Photo Frenzy & Chaos

Since I've gotten back to Ohio about 10 days ago my life has been totally hectic. I'm definitely a bit stressed out as I feel the pressure of deadlines approaching. I'm doing 20 credit hours again this quarter and will do the same next quarter which is a lot of classes if you don't know. Most students take 3 or 4 classes on a quarter system and I've been taking 5. On top of that... this quarter I have to do 8 hours of charity work for one of my classes. I'm studying for a huge 2nd interview for a job I'm interested in and I'm also seriously looking into doing either a study abroad or a international internship this summer. I have to take a few school credits this summer and then graduate in August. However, my mother wants to see me walk in graduation in June so I'm working out the details for that. I can't forget that I'm also sending out additional resumes/cover letters and oh... I still have to travel and do kink work because well, that's how I get paid.

So, as you can see I'm trying to juggle a lot and that's why I haven't been blogging quite as often over the past few months. I do have some interesting blog topics though, I just have to balance out my life. Because of all of this going on I haven't had much of a kink life as of late.

With all this said I am excited about the possibility of going abroad this summer. One of the places I'm looking at is London and I would love to be there for the Olympics, the professional opportunity and would love to be in one of the fetish capitals of the world!

For work, I am looking at going to the DC/Baltimore area in either late Jan or early Feb. I'm trying to work out Jan 27-29. If anyone is interested in working or playing together professional then email me at Morgankeni4@gmail.com (I may also make a pit-stop in Pittsburgh).

The Holidays in Chicago were good. Christmas was fun although I did get sick the day after Christmas and I'm just know starting to really get over it. I really started to feel sick on NYE but it was NYE and my best friends b-day so I ignored it and partied. I sure felt it the following 2 days though as I felt like I was dying. It was definitely the sickest I've been in a few years. My last full day in Chicago I got tattooed and as I talked about it in my last post I got a picture of myself crossdressed. It was by far the most painful tat I've gotten yet as I struggled to sit through it. A large portion is on my stomach and then my left hip bone but it was the stomach that hurt like hell! Here is a close up on the same day it was done and then a look at it with my other tats. We still have to add a background blending all the tats in the general area.

Here's a NYE 2012 Picture with me and some of my friends at the hotel before going out.

The other day I was going through some of my old emails and looking up pictures. I came across some old kinky pictures of me from when I was 19 and a freshman at Columbia College Chicago. I was trying to get involved in the Chicago fetish scene and that can be difficult when you're under 21 and a male. I never sought out the TNG group. Instead my roommate happened to be a photographer and was semi interested in kink. I thought that if I took some pics of myself and put them up on ModelMayhem then I could start to meet some people and get involved in the scene. Well it worked if you haven't noticed. My college roommate who I met that year was named Mike and he became a friend of mine until fall of 2010, my first year here at Ohio University. Halloween night, he was supposed to be here partying with me but things just didn't work out. He ended up committing suicide. I thought I would pull out some of these old pictures and share them with you. It was definitely some amateur work by all of us involved but it was fun and helped catapult me into the world of Fetish. Luckily we had a dungeon space to use as my good friend VonLivid let us use her space to shoot.

I also got 2 new pictures back from Femdom Frenzy which is a company I shoot with when I'm in the DC/Baltimore area. I finally got to work with my friend Nyssa Nevers and I also met and worked with Miss Allegra out of Baltimore for the first time. One picture is of me as a sissy maid serving the 2 ladies and the other is of me worshipping Nyssa's boots.

I actually came across some other old pictures while going through my email. They are an eclectic bunch of kinky pictures so enjoy.

Miss Holland toying around with Me

 Hooded & cleaning

 Just a pic of me w/ short hair & makeup

 Boxtie

 My best friend Jamal dressed as a girl passed out drunk in Chicago Blizzard - Hahaha

Oh... Almost forgot. I decided to start an additional blog well actually it's a Vlog - Video blog. This is a little different than this blog but I will be posting videos of some of my poetry and lyrics but it will also have videos of some self-androgyny, some fetish topics, sports, tattoos and more. 

