longest it's ever been), make up, and then lingerie. Another woman joined Miss Octavia and I felt like my head was going to pop off my shoulders. It was pretty intense.

I then filmed again with Miss Octavia but this was for her clips4sale store. Did some foot fetish scenarios and then some feminization and bondage. About 2 weeks ago Miss Octavia and I also did a personal webcam scene for a lucky slave boy. I hadn't done anal in many months and I still managed to take my big pink dildo. "I'm an anal professional". The scene was pretty hot with some really hard pounding. When we began we did some strap-on deep throat as well and somehow I cut something in the back of my throat and all this blood just kept coming out of my throat. It was a bit nerve racking but it didn't hurt. It was strange.
If you can't tell, I've been working with Miss Octavia a lot lately. It's nice to have met another really kinky - kinkster in the area that also has experience in front of the camera and is intelligent. Believe it or not, that can be hard to come by.

My new "career" job is going well. Looking forward to 2013 where I plan to do some traveling. LA, Vegas, and some others. I don't like to stay anywhere too long without traveling. I've been in Arizona 4 months now and on top of that I'm not the biggest fan of Phoenix. I do have some friends visiting in the Spring though so that will be nice.

I need to upload videos to my Clips4sale as I'm sitting on some videos right now. The past 2 weeks I haven't been online much because my new cat - Nibbles ate my Macbook charger and I haven't bought a new charger yet. I've been putting my new place together. New couch, artwork, TV, bedroom etc. It's taken longer than I expected to just get everything together and for home to start feeling like home. Because of all this my Clips4sale and kink on some level has taken a bit of a backseat.
2013 will have things coming together for me.

I did get some new lingerie and hot little black dress though. Here's a pictures of the black dress and my new cat who now is about 8 1/2 months old.




Friday, August 10, 2012

Arizona: Here I come

I’ve been gone from here for a little while now but for good reason. I’ve graduated from Ohio University and I’ve been in Chicago for 2 months now. I’ve been working 40 plus hours for free as I’ve been doing an internship downtown. It’s been one of the best experiences of my life. I’ve got 2 more weeks with the internship and one more week after that in Chicago. Then I’m officially on my way to Arizona near the end of August.
I’ve got an apartment in Scottsdale, Arizona and I’m more excited now than I’ve ever been for the move. It’s a fresh slate, something different, something new. I’ve never been to Arizona, let alone out west. I’m excited to take my skills and knowledge and put it forth into my first career position. I love Chicago and with it being my home town I’ll always be in the city at least on some level. Whether it be visiting family and friends or occasionally in town for certain holidays or with me relocating back to the area in the future… who knows. With all that said, I’m ready to leave Chicago on my own terms.
My move to Ohio was never really on my own terms. I was there my senior year of high school and I didn’t want to be there. I went back for 2 ½ years of college but that was more or less because I was backed into a corner and it was the smartest choice at the time. This is the first time I’m making a big move because I want to. Of course there are a few nerves with such a large move but for the most part its excitement.
I’m ready to let my career take off. I’m excited for a drastically different environment than I’ve ever been exposed to (the desert). There seems to be lots of opportunities for being outdoors which I love. I’ll be driving distances from other cities on the west coast; Vegas, L.A., San Diego, San Francisco, Dallas, Houston and more. I’ll also be close to Mexico and I look forward to visiting some northern Mexican cities. Plus I’ll be exposed to a new kink scene in Arizona and the west coast as a whole. I look forward to attending DomCon L.A. for the first time come 2013.
It’s simply refreshing to be taking that next step in my life. I’m looking forward to all the new people and experiences to be had as well as catching up with some old acquaintances out west. I’ve learned that I can’t be in one place for that long of a time (a couple months). I just need to get out and travel every once in a while and this move allows me to explore a part of the country & continent I haven’t seen yet.
Once I’m settled in Arizona I will be blogging more. More about me in the world of kink to come.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

I'm Done & Ready For Summer Kink

For some kink news:
I heard on the news the other day that the book, "50 Shades of Grey" is being banned in hundreds if not thousands of public libraries across the U.S. I found this to be rather funny as they only did it to hopefully silence the critics, i.e. the feminists. The book has received great reviews and has sold quite a lot of copies. If you're not sure what the book about here is a short bio.
     - A business woman falls for a wealthy, respectable business man. After awhile they begin to address their feelings toward one another but the man - Mr. Grey says that he will only begin the relationship on his conditions. His conditions are that of kink and D/s. He is a controlling man who trains her to be his submissive and she starts to explore her own dark desires as well.
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I have my last Final of my Bachelors degree in 1 1/2 hours. I could get a 0 on the exam and still pass the class with a 70% so I feel good. But if I can get a "B" in the class that would be awesome meaning that my last quarter grades of by Bachelors degree would be (A, A, B, B, B)

