Photo Frenzy & Chaos

Since I've gotten back to Ohio about 10 days ago my life has been totally hectic. I'm definitely a bit stressed out as I feel the pressure of deadlines approaching. I'm doing 20 credit hours again this quarter and will do the same next quarter which is a lot of classes if you don't know. Most students take 3 or 4 classes on a quarter system and I've been taking 5. On top of that... this quarter I have to do 8 hours of charity work for one of my classes. I'm studying for a huge 2nd interview for a job I'm interested in and I'm also seriously looking into doing either a study abroad or a international internship this summer. I have to take a few school credits this summer and then graduate in August. However, my mother wants to see me walk in graduation in June so I'm working out the details for that. I can't forget that I'm also sending out additional resumes/cover letters and oh... I still have to travel and do kink work because well, that's how I get paid.

So, as you can see I'm trying to juggle a lot and that's why I haven't been blogging quite as often over the past few months. I do have some interesting blog topics though, I just have to balance out my life. Because of all of this going on I haven't had much of a kink life as of late.

With all this said I am excited about the possibility of going abroad this summer. One of the places I'm looking at is London and I would love to be there for the Olympics, the professional opportunity and would love to be in one of the fetish capitals of the world!

For work, I am looking at going to the DC/Baltimore area in either late Jan or early Feb. I'm trying to work out Jan 27-29. If anyone is interested in working or playing together professional then email me at Morgankeni4@gmail.com (I may also make a pit-stop in Pittsburgh).

The Holidays in Chicago were good. Christmas was fun although I did get sick the day after Christmas and I'm just know starting to really get over it. I really started to feel sick on NYE but it was NYE and my best friends b-day so I ignored it and partied. I sure felt it the following 2 days though as I felt like I was dying. It was definitely the sickest I've been in a few years. My last full day in Chicago I got tattooed and as I talked about it in my last post I got a picture of myself crossdressed. It was by far the most painful tat I've gotten yet as I struggled to sit through it. A large portion is on my stomach and then my left hip bone but it was the stomach that hurt like hell! Here is a close up on the same day it was done and then a look at it with my other tats. We still have to add a background blending all the tats in the general area.

Here's a NYE 2012 Picture with me and some of my friends at the hotel before going out.

The other day I was going through some of my old emails and looking up pictures. I came across some old kinky pictures of me from when I was 19 and a freshman at Columbia College Chicago. I was trying to get involved in the Chicago fetish scene and that can be difficult when you're under 21 and a male. I never sought out the TNG group. Instead my roommate happened to be a photographer and was semi interested in kink. I thought that if I took some pics of myself and put them up on ModelMayhem then I could start to meet some people and get involved in the scene. Well it worked if you haven't noticed. My college roommate who I met that year was named Mike and he became a friend of mine until fall of 2010, my first year here at Ohio University. Halloween night, he was supposed to be here partying with me but things just didn't work out. He ended up committing suicide. I thought I would pull out some of these old pictures and share them with you. It was definitely some amateur work by all of us involved but it was fun and helped catapult me into the world of Fetish. Luckily we had a dungeon space to use as my good friend VonLivid let us use her space to shoot.

I also got 2 new pictures back from Femdom Frenzy which is a company I shoot with when I'm in the DC/Baltimore area. I finally got to work with my friend Nyssa Nevers and I also met and worked with Miss Allegra out of Baltimore for the first time. One picture is of me as a sissy maid serving the 2 ladies and the other is of me worshipping Nyssa's boots.

I actually came across some other old pictures while going through my email. They are an eclectic bunch of kinky pictures so enjoy.

Miss Holland toying around with Me

 Hooded & cleaning

 Just a pic of me w/ short hair & makeup

 Boxtie

 My best friend Jamal dressed as a girl passed out drunk in Chicago Blizzard - Hahaha

Oh... Almost forgot. I decided to start an additional blog well actually it's a Vlog - Video blog. This is a little different than this blog but I will be posting videos of some of my poetry and lyrics but it will also have videos of some self-androgyny, some fetish topics, sports, tattoos and more. 