As I'm writing this I only have 1 video uploaded but I will have more soon. Here is the link to the video & my channel is called - Not What You Expected Youtube channel. Subscribe to follow me and my videos.

Got Everything I Need

The month of October hasn't left me with much time to do anything other than school. I've managed to get a bit ahead of the curve this week and so I'm looking pretty good for the next 10 days. Next week Wednesday - the 26th I'm dying my hair pink. I'm excited! I've got everything I need for Halloween except for some eyebrow wax. So I'm a try and get my hands on some of that.

I was in Baltimore and DC last weekend. I shot video with Nyssa Nevers for the first time. We worked with R.I.Productions and their new femdom site to be launched soon. We shot 3 different videso.

1. Boot & Stocking feet worship

2. Spanking & Strap-on fucking

3. Sissy Maid Servitude

The strap-on scene was the first on-camera strap-on scene she's EVER done with a boy or girl. Nyssa is one of the best female fetish models around and so that's kind of cool to take her on-camera strap-on virginity :). We've been friends since 2007 but this was the first time we worked together.

Then Sissy Maid video also featured another Domme out of Baltimore named Miss Alegria. She was also great to work with and a great host.

Saturday in DC I had a session with one of my regular clients and then I was off to do some shopping in Georgetown. I went to urban outfitters to get 2 nail polish colors that I've been meaning to get from them for awhile now. One's a shade of a purple with some hints of grey that I love and the other is a red/pink/orange tint. A little tough to explain but I love them both but here is a picture of my toes with both colors.

I also noticed last time I was in DC that they had a new version of my favorite T-shirt that I've had for years. In fact, I've had this T-shirt since high school but it was starting to fade on me. Last time they didn't have my size and this time they did so I updated. Hopefully this one last me just as long as the old one.

The last thing I needed was a top for my Jeffree Star look for Halloween. I went to a few different stores but figured it might be hard to find what I was looking for because most people are bring in their Autumn looks. Then I saw the Betsey Johnson store and I knew they would have what I wanted. I got the perfect top. It fits great but I could have done a size smaller but they didn't have a smaller size. Either way I love the top and I'm excited for Halloween! 

The other day I ordered some LimeCrime lipstick in a pink shade. Again for the JStar look and it came in. 

I've also been shooting some custom videos for a client. I'll talk more about this is my next post but I've shot 2 so far and I might be doing a few more in the near future.

A few of my Chicago friends will be getting into Athens the 27th/28th for Halloween. This will be their first time visiting me here since I've been at Ohio University. As soon as Halloween is over I'm going to go into Chastity again and from what me and my play partner have discussed it won't come off until I see her in Chicago in late November/early December.

That will be the longest I've gone locked up.

I'll make sure to update mid next week and right after Halloween with plenty of pictures of the pink hair and the JStar look.

Great Weekend

What a great weekend it was! But first let me back track a bit here. The start of October has been crazy for me. Taking 20 credit hours of school and all the classes being legit classes takes up a lot of your time. I've been doing great in class, in fact probably the best of my college career. We are half through with the quarter and I have some big big projects coming up.

On October 4th I went to the career fair and that went well. I also earned an interview with a company I'm interested in working with and I passed stage 1. So, I have a 2nd interview in coming weeks that I have to prepare for. I'm going to be sending out lots of resumes but if I were to land this job and ultimately take an offer from them then I would be moving to the west coast over the summer.

In the midst of school I was in chastity for 14 1/2 days. I've also been opening up my clips4sale store - AEB KINK I have about 11 or 12 videos uploaded at the moment but I'm working on shooting new videos and working with different people. There is a lot more to come with that. I will be talking more about that in coming weeks. I was asked to shoot some custom videos for a client and so I will be shooting those while I'm in DC/Baltimore this coming weekend - October 14-16. I will also be sharing these videos on AEB KINK.

While I'm in DC/Baltimore this go around I'm going to be working with both Nyssa Nevers and Nikki Domino. Once I return back to Ohio I will be dying my hair pink October 26th for Halloween and my Chicago friends are coming in town to party for Halloween as well.