Tomorrow some of my family will be in town. We're going out for dinner to celebrate. Saturday I walk in graduation and Sunday I'll be in Chicago.
Graduation for me is a great accomplishment. I took a year off of school out of college and then did 3 years a Columbia College Chicago. I loved the school but I lost my co-signer and could no longer afford the college. I almost didn't even get into college to start with because I couldn't find a co-signer. After taking the year off, working 2 full time jobs and doing fetish modeling I transferred to Ohio University. Putting in 15-21 credit hours per quarter regularly for 2 years while also traveling and doing fetish modeling for work I've finally reached the end of this chapter of my life.
I'm soon to be a graduate and starting my career.
But don't worry, I'll still be plenty involved in kink and sharing it all with you.

More and more it's looking like I'll have a great kink filled summer. A good friend of mine referenced me to play with someone. We've been talking and hopefully we can share a good kink filled summer. She has expressed an interest in trying out taking the mother role in an ABDL relationship. I guess I'm a have to buy some more diapers real soon then. I've always been a "DL" but the "AB" side of things is a learning curve so to do that with someone else who has an interest in it could be a lot of fun.
We've also briefly discussed some other kink dynamics. As we talk more and get things rolling I'll be sure to share.

Chicago! Here I come!

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Coming & Going

I'll be leaving Ohio in 9 days, this time I hope it's forever. After I spent my senior year of high school in Ohio I moved out on my own at 18 and back to Chicago. I never thought I'd end up back in Ohio but obviously that didn't exactly go as planned. I've spent the past 2 1/2 years in Ohio and I have no plans on ever living here again. It feels great to have earned my Bachelors degree and now I'm ready to move on to the next phase of life.

Stop 1: Chicago. I would've liked to of been staying in Chicago this summer because it would make my life easier with an internship and truthfully most of my time spent will be in Chicago (Internship, kink, bars, friends etc). With that said, I'm staying at an apartment in Des Plaines because my best friend just got a new apartment and I'm staying with him. We are really tight and if I am going to be living in Arizona for the next few years I want us to have a good summer together before I go again. Everyone that knows me knows how close me and my friend Jamal are. I know it's important to him that I'm around and it's important to me that we can at worst have one last go at a fun summer.

I've been talking with a lot of models and dommes to shoot with this summer. It's looking like it will be a good summer for filming. I personally haven't filmed in about 3 months and have maybe only filmed 10 times over the past 9 months. Being that it was my senior year and I was taking more than a full load of credits, I had my hands full. I've got a lot of new women that I have plans with for filming purposes. I've also got some people that I've shot with in the past as well. I even got a sexy femme sissy that I have plans to shoot with.

I plan on shooting a lot of diverse material. Putting myself into a lot of crazy kinky, humiliating, degrading, mind blowing circumstances and best of all I'm looking forward to it. I'm always pushing/expanding my own limitations and finding new things that get me off. I'm also focusing on doing a lot of trade for content work meaning all of my shoots will become available at my video store for you to cum and enjoy - AEB Femdom

I'm also looking forward to just attending some kink events this summer. It's been awhile since I've done so. Last year I had a great time at the LRA 4th of July kink celebration so I hope to attend that again this year. I believe it's actually on the 3rd of July. The Chicago legend and my friend Mortis has been teaching kink classes in town again so I hope to catch one of his classes and hopefully I'll make it to Carnel for my first time among some other kinky ongoings.

I'm ready to kick off a hard-working and hard-playing extravagant kink filled summer in Chicago.

Additionally, I wanted to note that I've added a few features to my blog over the past few months. To the right you can see my Clips4sale store. Most recently added are the "Who do you think you are" videos. Which has some really hot strap-on/ass fucking scenes, forced orgasms, blackmail, and humiliation. To the right you can see my Amazon wish list for those that ask for it and wish to get me some gifts. Near the top and again to the right is a new "Share it" feature allowing you to easily share my blog with others on Facebook and Twitter. I've also added a feature that counts the hits this blog gets. It's up to almost 30,000 which is awesome!