As I'm writing this I only have 1 video uploaded but I will have more soon. Here is the link to the video & my channel is called - Not What You Expected Youtube channel. Subscribe to follow me and my videos.

Christmas Season

I got into Chicago November 28th and I've been staying with my best friend Jamal, like usual. My first night in town I went to see my play partner but I had just arrived in Chicago so we got some dinner and relaxed. We hung out one other time since I've been in town but unfortunately do to some "outside circumstances" I haven't seen much of her while I've been here. In fact I really haven't done anything kinky since I've been in Chicago and that's been a little over 3 weeks. On one hand I don't mind but on the other I would really like to play.

Maya Sinstress and I have been trying to get our schedules to line up to shoot video but haven't been able to yet. I know I'll be in DC and Pittsburgh in either late Jan-early Feb. DC is just straight work for me, video and sessions. Pittsburgh is a bit of work and maybe some play with Madame Ingrid. She wants me to get a lolita dress from Milanoo which have really good prices on many items. I've never really been a lolita but I'm very intrigued by that entire culture and it works great for sissies too. Hopefully the Steelers do well in the playoffs and I can go to Pittsburgh for a weekend to work, play, and watch the Steelers.

Even though I haven't had any kink in my life since I've been in Chicago I've been having a blast. I'm not sure if I will be returning to Chicago post graduation. If I land a job in Chicago then I will be back but if I land a job in another city then I will only be back once in awhile. So, it's been good to spend a good amount of time with my good friends. Unfortunately, when you spend a lot of time with my friends that means you're going to be doing a lot of drinking which adds up to putting on some weight. I need to start working out asap and tone up again!

New Years Eve is Jamals 25th Birthday so a bunch of us got together to do one of his presents but the timing was weird. Jamal, me and his girlfriend went to the Steelers bar in Lakeview last Monday night and did a good deal of drinking. Jamal got called into work at 1am for an emergency but he didn't want to drive to work being drunk. His girlfriend took him and I took his car and went over to another one of our friends house because we are installing his subwoofers. Only one of us know how to do that and that's not me, there were 4 of us and one was a girl. We were all drinking and installed the system from 1am to 7am in the morning.

Speaking of NYE, we're going to the Hyatt in Rosemont. There's about 12 or so of us total. NYE is always fun and we've heard good things about this event from some people we know. School starts Jan 3rd and I was going to head back to Ohio Jan 2nd but I decided to skip my first week of school. It's just the first week and 2 of my 5 teachers I had this past quarter so I'm not concerned. The reason I'm staying a few days more in Chicago is because I'm getting tattooed. I haven't been tattooed in 8 months and it's been over a year since my main artist has done work on me. I'm getting the picture below of me crossdressed. The piece is going to fit perfectly with where I want it and it will be just below my ballgag tattoo. The piece in total will be about 4-5 inches wide and about 10 inches tall, so it will be a good size piece. It will sit on my lower left ribs, stomach and hip area and so it will be painful. But, as we all know I like a bit of pain.

Maybe it's a bit narcissistic of me to get a picture of myself tattooed but this is my thinking. I've been trying to think of a tattoo to get to symbolize my crossdressing side. I've been thinking for a few years and I finally thought, why not get a portrait style pinup of myself.

When I do get back to Ohio I will be hard at work. I've been filling out resumes and cover letters while here in Chicago and will continue to do so in Ohio. I also have a BIG 2nd interview in late Jan-early Feb so I have to prepare for that. This past quarter I earned a 3.0 while taking the max amount of classes possible, so hopefully I can repeat that this quarter. I also have 2 planned custom videos I'm going to be shooting. So, it's safe to say I will have a full plate when returning to Ohio in 2 weeks.