This past weekend I got to spend with my play partner and I had a great time with her. I also had a wonderful orgasm after being locked up for 2 weeks. That night Bobcat and his girlfriend were over at my place for a little bit and she thought it would be humiliating for me to have to cum in front of them so she made that happen. Afterwards I was going out for a few drinks and she forced me to wear the Aneros anal toy and tights to help hold it in under my clothes. You definitely feel the Aneros when out and about too.

I'm going to enjoy another orgasm tonight and try and get to bed early because I have a 9am exam and I'm going to wake up extra early to get more studying in since I didn't do much of that this weekend. I'm going to be out of chastity for the rest of this month due to some kink work and Halloween. Then I will be locked up in early November until I see her when I'm in Chicago in late November. That will definitely be the longer I will have ever been in chastity.

I really enjoyed this weekend and things have been really good for me. I've just been very busy with little to no down time. 5 more weeks of school until a 6 week Winter vacation.

IT'S OFFICIAL!

I am going to be in DC again on October 14-16. I'm taking sessions, photo shoots, & video. I met Nyssa Nevers back in 2007 at Atlanta Bound and we've been friends since. With that said we've never worked together and that's about to change. We are going to be shooting for RIProductions when I'm in DC. I've worked with them before but their femdom site is yet to be released. They do however have a girl on girl clips4sale up. It's called FemdomFem

Again if anyone wants to work with me while I'm in DC from October 14-16 contact me here - Morgankeni4@gmail.com

AEB KINK  - HTTP://CLIPS4SALE.COM/47506  IT IS OFFICIALLY UP & RUNNING..... Hooray!!!

Yes, that is my clips4sale store.
My blog details my life through my writings and a few pictures. I love to write and will continue to do so. But, now you all get a hub for the videos I've shot as well. AEB KINK will feature femdom videos of me, auto-erotic raw play of me & it will feature my kinky friends as well.
This weekend I have a friend of mine, a beautiful - very kinky girl that will be showing off her small feet in stockings, socks, and tights. I will also be shooting her bare feet and of course there will be some other hot scenes as well. But, you will have to wait for those details.

Right now I have some femdom videos up that I show with Lady Maria, Miss Xena & Lady O over the summer in Chicago. I also have some of my self play videos up. From self-cock sucking, wetting my panties, toilet training, sissy maid shaving, and lots more. This past summer I also shot with Maya Sinstress, Madame Ingrid and a few other femdom's.

ALSO

I have a Images4sale store. HTTP://IMAGES4SALE.COM/47506

Here you will get full picture sets from video shoots and some additional never seen pictures.
The first picture set I have up is from this past summer where I shot with Lady Maria & Miss Xena. 3 of the 4 videos and we shot where outdoors in the public eye and there are 62 unseen pictures. That's a lot of masturbation material!

When it comes to videos, if you want to see anything specific then send me an email. Morgankeni4@gmail.com
Whether it's a femdom scene, self-play, or featuring someone else. Feel free to contact me and I'll see what I can do.

Last night marked 7 days in chastity and I also got my test scores back from my Management: Organization Behaviors class. This is definitely my hardest class but it's also my favorite and I love the teachers, teaching style! Let me just say I don't get test scores like this so this made my whole week!
I did the best in the class and only got 1 question wrong. On top of that I got extra credit earlier in the week and so I got 100% on this super hard test. I couldn't believe it!

So, as you can see I work hard at kink and I work hard at school. Because I did so well on my test I think my Top was being nice to me. I asked if I could fuck myself with a dildo for 5 minutes. She said yes, but she wanted to watch on Skype. Out came the stopwatch and she watched me attempt to enjoy some anal pleasure with my cock all locked up. It was lovely :)
I'm excited to see her soon!

Just for fun here are a few butt pictures of me. 2 days ago I wet my purple lace panties for some enjoyment & the video is on http://clips4sale.com/47506 Also here is a picture of my butt in my "Sure Thing" panties when I woke up this morning.

