Call Me Slave

Yes, that's correct, call me slave.

I've been serving Mistress Tangent for 18 months now and I just recently made it public, at least in the kink world that I am Her slave. I've never been in my life and there was even a point where I told Miss that I could never be a slave because I was more of a sub/bottom/kinkster/fetishist etc. but not a slave. We laugh about that these days. At that time I really didn't think I could ever be a slave but we have evolved together and our foundation was built on trust from the get go.

Our views on BDSM have always been aligned rather well. We are both extremely well rounded when it comes to kink and we find ourselves indulging in scenarios that our new to the both of us frequently.

I've been around for some time now in the BDSM world. I'm 27 now and proudly, willingly and freely give myself to Her. I give all of myself to Her. On the flip side of the coin She holds me close, as Hers, as Her slave and proudly. That means the world to me. Our relationship is ever growing and evolving. It would be fair to say it's a complex relationship but that's also part of what makes it so great.

We are both strong minded people but we compliment each other very well in different ways.
We push one another. I take care of her; needs, wants, desires all included. She challenges me to be a better person and she also challenges my 'limits', to push past them. I love, absolutely love to push past 'limits' for Her. I get such great pleasure out of seeing Her get 'high' on that. I also push Her to be a better person and push Her as a Dominant to go to new heights and ultimately we encourage one another.

We're still figuring us out. Every D/s relationship is different.
Dominant and slave is a part of who we are to one-another. But what makes that part of us together so great is the bond we share.

 After caning from punishment - Miss Grabbing whats Her's

 Some late night rope bondage practice. Chest harness & twine face bondage

 Adjusting CB while in diaper in car right before sushi. (Not sure why my hair looks several colors)

 Random-fun pic.

 Another view after the punishment caning

 Bound position Miss had me in for the punishment so I couldn't squirm. Will be great for fucking too.

 After I had wisdom tooth pulled. Miss took care of me for few days, fun pic I sent Her as She bought baby food.

Shock collar literally bought for dog training. But it has it's dual purpose and this is us testing it out on my balls.

Her Christmas Gift - My Body

My dominant - Mistress Tangent is a sadist and I can be a masochist, with the key word there being 'can'. Most people when they meet me think I am a masochist due to all my film work taking pain and due to my tattoos, but the truth of the matter is that pain in a BDSM context isn't that high on my list. I can endure and the more I do it I can start to build a bit of a tolerance and the pain high is amazing.

More than that, connecting with the person that is putting you through that pain makes it all the better.

It can be rare to connect with someone on that level. Beyond the physical gifts of Christmas I wanted to give my dominant a gift of my body for her pleasure. On top of all of this, this would be the first time she has single tailed me....

As we left for the dungeon and got into the garage she put on my knees, put on my stainless steel collar and then threw on the handcuffs. I stood up and was told to get into the trunk.... It was about a 7 mile commute and I could tell that we were at the dungeon because of the gravel. So then it was odd for her to get out of the car and leave me in there for about 10 minutes or so. I definitely then started to guess how long she was going to leave me in the trunk.

Then, I hear her foot steps as she popped the truck. She attached the metal lead around my collar and lead me into the dungeon. I was ordered to change and then to put on these new clothes. That being white panties, white little girls training bra and a 4 inch school school-girl mini skirt. I got on my knees and waited....................

She guided me to a electronic suspension rig. Cuffed me up and started with 1 flogger, then another and another. All got more violent with more intensity. Some while into it I was moved over to the cross and the she started with a dragon tail on my back and butt.

Then, up to the single tail and she just went at me.......

I did tell her several months earlier that I always wanted bloody white panties..... She listens.

She got into a good vibe and awhile into it I screamed out her name. She asked "What" with an attitude. I was literally about to ask her for a break but for some reason my lips said something else out loud - "Merry Christmas". I could feel the tingles of pleasure run through her body and as a strong moment of connection - a mutual high that the both of us shared together. That followed with her just whipping my ass profusely and I just taking it for her.

( Unfortunately, we were on a time restraint with this being the day before Christmas Eve). She then noticed that we had to run very soon and I was informed that I was going to be beat HARD for 2 minutes to wrap things up.
By this point I was rather extended and I yelled, moaned, and begged with every slash. In the end, she left me with bloody white panties, bloody white bra and with a pain high but more importantly satisfaction because I knew that she got a great pleasure from this present of my body.

I know there will be a round 2 in the near future. As much as I fear it I can't wait for it like a kid on Christmas Eve.

Merry Christmas

Holiday Kink & 2013

Merry Christmas!
At 26 years old this is the first year I've spent the Holidays alone. Being that I just moved to Arizona in early September I didn't want to fly home for the Holidays. I cooked some pork chops for myself on Thanksgiving and I'm still here for Christmas and New Years. There are about 5-6 others that moved to Arizona for the job offer and didn't go home for the Holidays so we all hung out yesterday and tonight are having Christmas dinner together. Should be fun tonight.

I have filmed a few times recently. I shot my first real trample shoot in November in Northern Arizona with Mistress Octavia aka Tangent. Personally, trampling isn't my thing but I thought I would try it out and I will admit that it's a lot tougher than it looks. I was feminized with my hair done (which is the longest it's ever been), make up, and then lingerie. Another woman joined Miss Octavia and I felt like my head was going to pop off my shoulders. It was pretty intense.

I then filmed again with Miss Octavia but this was for her clips4sale store. Did some foot fetish scenarios and then some feminization and bondage. About 2 weeks ago Miss Octavia and I also did a personal webcam scene for a lucky slave boy. I hadn't done anal in many months and I still managed to take my big pink dildo. "I'm an anal professional". The scene was pretty hot with some really hard pounding. When we began we did some strap-on deep throat as well and somehow I cut something in the back of my throat and all this blood just kept coming out of my throat. It was a bit nerve racking but it didn't hurt. It was strange.
If you can't tell, I've been working with Miss Octavia a lot lately. It's nice to have met another really kinky - kinkster in the area that also has experience in front of the camera and is intelligent. Believe it or not, that can be hard to come by.

My new "career" job is going well. Looking forward to 2013 where I plan to do some traveling. LA, Vegas, and some others. I don't like to stay anywhere too long without traveling. I've been in Arizona 4 months now and on top of that I'm not the biggest fan of Phoenix. I do have some friends visiting in the Spring though so that will be nice.

I need to upload videos to my Clips4sale as I'm sitting on some videos right now. The past 2 weeks I haven't been online much because my new cat - Nibbles ate my Macbook charger and I haven't bought a new charger yet. I've been putting my new place together. New couch, artwork, TV, bedroom etc. It's taken longer than I expected to just get everything together and for home to start feeling like home. Because of all this my Clips4sale and kink on some level has taken a bit of a backseat.
2013 will have things coming together for me.

I did get some new lingerie and hot little black dress though. Here's a pictures of the black dress and my new cat who now is about 8 1/2 months old.