Until then I'm going to continue to enjoy the Holidays with friends and family. I have a few people I still have to see before I leave and bit more fun to have. Merry Christmas to everyone and happy kinking!

Free Video Trailor & HS Pictures

I was supposed to be in Pittsburgh tonight (right now) but Madame Ingrid had to cancel unfortunately. I haven't been in Pittsburgh since last spring (2011). I've been at my mothers house since Tuesday afternoon and the only reason I've been here so many days was because I was planning on going to Pittsburgh. I know there is a party in Pittsburgh next weekend that Ingrid invited me to but it's way too boring at my moms to stay another week. Oh well, I'll visit Pittsburgh soon and have to have some fun with Ingrid.

Those who know me well know that I HATE FLYING! I've flown a lot but not so much since I've been a young adult. Since I've been 18 I've only flown on 2 occasions. I flew when I went to Acapulco in 2006 which was ended up 4 flights there and back and to be honest one of those flights is what has really turned me off. I puked on a flight when I was in 8th grade going to Philly but not only did I puke on the 2006 flight I thought I was going to die and so did most of the plane. The last time I flew was last December (2010) out of Baltimore after I was done filming with Lexi Sindel into Chicago. Well this time, I'm taking the bus from Columbus to Chicago because I HATE FLYING and it's not that far.

I dyed my hair back to brown today. I had to dye it twice though because the pink was still a bit to evident after the first dye. I also forgot to post a few pictures of some of the shoes that a client has bought me lately. I've been doing a lot of custom videos for him and if you want custom videos just email me at MORGANKENI4@GMAIL.COM
He has bought me 2 pairs of knee high pleather boots, some heels and some ankle boots. I only have pictures of the ankle boots and one pair of the knee highs at the moment since I'm not at home but here you go.

I almost forgot and you may have seen me post this on my twitter or fetlife but Lexi Sindel seems to have almost finished her newest website. With that she has released 6 trailers of video clips for FREE! I'm in 5 of the 6 and in the 1st and 5th one I'm in A LOT of the trailer. However, I suggest watching them all because they are all great and I am sprinkled in many of them. You can see clips for me from being whipped, fucked, eating pussy, tag teamed, worshipping, cuming, sucking my own cock and more with several of the ladies. I'm also in one of the header pictures.
Go here to watch the TRAILERS - Femdom Empire

Since I've been so bored here the past few days I went through some old pictures on my mothers computer and emailed some pictures to myself. I came across some old high school pictures and thought I would share them.

With my High School Girlfriend - I loved the hispanics (Well I still do)

 Homecoming 2004 with a friend

 Me with some of my hispanic girlfriends & then my X (on the left of me)

 Me and an old friend of mine (We we're best friends for a long time)

Well I'll be in Chicago on Monday and I'm looking forward to a great December. Enjoying Winter and the holidays with family and friends. Plus I get to see my play partner :)!

The Many Looks of Autoeroticboy

I started growing out my hair about 3 years ago but in that time I have cut it, chopped it etc a few different times. It's been brown, dark brown close to black (ewww), reddish-brown, pink and I'm dying it a reddish-brown over my pink tomorrow. I've had lots of different looks and just some crazy pictures as well and since I have so many I thought I would share them. I also noticed that I didn't upload one of my favorite Jeffree Star pictures either and since I have an awesome pink up due with that outfit I'll add that as well.
Additionally I've included older pictures of me with a buzz hair cut, a short mens haircut and more.

Enjoy the many looks of Autoeroticboy

Jeffree Star - Pink Up-Due

 After I undid my hair

 Thanks to Jaye in Chicago for the due

 Tightly tied back 

 Tied back but layered differently

 Before getting in the shower

 Pink & out of the shower makes it looker more red

 After I took out the Jeffree Star up-due 24 hrs later

 Reddish-Brown tied back (Really like this color)

 Growing out the hair & wore a hair band for 6 months

Typical mens hairstyle. Back when I was 20 y.o. 