A Touchy Topic: The Fetish Industry

It seems like everyone is a fetish model or a pro domme these days. Not that there is anything wrong with being either because technically I am both. But it is here in the fetish community where anyone can proclaim to be a "fetish model" or a "pro domme". In a way that is what keeps the industry fresh, allowing new faces to emerge on the scene. On the other hand, it is was what over saturates the industry and the concept that anyone can do it is a dangerous theory.
If every male out there believed he can play professional football then no one would watch the sport. People wouldn't idolize players or respect their talents. It is the same here and for every other industry. Chicago has over 100 - born female Pro Dommes. There's only 10-15 that I would pay for a session and even that is pushing it. I feel bad for both the talented Dommes and the clients because the talented Dommes get put into the class of "just another domme" and they loose out on money. The clients have a difficult time deciding who they should session with and in many cases get  a really poor session.

As for the "models", just go on Fetlife and I'm sure if you clicked on 100 random profiles at least 40-50% of them would claim to be some sort of fetish model. Just because someone else took a kinky picture of you doesn't mean your a fetish model. Just because you're involved in the kink community doesn't make you a fetish model.

So where do I land in all of this?

Well let me just say, there is nothing wrong with being an aspiring fetish model. It's just all about how you go about becoming one. Proclaiming that your a "fetish model" before you've ever established yourself in any manner is preposterous. I've been involved in the community since I was 18 and I'm turning 25 on September 6th. I've been at this for awhile and just in the past year did I really start pushing myself as my own product.

The last and most important key to me is being a fetish model or pro domme is actually being interested in the BDSM - Fetish world. Most people who make it on some level in this industry are actually kinky. Kinky isn't wanting to tie a woman to a bed and fuck her, that's rough sex. I see it all the time, people think they are kinky until they are around kinky people and they realize just how vanilla they are. There is nothing wrong with being vanilla but a pro domme should be kinky. It's their job to make the client feel at ease and there are just too many pro dommes that are only in it for the money that they think they can make.
Many models also aren't kinky and that is a shame to me as well. If your not kinky and want to model - don't do fetish modeling. America is the best country in the world at selling a lie so I guess it's naive of me to think that the fetish industry should be any different.

Personally, it's been a process for me but the past year has been a good one for me and I expect to continue to grow and push boundaries. I will be at FETISHCON in Tampa Bay July 28-31. I've already schedule lots of gigs with several different people. I also hope to work some old friends that I've never gotten to work with yet like Nyssa Nevers. I've also been asked to model for a tattoo book so I'm excited about that as well.

D.C. fun & Photoshoot

We got into DC late Thursday night and both Bobcat and I were pretty tired. Neither of us could do much right. Dropping everything we touched, couldn't figure out how to get into our hotel room and then we couldn't figure out how to shut the door. We were about to change rooms but once we figured it out with some help from the staff it wasn't so bad.

Friday early afternoon I had a session as a submissive for about 2 hours where I was whipped, worshipped some feet and had some predicament bondage done on me, it was fun. That night we roamed around Rockville, MD and had some incredible Thai food. I also had a few chocolate martinis which is definitely one of my favorite drinks.

Saturday I met up with Nyssa Nevers http://www.modelmayhem.com/1613 and we hung all night. We were in the Adam Morgans neighborhood and had a lot of fun at a bar called Madams Organ. It had a cool vibe and I'm sure it's even crazier when it's warm out. Although, I can't complain too much. We had decent weather in the high 40's-50's. I definitely got a little drunk to say the least. My tolerance definitely isn't what it was in December. I tend to drink a little bit of everything once I get going... Tequilla, Whiskey, & beer was on my menu that night.

Sunday Nikki Domino and I had a photo shoot and of course it was BDSM themed. We were in this house that is being renovated so it was completely empty and we had free reign to do whatever we pleased. The house was really dated but that left us with some really cool-fun options. I'm excited to get the photos back and I will be posting some here as soon as I get them.

Monday I headed back home and I'm back to school. There's only 4 weeks left and that's including Finals so it's going to be a busy next few weeks for me. Presentations, papers and tests. Then I'm off for Spring Break for a week and it's looking like I'll be back in Baltimore/DC for most of the week although I think I'm a be staying in Baltimore this time. So my travel for the next 8 weeks is looking like this.

Pittsburgh - March 19 Get to see Madame Ingrid :)
Baltimore/DC - March 20-27
Cincinnati - April 8-10 Tattoo Convention