 Typical mens hair style but rocking it like a dyke hairstyle

 Growing it out a brown-black color. I was on hormones for a few months then

Mohawk Wig in drag. When I was 20 y.o. 

 Red Wig - Used to wear when I was a sissy maid

 Mens hairstyle - 19 y.o. at Fetishcon. Drunk on 151, this brings back memories

 Tightly pulled back into a pony. At a club in Chicago

Buzz cut - My Senior picture of High School. 18 y.o.

What will be next.....?

Holidays & Pictures

I've been fighting a cold ever since the day after Halloween. I kept saying as long as I make it to Halloween without being sick I will be good with that. That is exactly what happened and I am ok with that. I feel better and I'm starting to cough up flem but I can't go more than 2 minutes without having a cough attack. Because of this I've cancelled my trip to DC this weekend... The 18-21. My friend Adrian from Justice Tattoo Chicago will be tattooing at the convention in DC this weekend Ink Fest Live and I wanted to attend that as well. (He's a tattoo artist and the shop co-owner). He tatted the Steelers tat on my left foot in Cincinnati last Spring. Oh well, I'll see him in Chicago. We go way back to 6th grade and our families are tight.

I'll be visiting my mom in eastern Ohio for Thanksgiving like usual. I'll be getting there November 22nd. I have decided on the exact dates I'm going to Chicago yet. I might stay at my mom's place for about a week and go up to Pittsburgh a bit to hang out with Madame Ingrid and catch a fetish party. But, then again I might be in Chicago the day after Thanksgiving. I haven't decided yet. If I do stay in Ohio for about a week then I will be in Chicago early December and I will be in town the entire month of December.

I did promise that I would add some new pictures from Halloween once I received them. I remember looking at my friends camera and there was one picture that was my favorite but it's not online. I think it accidentally got deleted.... damn! Oh well, I still have some good pictures and you can see me from sober, to drunk at the club to wasted back home after partying.... haha!
I also just got glasses as I went to the eye doctor to get new contacts only to find out that both of my eyes have an infection. It's nothing serious, but it's from over wearing my contacts and explains why my eyes have been so irritated when wearing contacts. Because of this I have to wear glasses until mid January-ish before I can wear contacts again.
Here are the new Halloween pics and a quick webcam pic of me with my new glasses and yes my hair is still pink.

            All of us right before going out

 Me and a belly dancer on the bus

 Me and a Gumby I met at a bar

 Me, Jamal, Javi & some girl that followed me like groupie... ha!

 Me and my friend Gaga from W.V.

 Posing with Cookie Monster. I gave him my ass

 Me and a girl in the club. I'm drunk & remember nibbling on her friends thighs

 I have class with this girl. She's cool & I'm wasted.

 Back home... wasted & out came the dildo's - Dildo swordfights. Damn we tatted up!

New Glasses... Sorry for the glare

Halloween was a blast and the pink hair is growing on me. I really should do a photo shoot with it before dying it back to a reddish-brown color. I think I'm a keep my hair pink until I see my mother on the 22nd so I can get a good laugh. I've been rocking my pink hair daily at school and if I didn't stand out with all my tattoos already in this small town I truly stand out with the pink hair. You can see me from blocks away lol.

Finals are this week. I have a final Thursday, Friday and next Tuesday and then I'm done with school until January. It sure does go by quickly. I'm going to be sending out a lot of resumes and cover letters all this December. At the same time I'm looking forward to seeing my play partner and having some good times with her. I love the holidays and always look forward to them.

While in Chicago I really hope to get a tattoo. I need one asap. If I don't get one in December I'm definitely getting one in January because I can't wait much longer. There is too much white skin on my stomach and ribs. I need some art and I have it all planned out so we need to get a move on.

Happy Thanksgiving to everyone! Enjoy the time with family and friends or if your buy yourself eat some damn good food.